39 days of FIFA celebration they did that so i couldn't complain about suffering more than jesus. i hate them.

saw backrooms yesterday 3:30 matinee at amc oaktree terrible crowd despite only 11 other people in the theater i wasn't expecting it to be such a classic haunted space horror movie but i actually really liked it lol. but obviously i actually remembered seeing the original screenshot on tumblr and i get how its a ridiculous abstraction of that. but it was fun

whatever i feel stunted and left for dead like oh right it doesn't matter if im satisfied with my life . you are a huge bitch!

haha i would love to have adhd medication but i would have to go to (and pay for!) an office visit every month to make sure im not selling it. like how are you guys just filling stimulant prescriptions idk they wanted to charge me 200$ a bottle and have monthly check ins that i couldn't even schedule bc the doctors are booked months out. like more bloodwork and surveillance than when i was on t. it really bothers me that i feel like it was so easy fr everyone else and gheyre all just like UGH my adhd medication is such a lifesaver i couldn't get anything done!! ok well i have no choice. maybe you are just a little bitch taking meth to do chores. fuck you.

unfortunately i have been manifesting an attitude of gratitude that is making me feel corny as hell but also seriously working on my mental state.

birthday love letters are due at 6:30pm which is approximately when my mom went into greek food induced labor 26 years ago today.

watching the bear special episode & brought myself near tears thinking about spirit yellows