Think your thoughts twat!

Somehow I find it very difficult to articulate what bothers me about my job. Somehow I just feel unhappy. Not super miserabel, just vaguely discontent.

Design is a field where you constantly have to keep up, keep working on your portfolio, your skills, stay on top of trends especially with ai and stuff. At uni doing this felt like fun most of the time, because I was doing it for myself. I liked to challenge myself. I enjoyed it. But right now it honestly just feels like work. And I‘m not sure if I want to invest that much time and energy into work.

I want to use my creativity for fun without having to think about improving my skills or furthering my career.

What also bothers me is that I‘m not working with people as much. I do have my coworkers and I really like them, but I‘d love to talk to strangers. In college I had a part time job at a store and I actually quite enjoyed helping people find stuff and giving them suggestions on what to buy.

Anyway I‘m kinda thinking about becoming a librarian.