It took a few weeks for the newborn scrunch to wear off before Jackie and Hayden called Shane over to talk, the twins at their grandparents' house, and Arthur sleeping peacefully in the living room bassinet.
She'd started to become suspicious the minute the exhaustion of labor and bringing home a new baby had started to abate. Arthur's thick head of black hair was completely at odds with her brunette and with Hayden's blonde, but matched perfectly with a certain other man.
Another man with whom she and Hayden had celebrated a wild night after winning the Stanley Cup in 2015. Thery were a week out from the 2016 playoffs now and Jackie was not looking forward to losing Hayden for the next three months but she was completely certain they were going all the way to the finals again. The team was on fire, clicking together even better than they did this time last year.
She and Hayden had debated for days whether it was fair to Shane to spring this on him right before the playoffs started, but Jackie maintained that it would be more unfair to keep it a secret.
Here they were, sushi delivered from her and Shane's favorite place, and a couple of ginger ales waiting in the fridge. Hayden paced anxiously back and forth in the living room as the clock ticked closer to 7 PM, and she found herself in a strangely peaceful sort of limbo. As sort of, fuck it, the baby is here, it's all already done, now we just figure it out, that buoyed her enough that Hayden't freak out, hardly touched her.
Or maybe caring for a newborn and twin toddlers has fried her brain so far past normal she wasn't even capable of rational thought anymore, and anything less than a broken limb or a call to poison control didn't even phase her.
Sometimes, Jackie missed who she used to be before children.
There was a knock at the door, and Hayden jumped, "He's here," he whispered. "Oh god, Jackie, he's here."
Despite herself, she snorted. She loved her drama queen husband. "Yeah, your best friend is at the door. Are you going to let him in?"
"Right!" He hustled off, and she reached for another sip of her water, a nervous pit settling in her belly despite herself. Their voices echoed down the hall before they emerged into the room, Hayden high and panicky, Shane low and gentle with just a bit of confusion.
"Hi Shane," she greeted without getting up. He leaned down for a side hug, more than familiar with her reluctance to be on her feet following birth. He'd been there for every milestone the twins had after all, and he'd been the third person to hold Arthur in the hospital. It felt appropriate now, with what they suspected.
"Hey, Jackie," he said and then leaned over the bassinet to peer at her baby. "Hi, Arthur."
She patted the cushion next to her, and he sat. "We're eating on the couch today, hope you don't mind."
Shane shrugged and reached for a plate to load up, "It's your house." He cast a suspicious eye at Hayden, who had notably not sat down and was wringing his hands in the exact opposite of cool, calm, collected man, which was what he'd promised her he'd be when they were setting this up. "He's…good?" Shane asked.
"Eat your food," Jackie said. "Babe, can you get us some soda from the fridge?"
"Yes! I can do that." Hayden said, voice two octaves higher than normal. He coughed, "I mean, yeah, okay."
"So," Shane said. "This seems serious."
Jackie put a bite of sushi in her own mouth and shrugged to buy herself some time.
"Is it the kids?" Shane asked with a glance toward Arthur. "Are they okay?"
Jackie had always been charmed by Shane, and she was never reminded of it more than moments like this. Her husband had such good taste in friends. She half-smiled at him. "No, they're good. The girls are with my mom. Arthur had his one-month checkup yesterday, and the doctor said he was perfect."
"He is perfect," Hayden said as he came back in the room with their drinks. He'd grabbed himself and beer, and she swallowed down her brief jealousy. Breastfeeding suck and the worst part was not being able to drink when she got stressed. She didn't hold it against him, though, not for this conversation. "Way bigger than Ruby and Jade, the doctor said he's in the 90th percentile."
"That's great, Hayd," Shane said. Jackie could tell he meant it. He was such a sweetheart.
Hayden made eye contact with her, and she tilted her head towards the armchair. He took a seat, twisting the cold bottle between his hands but not actually drinking it. "Yeah, um, thanks, buddy."
Shane and Jackie polished off their sushi before Hayden worked up the nerve to speak again. They agreed he'd be the one to break the news to Shane. Did Jackie pull the freshly post-partum excuse to get out of it? Absolutely. Did she feel any guilt? Nope.
Besides, the threesome had been Hayden's idea.
"I got to say, Hayden," Shane said. "You're kind of freaking me out."
"Oh! No, no, no buddy, no need to freak out." Hayden paused. "Well."
The long pause did nothing to calm either man. Jackie sighed, "Babe, just say it like we practiced."
"Don't tell him we practiced!" Hayden protested, pink-cheeked, but she just waved her hand in a wordless get on with it.
"It's okay, whatever it is," Shane said. "I promise not to be upset— or mad? Just spit it out, Hayden."
"Alright, okay," Hayden took a deep breath. "You remember last year when we won the cup and got really drunk?"
Shane immediately flushed red. "I thought we agreed to never mention that again."
"Yeah, yeah, right, of course!" Hayden said. "It's just that… um. You know, Arthur… he doesn't really look like me?" Her husband's voice trailed off into a high squeak while Shane's eyes blew wide."
"What?" Shane asked.
Hayden hurried to add more, his previous reluctance nowhere to be found as he sped down the ice at full-collision, trainwreck speed. "Well, we didn't notice at first but he's got black hair like you and he's just a tiny bit darker skinned than Ruby and Jade were and Jackie noticed first but then I got to thinking and we were really drunk after winning the cup and I know we said we wouldn't mention it again, even though I had a great time really, and wouldn't honeslty mind a repea, I mean you two are my favorite people but ACTUALLY i know we had condoms but I was think we proably just didn't use them right or maybe forget its all a blur really, we were so drunk, but what I'm trying to say — what WE are trying to see is that we think maybe you are actually Arthur's bio-dad?"
In the sudden silence after Hayden's word avalanche, Jackie slipped noisily on her ginger ale. "I did a DNA test and Hayden didn't match," She finally said to Shane's wide-eyed panic. "You are the only other person I"ve been with."
Shane abruptly jerked his head over to look at the sleeping Arthur in the bassinet. It would have been a miracle he'd manage to sleep through that, but a month old and he was already used to sleeping through the twins' screeching. She tried to imagine looking at the baby through his eyes, all of a sudden realized you'd accidentally created a child, and she wondered if he was falling in love in a second, as she had with all three of her kids.
"Oh," Shane said quietly. "That's um, that's a lot. I'm…sorry?" He apologized like he honest to god didn't know what else to say. She wondered what answer she'd get if she asked what exactly he was apologizing for before deciding that was a meaningless road to go down.
"It's not your fault, Shane," Hayden said. "I mean, nothing has to change if you don't want it to. You're already Uncle Shane. You can just keep being… you. I mean," here her husband bit his lip. "Arthur is my son. Nothing is going to change that. But…" he looked at Jackie and then back to his best friend. "He can be yours, too. You just let us know."
"That's it?" Shane asked incredulously before turning to Jackie. "You don't want… I don't know, like child support?"
"Hayden's name is on the birth certificate, Shane. We don't need anything from you." Jackie said. "We want you in our lives, of course, you're family. But we have our own money, we don't need yours."
"I mean, I'm no Mr. Rolex," Hayden said. "But your dad was actually pretty helpful all those years ago, helping me set up my investments."
"Oh shit," Shane said, face drained of color. "We have to tell my mom."
Jackie and Hayden both paled with him.
"I mean…" Hayden started. "Do we have—"
Jackie cut him off before he stuck his foot in his mouth. "We can if you want to, but I think that really depends on how involved you want to be."
Shane nodded, and she could see the thought racing behind his eyes, planning and putting that analytical intelligence he was famed for to good use. "Yeah, no. I want to be involved. And if my mom found out we kept Arthur from her, she'd bury all three of us in a shallow grave," He shuddered. "Plus, she already loves the girls and Arthur…" Shane hesitated with a glance at the baby again. "I mean… he looks a lot like I did as a baby. She'd probably sniff out the truth pretty fast."
Jackie nodded. Yuna Hollander was one of the smartest and most perceptive people she'd ever met. Not to mention one of the most intimidating, and Jackie was regularly in the company of towering, thick-set hockey men. "Okay, then we tell her. Is she coming up for the next game?"
"Yeah."
"Okay," Hayden said. "So we can figure out what it will look like going forward, but, and this is the most important thing… the girls call me daddy. So dibs. Maybe you can be papa?"
Jackie laughed at the grimace Shane pulled. "…Yeah, that's gross, Hayden. Let's just table that for now, okay?"
"What's dad in Japanese?" she asked.
Shane blinked at her. "I don't know, Jackie, I'm Canadian." He paused. "We can ask my mom."
Despite the situation, Jackie felt her shoulders lowering. The truth was out, and it all looked like it would be okay. Nobody was screaming or crying, and their friendship could probably withstand this. And what was one more parent really? They always said it took a village.
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its an altered version of this green fireflies one
im really proud of this for no reason all i did was change the colors but anyways you guys should still reblog if you use it definitely id be very happy :)))))))))
edit: oh my god fine. it's not copy and paste anymore fine okay?? here's the link to github. for fuck's sake guys 😭
edit 2: here's a post tut i made on how to use these!
i finally finished this skin 😆 found a bug today and fixed it tho
the inspo comes partly from destiel, partly from Ultraviolence, and a bit from Hannibal
so yeah… enjoy 🖤
if you wanna use it, here’s the code
based on this pretty skin and this one
setup steps:
click the code link above — it’ll open a long block of code. copy all of it (don’t include the title). it’s way easier to do this on desktop since mobile has copy limits
on AO3, go to your username → dashboard → skins → create site skin
give it a unique title, paste the CSS you copied, then scroll down and hit submit
once it’s created, just click “use” to apply the skin 🖤
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Okay so that anon was quite the timing! I basically arrived to the same things they noticed and all it took was some digging into the information #that side leaked. The information about the friends following that account specifically (screenshot below)
So I already covered them showing Kalem was following that account. But they also showed that two other friends were following the account: _mamajai (will be referring to as MJ) and benphanderson (will be referring to as Ben; can't be seen in the screenshot but its account under the pic of Hudson + friends).
As MJ is still a public account I decided to snoop around. It's important to note that MJ hasn't been active (or doesn't seem to have been) since their last post on that account. After going through their posts and their follower + following list, it became clear that they were following duo accounts (so yes 'thebakers_1' account was real and was followed by the three friends), and that's because MJ is also a duo account!
Let me explain. Duo accounts is basically a trend that was happening amongst the youth at the time (2016). It's essentially making a spam account with a friend and you just post whatever. These were teenagers making these accounts, not some grand mastermind that knew in ten years, this would be relevant to an actor from a gay hockey romance TV show. So keeping that in mind that these were again, teenagers, what gave the duo account trend away? A pattern in the usernames of the account. Quite literally, the duo account usernames are just a mash up of the names of the individuals in the ‘duo’. So MJ? Yes, it is a combination of the names of the girls who owe that account.
And here are other examples of duo accounts (with such obvious names) and the individual accounts for the duos. All paired except for fifi (It’s nice that Canada’s got really good privacy laws.. so I’ve heard).
Bringing us to ‘thebakers_1’, if this is suppose to be Hudson’s duo account, why doesn’t it follow the same naming convention? Clearly no one was going out of their way to be different or creative. Did Hudson and whoever else owed this account just felt like being different? Doubt it! So I started searching ‘bakers’ in MJ's following list. Because there has to be a ‘baker’ individual account to accompany the duo, ‘thebakers_1’. And I know the individual account had to still be there because MJ’s following count has only changed by 1 (127 -> 126). And it has stayed this way this ever since the screenshots came out (more on this later).
Searching for ‘baker’ gave this account: bakerbobi. Okay, it matches the naming convention, because there’s baker in an individual account.
So then I thought, okay it did say ‘thebakers_1’ plural. Did that mean there are two Bakers? So then I went back to Kalem’s account and found 4 accounts by searching ‘Baker’ in his following list, including 'Bakerbobi". I was able to quickly deduce that the other 3 were not the second ‘Baker’ I was looking for. Remember these are teenagers doing a trend. They all follow each other creating this little paper trail / web of connection. So out of the three likely ‘baker’s (highly doubt a verified account of an older woman was participating in this trend), only one of them has the follow from MJ and other duo accounts: Bakerbobi.
(I feel a bit terrible abut not blocking out the pfp's and part of their names here, so please don't harass them, this is just for the purpose of getting clarity)
It did take me a bit, to be honest, to peace together why I was not finding this other Baker. Baker #2 had to exist, if ‘thebakers_1’ was a duo account. So I started looking more closely at which account in the following list of all these other accounts was also a part of this paper trail/ web. Basically, what other accounts are MJ, Kalem, BakerBobi, and other public duo accounts following?
I included BakerBobi because I noticed that duo accounts will follow the accounts of the individuals in the duo. Screenshot below.
And not only do the duo account follow each individual account, the solo accounts will follow each other! (And duh! They’re friends). So BakerBobi had to follow their duo pair. And as I kept cross referencing (basically just seeing which profile picture kept showing up in different following lists), the one I kept seeing consistently was: momahbobi. An account that clearly was part of the friendship web / paper-trail! Momahbobi.
Zoomed in on the profile picture of BakerBobi, and it clicked that Bakerbobi is not a solo account. It’s the duo! ("we made it" in the bio). Momahbobi is ‘Bobi’, so who the is ‘Baker’?
Reminder that BakerBobi was the only ‘Baker’ I could find connected to the paper trail. And then I remembered the account that was deleted…..’thebakers_1’. So not only does Bakerbobi follow the naming convention (again, they’ve all been pretty straightforward), it also follows the 'duo follows individual accounts' pattern. So we have Bakerbobi following Momahbobi (due to this account being private, I can’t check who Momahbobi follow but this is enough for me).
This just shows again that Momahbobi is part of the paper trail (thanks MJ). And that while Bakerbobi is complying with the other duo accounts in following it's individual owners, there are no individual account found for 'Baker' in Bakerbobi's following list.
Seems pretty simple to me. But not wanting to leave any stone unturned, I wanted to see if it was possible find a personal IG account for Baker from Bakerbobi. Maybe the personal account didn't want BakerBobi to follow them anymore? After more digging and I was able to find a VSCO account for a Gray baker. Seems very generic, could be anyone. Except that they’ve reposted a Momahbobi. And when I searched the IG handle in their bio, nothing came up.
So at last, I have found “the original duo”. Bakerbobi!
So 'thebakers_1' account couldn’t have been Hudson’s, despite the profile picture. Because, as the account demonstrated by taking its time deactivating, a profile picture can easily be changed.
However, you can only change your username on IG a max of 2 times within 14 days. Remember that a hudcon ('allegedly', I don't know, that's what the account who posted the screenshot said) provided a screenshot that they knew of the IG account on April 26.
That gave them enough time to change the username the max allotted number of changes. Change 1: [Original username] -> “thebakers_1” (this is my guess)
Which by the way is a reference to Hudson’s pronounciation of bibimbap.
Okay that’s it for: I don't buy that the account was related to Hudson. If anyone was going to be in a duo with Hudson, it would have been Kalem. And giving that everyone else followed the same naming convention, I’m sure their duo account would have been a mashing of their names. Not “thebakers_1” which was easily found to be linked to an actual duo account.
[Rapid Fire Q&A]
Who is Luis? That is one of Hudson's HS friends. I have no idea if they are the other person in the profile picture with Hudson. I don't think it matters though because profile pictures can be changed anytime. It's the username of the account that's relevant.
So was 'thebakers_1' a duo or a solo? If it was a solo why the plural? My hunch is that "thebakers_1" was an account that belonged to a single individual. But somehow it started posing as a duo account just in time for people on twitter to get some screenshots framing Hudson to be a co-owner of this account.
Okay but his friends were following the account and it was made in 2016? Yes, I believe that this account was a real account that belonged to an individual in Hudson's social circle. I don't know how close this person was to Hudson but for teenagers, it's really not hard to start mapping out who's in their social circles base on their following on social media. That 'thebakers_1' was an old account and that it was followed by Hudsons's friends would have been the perfect set up. Because it's all linked to him, yes. Except, they didn't think about the finer details, whoever set it up.
Okay so what does this mean? Why was the profile changed? Who's behind it? That I don't know. I don't have receipts for anything regarding that. Who's being the scenes etc. I just have my tinfoil hat based on the 7 months of pure hell being part of this fandom has been. It's a pattern for sure, but again, I don't have anything other than what I've #noticed.
A little bonus, Hudson’s finsta is clearly part of the friendship web (followed by MJ and another duo account). He doesn’t follow any duo accounts from his finsta (but there are some individual accounts he does follow). BakerBobi does not follow _heyyyguys__. It's clear that some of these duo account still follow Hudson and he's fine with it (the concept for having a private account with >1K followers...Hudson please!). And Bakerbobi and MJ follow a lot of the same duo and individual accounts. Make of this was you will.
[EXTRA]
Since today, Saturday, hudson’s finsta became suddenly relevant, let’s talk aboout such a glaring omission on Thursday, when they set up the leaked the screenshot of 'thebakers_1'.
Again, this account shared screenshots of MJ and Ben following ‘thebakers_1’. "More friends" indeed.
And you can see they posted a photo of Hudson. And there’s a tagged icon. As people who wanted others to believe that Hudson was definitely close to the people behind these accounts (MJ and Ben), why not show the tagged accounts in the screenshot?? (Is it maybe because the person who took them knew what account would show up? and that would have made this screenshot worse *for* them instead of more damning for Hudson?)
Because guess what I did. I went to MJ, found the post, and clicked on the damn tag to see which account was tagged. And wow, it was Hudson’s finsta.
Which they conveniently did not bring up or address AT ALL on Thursday. When it would have definitely made sense to do so when ‘thebakers_1’ was still active! But instead, they waited until today, Saturday, after ‘thebakers_1’ was deactived, to bring up the finsta's following count, in the hopes that their doctored screenshots would support their claim of “thebakers_1” being his account. Well guess what? I’ve been taking screenshots of his account since Thursday and the following has been the same! Even as after 'thebakers_1' deactivated and the glitched on IG was fixed. And even if the following count had changed, why not bring up that Hudson's finsta was tagged on THURSDAY.
Another thing I want to point out about that screenshot. Hudson’s comment. Hudson’s COMMENT! Comments from private accounts can still be read even if you don’t follow the account. Comments from private accounts have TIMESTAMPS. The comment in that screenshot irrefutably dates Hudson to being active on that account 433 weeks ago. Yes?
Okay so for ‘thebakers_1’. It is private, yes? But you can still read comments left by private accounts. ‘thebakers_1’ followed by: Kalem, MJ, and Ben. All public when ‘thebakers_1’ was active. Are you expecting me to believe that no one, in the two weeks that they knew about ‘thebakers_1’, combed through the posts across THREE public accounts to see, hey did ‘thebakers_1’ leave a comment anywhere? Because ‘thebakers_1’ is suppose to be Hudson’s duo account. Hudson comments on his solo account so why wouldn’t he comment or have some sort of activity from the duo account? Could it be that, there probably were comments from ‘thebakers_1’ and most likely under their original name because ‘thebakers_1’ is not a duo! Also, comments carry timestamps.
If I was #them, I actually would have left comments in that two weeks window or told whoever was behind ‘thebakers_1’ to do that. Because it would have made it more believable for this account to be aware of when they got exposed (the same night!) if they had been recently active.
This brings me back to, remember what I said about MJ. That this entire time, the only change in their account has been their following count decreasing by 1. This account was exposed in the leak. It's public. I’ve snooped through it left and right, followed and unfollowed, and re-followed. And nothing. MJ has no fucking idea what’s going on. And that’s to be expected because the account is a fucking spam account they made a DECADE ago. They have their own individual accounts, and I imagine that’s the account they would have notifications on for. Out of all three friend accounts that were exposed, only MJ has done nothing. Kalem was responding to DM's and he turned off his comments. And Ben made his account private some time Friday morning. MJ remains the same as it was.
So ‘thebakers_1’, “duo” account from a decade ago. Exactly what urged you, for the first time in 10 years, to check that account within 3 hours of getting exposed on a random ass corner of the internet (on a different social media platform altogether)…What made you change your profile picture to basketball player, the display name to a niche reference (who else outside of hrtwt would know this), and leave that up just long enough for folks from twitter to take a screenshot? And then you changed it again. Leaving the account up long enough for people from a fuck ass corner of the internet to take another screenshot. And then deactivated…This is all perfectly logical and makes sense. Right. Like what a fucking coincidence.
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Oh my heart. But i've been expecting this kind of blowback ever since the different interviews in yt hit the timeline (teen vogue, buzzfeed, etc) and hudson's unique personality shined and most of the yt comments were about how surprisingly funny and refreshing he is. Remember the whole "pls never get media training" bit from fans? Bonding moment.
Then the epic january press tour that honestly overshadowed others'.
February had just one appearance: the lunar new year party. And he still made it onto top10 most mentioned celebrities of nyfw--without actually attending nyfw. It's insane.
I can just imagine how the non-coloreds have been very very jealous. A poc's name in headlines over them and their kind?
They'd teach mr williams and his team a lesson for trying to break established narratives.
We're seeing it now. Which is why it's important that hudson's also making strategic allies. Because as far as hr is, he's really flying solo now.
We'll see how his hard work since january will stand through this erasure campaign.
I don't know who is doing this. Whether it's any actor's PR or Hollywood as a whole but they really aren't liking the fact that Hudson is equally popular if not more than his white counterparts. Initially I remember seeing Connor getting more shoots, podcasts and I was sad but also thought okay this is a small budget series and his performance was really good (although personally I liked Hudson's more) so he is getting more exposure.But then it blew up and then there was no excuse to keep the other lead hidden and then Hudson became insanely popular on his own. As a POC I know he is gonna have an extremely hard time establishing himself but this whole game that Hollywood is playing is so nasty. First few times I ignored thinking it's a coincidence but now I truly feel like it's a strategy to push him out. As much as I supported Connor and Francois's joint venture (whatever they are together) ,now I too am skeptical to see the warm reception and the hype these two get , if it's a possible ploy to keep Hudson out of the narrative. Because most of the publications seems to be forgotten they aren't the leads. If that is true and C & F's pr is doing this on purpose I wish hell on them. I truly feel absolutely enraged by today's events
Last thing today (maybe lol), there is a quality you can see onscreen that shows you how invested an actor is at that moment, and the best word I have to describe it is "activation". It's a word that means there is energy, potential, in your body and your performance. Even in the most subtle, quiet moments, that activation is the difference between a dull, disconnected, dare I say bland performance and a captivating one. Some actors have to work to maintain this, and others have it as what we call "screen presence"; no matter what they do, you want to watch them. They are engaged in the scene, listening and responding, present in their surroundings. There is something electric about them.
Hudson is a master of this. It doesn't matter what you are watching him in, he's drawing your eye. And it never seems put on or unnatural, especially in Heated Rivalry. He sparkles. It's vulnerable and believable. So accessible you think you're seeing a fully realized human being in front of you. Bad acting can't do that.
Sure some people may prefer Connor's dynamic performance, but we can't erase the work Hudson did either as Connor's scene partner or (especially) on his own.
Anyway, next time it feels like an actor is "phoning it in", think about whether their performance is activated or not. It makes a huge difference.
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