natascha

theres just something so healing about the sun shining on your face in winter

wouldnt it be cool to just like not feel nervous about everything all the time

weekends don’t hit the same anymore

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

sometimes there’s a big hole in your soul and that’s just the way it is and you have to fill it up with songs you love and people who make you feel better and towels in your favorite color and socks that feel just right on your feet and even then sometimes part of you will leak out and other times it’ll all gush at once and you’ll feel like you’re fighting a losing battle but the fact is every time you flood you just pick up the pieces of all the little good things around you and start laying the bricks over again and yeah it’s too bad there’s got to be a hole in the first place but that’s life sometimes you babble and ebb and flow and burst but your soul is part of what keeps the world alive and it’s really just amazing you’re here so don’t worry that the sadness never fully goes away I’m just really glad we exist. the world is full of everyone and I’m happy that includes us.

I’m so boring when I’m not comfortable

Don’t ruin a new thing with an old mindset. 

creating a family that stays a family is probably my biggest goal in life

i want to GO somewhere. i need to leave for a while