-âdo this pleaseâ okay **fifteen minutes later**Â âdid you do it??â what?
-*picks up phone to look at time* hm letâs unlock it to look at the time even tho its on the lock screen *unlocks phone and starts opening and closing random apps* *puts down phone* what time is it?
-i have three days to do this essay, gonna get it done on time! *spends two free days scrolling through social media and chatrooms* oh sht oh sht oh sht oh sht
-âCAN YOU STOP CRACKING YOUR KNUCKLES??????â
-âwhy are you picking at your lips/fingers/scabs?â i dont know âwhy notâ i just dont okay?? âwhy dont you know??â and so on
-WHY AM I NOT UNDERSTANDING THIS OMG IM SO DUMB AND I CANT ASK FOR HELP BC THEYâLL EXPLAIN IT SEVENTY MILLION TIMES AND I STILL WONT GET IT I DONT WANNA BE A BURDENÂ
-*wakes up at 3 am* GOTTA GET MY wHOLE FCKIN LIFE TOGETHER LETS DO THIS THING!!!!!! *aggressively cleans room/house*
-*internally, sometimes out loud if alone* okay hon, letâs stop procrastinating, we need to do this this and this if you want to keep your grades up/itâs alright, stop freaking out, itâs all gonna be fine, okay?/you need to make sure to do this before bed bc youâre not gonna want to do it tomorrow. âokay, iâll do it later.â no, letâs do it now, trust me itâs better. âokayâŚâ
-âTURN YOUR MUSIC DOWN, YOUâRE GONNA GO DEAF!!â
-I WANT TO DO ALL THE THINGS !!!
-I dont want to do anythingâŚ
-Am i being annoying? ânoâ are you sure?Â
-BRAIN ISTG IF YOU DONT SHUT UP
-*thinking about event that happened weeks, months, or even years ago* oh my god i was such an idiot/why did i do that???/oh my god they probably hate me for that
-omg i hurt you didnt i?? âno, how would you have hurt me?â i dont know, i just know i did!!Â
-hyperfixation/moments of intense passion followed by a period of disinterest
feel free to add, i want ppl to know what itâs like living with this little demon in the back of your mind