oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
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oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
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oh look i lasted what a day ? haha. anyways i realized that going cold turkey was stupid af. so i just decided to move len here to his new blog & get back into it. my spock muse is already feeling better & yeah this way i can keep them both up at the same time without having to worry.
i’m keeping this blog up as an archive so you can still answer threads & i’ll find them & draft them on the new account. or you can mention my new blog. whatever works.
imma be queuing this post for the next few days. i’ll be starting to follow people tonight !
queue has been emptied & filled with my hiatus post. should be posting for the next few days. this shall be last last update on this blog for a while till I get things under control. i have also made the decision to move this blog from a side to a main when i come back. having len in his own place away from spock will help my head space. new blog is already up with a temp URL but no work will be done on it nor will i follow anyone till my hiatus is over. for the time being i am working on bringing back spock to the place i need him so if you want to write with me over there ( kashtovel ) pls hmu!! len will be back hopefully soon guys. so this ain't goodbye it's an I'll see you later ! xoxo - cally
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so its sorta killing me to write this actually ( i am crying right now ) but i need to give it a shot. len is gonna be going on a bit of hiatus. we will see how long this lasts cos frankly i’m not sure. but anyways reasons are under the cut. ( i doubt many will read this but here )
i love writing leoanrd i really really do. makes me happy ! but as happy leonard makes me my mental health is collapsing. & after going over the reasons i have come to a conclusion. my mental health is going cos my spock muse is going. i have struggled with many things in the past year. i’m close to being employed & my dad lost his job back in feb. its just been a roller coster i can’t find another job & i’m struggling with my current one. since i graduated in highschool in 2014 my life has gone through many ups & downs went through many mood spouts. 2016 was a bad year for me in general & then well i found trek in december. my dad tempted me with chris pi.ne so i gave it a shot. came in expecting to fall in love with ki.rk but then well sp.ock he made me laugh & i had a happy warm feeling inside me that i hadn’t felt in ages ? i clung to that. i clung to sp.irk & i clung to trek. but it was mostly spo.ck that kept me going.
long story short. i started writing him. & i was really really happy. like really. & still i clung to trek. then i decided to try writing lenny here & over time he got bigger & bigger ---- slowly but surely spock went down. this didn’t happen till lenny was his own blog. but it was slow. & then my mental health started to go down again. cos i was losing spock. i know now thats why. right now my muse feels rejected unwanted & unneeded. & he goes i go. ---- its an endless loop of suck. so to sum it up len has to go away for a while to see if i can get spock back properly & work out a balance then lenny can come back. but i gotta try something or i will get more sick. i already had stress sickness turn into full on sickness & i’m just collapsing.
i’m so sorry guys. i love this muse & so sad i gotta put him away for a while but i might be putting myself in danger if i don’t try. & if it doesn’t work well no sense in keeping him on hiatus. & if it does work then i’ll be back. either way i’ll be back. * blows you all kisses * i love you all so so much & you can catch me on kashtovel the main blog to len here !
THIS IS NOT GOODBYE I WILL BE BACK !!!
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HEADCANON. as far as modern verses are concerned len is afraid of air planes ( he will get on them ) but he's terrified of the plane crashing.. & as a bonus he gets violently plane sick. most of the times he has to get hammered before he boards a flight otherwise he will lose his shit. & if he's not drunk he has to take a shit ton of gravol
he is going back to his room to change but of course before doing so ; he takes a step through their shared ; bathroom facilities. & has he FIGURED there is the captain sitting at the desk working away. a smile slips on his lips. perhaps a little game. ; slow steps approach the captain & he slips his hands over the dark eyes. ❛ shhhh ❜ he speaks. ----- moving hands down to grip the shoulder firmly he starts again. ❛ now sir are y’gonna give me some real work t’do ? cos otherwise i may just have to find my own ❜ hands trail down the captains arms to his waits ; they then glide to his lower back before he slip up the back of his shirt cold hands press firmly. ❛ cos you know sir i can think of many things i could do ❜
