Just me, explore

Author Unknown

A song of sorrow

Enjoy the little things

Disgusting. I was naïve enough for giving a second chance. Should've known better. Much better. Mocking, laughing, trying to put me down. People do not change. They may disguise. Hide behind a mask. But sooner or later they reveal their true intention. Happy for a handful I really can rely on.

No one and nothing will stop me any longer. I will get ready for doing the final steps to get released, to finally set this burning heart free. I will no longer accept to be pressed into a role that never fit and oppress my own needs. I've done far to long.

Original and ... no, no copy. But a black and white version. Reducing to the esence, no distraction. Seen this in a garden during my today's afternoon walk. I wonder. So many memories, episodes of the past come into my mind lately. And it feels like all that happened so far was a lesson for what is now and may lay ahead still.

Says it all.

To long I only lived to work. And still I sometimes fall back. Old patterns, not easy to unlearn. Struggling and stumbling. Slowly moving forward.

Not a single day

A memory of a most surreal but wonderful weekend. Forever, whispers this little heart. I will never forget. Stockholm. Overcame some fear, anxiety and I know I grew and grow from it. Though the person that caused all of this will never read this post I put it here, to keep my memory and my thoughts. It changed something. Again. And with all respect and distance, you, my dearest, will forever have a place in my heart and mind and I am wishing only the best for you. Acceptance, patience, learning to overcome old patterns and fears. Understanding and a love beyond the boy & girl thing. You will never know what you unintentionally taught. I won't reveal elsewhere and your name will be left unspoken.