Ad astra per aspera

HUX AND KYLO

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He’d never felt the force from an outside perspective like this. It was terrifying when he realized that he was powerless, and now Hux, in his body, had all the power. It felt like the air was vibrating, and he felt his breath catch and stutter.

“Hux,” he choked out, “please, you have to calm down.” Dust fell lightly from the ceiling. If she didn’t calm down and done control, she was going to bring this place down on them. 

She was used to control her feelings all the time, but this... this was new, and strange, and even though she tried to control it, it just... ignored her. It had a conscience of its own. Was this the Force? That stressful, unstable feeling was the bloody Force? How could Ren even begin to control that shit? She started to get frustrated, she could feel the anger boiling up inside her... and the Force amplified her feelings again. No. No. That wasn’t helping. She felt something move around her. Her breathing was erratic. She needed to calm down, now.

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It felt surreal. That after so long, the remnants of the Empire, First Order began to truly grow. With the commissioning of a number of Resurgent Class Star Destroyers, the First Order had taken some more steps to become it’s own thing.

And after so many years after the battle of Jakku, after so many years of being a Captain without her ship, without her home. Elena was surprised as they granted her a new command. It had felt surreal to her, really. It may not have been the Justicia but in time, perhaps it could be.

She kept a small smile on her lips during the ceremony, and now, as they dined, drank and spoke to one another at their leisure, she kept her smile going, nodding and thanking those who offered their congratulations. Despite how tiring social events had become for her, the Captain had felt that extra bit of energy, and found herself enjoying herself as she took a sip of the wine in her hand.

She drank what was left of her wine and sighed. Hux had attended the ceremony and the dinner, and she was so tired of all that people already. She actually didn’t have to be there herself, but she wanted to see what kind of ally... no, what kind of person was this Elena Tarunt. What she read in her files was frankly impressive, but she needed to see it with her own eyes, she needed to know.

A waiter filled her glass again. She had spent all night talking to people she didn’t even remember after ten minutes, and people she reminded herself not to forget, when finally she saw a chance to approach the true protagonist of the night.

❝ Where…are we? ❞

❝ I-I think we’re lost! ❞

❝ Did you hear that? ❞

❝ Maybe I can help, I mean, you are lost, right? ❞

❝ What, in the world, is going on? ❞

❝ What are you doing here? Explain yourself! ❞

❝ You’re more lost than you realize. ❞

❝ Is there a beast out there? ❞

❝ Did you know that if you soak a raisin in grape juice, it turns into a grape? ❞

❝ You have beautiful eyes! ❞

❝ I want to steal. ❞

❝ Ain’t that just the way. ❞

❝ I’ll never give up. ❞

❝ I’m trying to help you! ❞

❝ I’ve got my own problems to take care of. ❞

❝ Well then…perhaps we better make a deal.❞

❝ Oh you wonderful mistake of nature! ❞

❝ You find this place as creepy as I do, right? ❞

❝ You’ll die some day, and I’ll laugh! ❞

❝ What if it’s not a ghost and I’m just…on the brink of madness? ❞

❝ What’s the matter? You seem tense. ❞

❝ You better be wise and don’t believe his lies. ❞

❝ It won’t open! Well…guess we gotta spend some quality time together. ❞

❝ It’s my fault we ended up here. Everything’s been my fault. ❞

❝ You can do anything if you set your mind to it! ❞

❝ Are you ready to see true darkness? ❞

❝ Hold your tongue or I’ll remove it from your mouth! ❞

❝ I really, really wanna see a ghost, really bad. ❞

❝ I’m not just gonna wander around the woods for the rest of my life. ❞

❝ If dreams can’t come true, then why not pretend? ❞

❝ We are just wayward leaves, scattered to the air by an indifferent wind. ❞