Maria ♡

﹒ ◠ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒾𝒶'𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑔 ⊹ ﹒

Welcome to my page ! you can call me Mary （*＾-＾*）

I'm a girl interested in law of assumption, shifting, kpop, and cute things!

In this blog, I intend to share my journey but also accompany and read about others, I love interacting and sharing my thoughts.

BYF: I'm totally drama free, this is not a place for negativity! I believe that "if it's not my dr, it's not my problem" . I'm super chill and I block freely ♡

My ultimate favorite things: Mitski, TLOU, Bottoms (movie), Twice, Aespa and CAS (cigs after sex) ♡

I will be making a DR masterlist soon, so... stay tuned!

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this is gonna be a messy post pls ignore . im literally just dumping my thoughts

i have no idea what reality im in ? currently ? like this is NOT my original reality. where tf am i

i shifted out of my original reality a few weeks after my last post in this reality, the dates are actually correct i think. since then I've been to every desired reality I've ever wanted to be . . . i actually made a master post like this in my better cr talking about how i shifted there and told all my stories it was really fun . not about to do this again for this reality though

thing is, after ive been to so many realities (i genuinely dont have any idea how much time has passed - ive been shifting from reality to reality and occasionally taking a break in my waiting room. could've been years or months that I've been "away" idk how to explain it)

but then i got bored in my previous reality and thought that id shift back to my OR, like to see how things were... and then im here ? but im not sure this is my OR because this reality is HELL WTFFFF

and also i have a birthmark in my middle finger ???? i dont remember ever having it and i dont have it in any of my other realities. so i really think i just shifted to a random reality bc wtf ???

as im making this post believe me i am out of here as soon as i finish writing this. i just didn't understand why i haven't posted anything in this account... all this time shifting and i still don't understand how it really works. i think it comes from my perspective that after i leave a reality and take my consciousness w me that reality doesnt matter anymore, and so from my perspective (the one that matters) i just half exist ????? in other realities ???? i actually have no idea sorry im rambling. idk how any of u guys perceive this. can u perceive me? no right ? like this is just me and what im aware of, i can never really reach any of u guys since u are what im aware of. i wonder if in u guys' realities i never stopped posting. this shit is all so weird im sorry i dont understand it LMAOO.

anyways . . . what really motivated me to make this post is that i need closure. even if im not gonna stick around afterwards. i just need someone somewhere to really listen to my thoughts bc after a while of shifting things get really weird and kinda lonely.

like do u guys realize youre ACTUALLY shifting realities ? u blink and suddenly something or everything can change ?

to put this into perspective u guys should start paying attention to the little things. especially the ppl who havent yet shifted or have a hard time believing it. ive shifted to parallel realities before i even got to my first "big shift" to my better cr, and i gen think that's what helped me be certain of my abilities and the fact that you are NOT tied to any reality ! this hellish reality can stop existing by tomorrow if u want. u dont have to wait to shift to ur dr and suffer here until then. am i rambling again ? back to my point

after being in so many realities (im getting so tired of using that word) everything gets weird. for me at least. like i actually stopped to think after i got over that high of feeling like im invincible bc i can live however i want... living is actually kinda scary. i am by myself. i can shift to a million realities where im surrounded by people who understand me and/or even know about shifting but in the end it's always only me. im doing this alone. this all comes from MY perspective. it's so crazy ive had crashouts over it LMAOO but i try to get over it.

now about this reality ... as im writing its all becoming more normal to me ? that happens to me in every reality if youre wondering how that may work lol. u dont get startled that u shifted. for me it feels like this:

lets suppose i shift from reality A -> B. when im in reality B, reality A feels like a dream. distant. when im in A, B feels distant. u get it? like i get the initial WOAH of shifting but it goes away so quickly and everything starts to fall into piece. i love it so much.

but this reality is actually hell ???? omg ?? i genuinely thought my OR couldn't get worse. why is there a WW3 ??? people are SO hateful ? there's crime everywhere ? WTF IS ICE ?????? epstein island ?????

i came from my perfect better cr. i am used to matriarchy and no wars at ALL. no crimes. nothing. people dont get hate comments on the internet if they havent done anything wrong bc people genuinely dont think in a hateful way. and now what is this reality ???? is this hell ???

also data centers... genuinely baffled. in my previous reality AI are used purely to help people in all kinds of ways, not to write essays and make brainrot tiktok videos. but it all works differently there so idk. but we do NOT have data centers there. that shit is like bluetooth, u just know its there and u have no idea how it works lol.

but i am so truly sorry for the people who have to live in this place. this is also subjective i think. do i sound crazy ?

bc this is all from my perspective... is there anyone there at all? like is the person who is reading this real ? everything is real, but since it depends so heavily on ME i feel like it stops it from feeling genuine. like you who are reading this rn, think about Australia. was it there before u thought of it? now think about a spaceship that's in space rn. was it there before u thought of it? did it even exist ? u werent aware of it. was the ceiling or floor there before u became aware of it? ok i feel like i sound genuinely insane im sorry. i hope someone real reads it.

i think this is bothering me so much bc i cant see u guys. like in any other reality i feel so grounded when i can see the ppl im talking to. posting this in a dark room at night in this RANDOM REALITY i just stopped in makes me wanna crawl out of my skin.

what's also bothering me is the birthmark on my finger. i never had it. so im obviously not in the OR i wanted to get to. but what if this reality is a mirror of that one and the only difference is the dot on my finger ? did my OR really get to this level ? that's kinda sad.

anyways... i hope the real ppl who are reading this know that u can shift. u will do it. and im so sorry u have to be in this hellish reality. wishing u all the best truly. not even in my worst apocalypse dr the crime levels were this high. really puts u to think.

heyy

so, loa teaches that what you accept as true in your mind shapes your reality. by focusing on the belief that your boyfriend is already at his desired height, you align your awareness with that outcome, bringing it into your reality.

to manifest this change, you need to fully embrace the assumption that he is already taller — this means thinking as though the transformation has already occurred.

robotic affirming is a powerful technique to speed up results, especially when you stay unwavering in your belief. create one or two affirmations such as:

"my boyfriend is so confident now that he’s taller"

"my boyfriend has achieved his desired height"

repeat these affirmations consistently, no matter what you currently see or experience in the physical world. repetition is key — it rewires your mind to accept this new reality.

visualization is another effective tool — close your eyes and imagine him standing taller, exuding confidence. see yourself interacting with him, enjoying this change together. fully immerse yourself in this vision as if it’s happening now!

finally, remember the most crucial element of loa: persistence. whenever doubts or worries arise, remind yourself of your assumption and that it’s already done, release any need to control the "how" or "when".

heyy

the number of pictures you can upload varies depending on whether you're using the app or the desktop version!!

I post from my laptop, so I can upload 30 pics instead of just 10.

⠀ `· .My life in 2025 ୨୧

Some of the things I manifested for 2025 . . .

(plus a little bit of yapping)

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Appearance (☆▽☆)

—𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳;

—𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 ;

—𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘶𝘨𝘸 ;

—𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘺 ;

—𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘶𝘱 ;

—𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 ;

︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶ ୨♡୧ ︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶

School (☆▽☆)

—𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 ;

—𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘴 ;

—𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵 ;

—4.0 𝘎𝘗𝘈 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳'𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 ;

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Social life (☆▽☆)

—𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 ;

—𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘨𝘰 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 ;

—𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴 ;

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ok, imagine this: a rooftop party in Manhattan, under a cool night sky. luxurious, with all your friends gathered, enjoying the breathtaking city views... my life would be done ヾ(≧ ▽ ≦)ゝ

maybe i just romanticize nyc a little too much but thats okay...... i guess.......

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Second occupations (☆▽☆)

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

—𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺 ;

—𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘛𝘶𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 3 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘷𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘥𝘦𝘭 ;

—𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 ;

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vlogging is my life. as someone who's very talkative and loves connecting with people, it's so nice to be able share my thoughts, experiences, and passions with a community that genuinely wants to listen (≧∇≦)ﾉ

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My home (☆▽☆)

—𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 ;

—𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 ;

︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶ ୨♡୧ ︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶

I may have become a bit too obsessed with apartment and penthouse tours while searching for my own place, and now I can recognize a few buildings along the billionaire’s row just from a picture of the interior 😊 given my golfish memory that feels like a superpower to me.

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Relationship (☆▽☆)

—𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩 ;

—𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 ;

—𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 ;

︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶ ୨♡୧ ︶︶︶ ⊹ ︶︶

my girl reminds me so much of the song "never let me go" by lana :( she's honestly my dream partner.

and that woman is so funny. she can take a single breath and im already smiling giggling twirling my hair imagining our wedding...

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and that's it !

Baking fresh bread, getting lost in arts and crafts, riding horses through the golden fields, hunting for food in the quiet wilderness—this is what life on the farm is all about, (or at least I wished it was). It's peaceful yet vibrant, like a little piece of heaven on earth. I mean, in the apocalypse, could life get any better?

Every morning begins with the aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafting through the house, along with the quiet sound of the record player playing old music downstairs. The soft yellow glow of sunlight seeps through the curtains—hand-sewn by Dina and me, a reminder of the quiet afternoons spent chatting and laughing as we worked.

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Baking has become my little ritual—it's a way to show love and care. The flour-dusted countertops are a familiar sight, and the house is often filled with the warm, inviting scent of fresh bread, pies, or Ellie’s favorite cookies. I’ve perfected the art of kneading dough while chatting with Dina — our laughs mingle together each time.

Caring for the animals is a routine that also brings me so much joy. Feeding the chickens, brushing the horses, and watching over the sheep gives life a peaceful rhythm. Ellie and I often work side by side in the barn, her teasing me about being "too soft" on the animals while secretly slipping the horses extra treats. Time seems to stop for a moment, I can finally breath.

...

In between chores, I find some time to spend with Ellie. In the afternoons, we take walks through the fields, hand in hand, talking about anything and everything. Ellie often has her guitar slung over her back, ready to play a song for me when we find a shady spot to rest. She loves making me laugh with her terrible jokes, but it’s the way she looks at me—soft, unguarded—that speaks louder than any words.

Evenings are my favorite, though. After dinner, when JJ's asleep and Dina’s curled up with a book, Ellie and I retreat to the porch. We share a blanket under the stars, her hand in mine as we trace constellations in the night sky. Sometimes she’ll play her guitar, singing softly, her voice carrying a mix of hope and tenderness that feels like it’s meant just for me. Sometimes, we talk about the future. What we hope for, what we want to build in the farm... or, we just sit in silence, letting the peace of the moment speak for itself.

Life here isn’t just about surviving—it’s about loving, healing, and finding joy in every little thing.

so, I have a friend group that I met in a shifting server back in 2021 ㅡ but they all "grew out" of shifting and decided that it was just some crazy phase or whatever.

we were talking today and then one went: "I wish I'd study in Hogwarts soo bad" and the rest all agreed and started whining about it... I had to physically stop and take a deep breath.

they have the door and the key, but they decide to run away from the door and shove the key up their asses. that makes me go feral 💀

I guess that's why I genuinely believe in destiny. people pass by so many opportunities and don't bat an eye ㅡ except for the ones who are destined to follow through these opportunities. what is meant to be yours will never leave you alone.