the way i can’t enjoy anything without it consuming my entire being is both a blessing and a curse

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

Windpferde ("Wind Horses") by Pantao Stelzen Theatre

hey remember the sun is going away and you’re going to go nuts and to not take it personally

the human brain literally needs the color green (grass, leafs) to like self-calibrate and not go insane i sincerely believe this

i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.