MedStudies

i can do anything as long as i forgive myself and keep trying like that’s all just show up. ok good

why am I literally going insane rn [checks the date] ah yes, how silly of me to have forgotten the sunday torments

“are you okay” no bro i constantly feel like i am too much but simultaneously not enough

to experience beautiful things, you only need to be alive

you’re not for everyone. so what. literally so what. you still have people who will always love you & whom you mean the world to. and you also have yourself. you’re not missing out, they are

not even halfway through november & it’s already been a mess of indescribable emotions. idk where the fuck this is going but i really want it to be someplace i feel even the faintest peace of mind. it’s really been overdue for a minute now

hey, it’s alright, it’s okay. i know it’s not ideal right now, but you don’t have to stay here forever. keep working towards your future. you’ll make a place for yourself.

not being productive or relaxing but a secret third thing

every girl should be allowed to lie on the floor for 16 hours a day to cope with the agonies

there is always more than what is happening today. maybe today sucked. that’s okay. there’s always tomorrow. maybe you’ll bake cookies, and see a cat on your way to work or school. maybe next week you’ll see your friend for the first time in a while, and you’ll feel at home again. maybe next year you’ll feel happier than you thought possible. there are always new movies to watch, animals who want petting, books to read, candles to light, a comfy bed to come home to. today’s only a snapshot of your life. maybe tomorrow will be a prettier one. you got this.

living in a constant duality of wanting to be mysterious & aloof but also resisting the urge to share every single detail about my life to every person i speak to

girls shouldn’t have to go through break ups or wait in line at the grocery store or experience pain ever...we should be floating on clouds at all times. who do i speak to about this

god i hope whatever bullshit happens next is funny

in another universe, my window is open and im laying on my floor. i am 12 years old. nothing bad has happened to me.