I detest this wretched yet most beautiful moment;
for how cruel it is to only let me know you in depth
when the sand in the hourglass between us has almost
run out and drained.
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I detest this wretched yet most beautiful moment;
for how cruel it is to only let me know you in depth
when the sand in the hourglass between us has almost
run out and drained.

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Try unmasking me
You shall find the moth eaten pages of trust
and rusted needles of love,
Half sewn book of quasi written confessions
And scorch marks gifted by the flames of fear.
Try unmasking me
You may find the ugliness of a rancid soul
A rotten heart, slow in pace
And a mind so vast it knows not its bounds.
Why so dread filled, my love?
That your breath burns my skin,
your touch wraps everything in shadow,
your eyes carve hatred where you look,
that a tender word would kill
to be uttered by your merciless tongue.
Why so dread filled, my love? Why?
Into the finest membrane of fantastical weavings,
Pierced reality like a rusted needle.
Philippe Besson - Lie With Me

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With the dizzy drunk waves of August breeze
Dangled and danced the fine tendrils of your
Hair strands
In the rhythm of rain poured over the towers of age
Leaved centenarians bathed afresh,
With head buried in a marked up notebook
The curls sanguine swayed and stroked the pages inked,
Engraved in memory mine was this stolen sight
For the wind that wound around you in joy
had the pristine deft of my stolen breath.
An overstimulated brain harrassed
by a throbbing heart,
An underfed pen resting on a
bounded bundle of once dead birch;
Together they create and crash
The fine walls of fictitiousness.
It was ever not a planned outpour of words collected and catalogued in the archives of her head, rather an avalanche of unfinished thoughts those seldom found space in her nearly empty mind; on to the page disguised as words.
Tyrant toffee
In the redness of her lips
camouflaged is the ferity of her tongue.
Painted over her chronic sneer
is the subtle smile with which she decieves.
Warm tan skin, a coverlet
to conceal the venom that runs beneath.
Credulous eyes,
a mere veil to the blackness of her vision.
A Museum of Failures.
A bundle of rotten threads. Unable to hold things together. Useless. Worn out and dust-covered. A guide of half-hearted trying and fears. A mesh of unrealistic dreams and no effort. Unreliable and unhappy. Rancid soul and weak mind. Pendants of miscommunication and silver anklets of lack of communication. Diamonds of failed friendships and pine chests of never-let-out emotions. Crystal bottles of held-in secrets and radium-dipped lollipops of memories. Golden framed pictures of a dysfunctional family and urns harbouring the unhealed melancholy of a lost childhood. Trophies of disappointment collected from every walk of life. All set on full display at my very own Museum of Failures.

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The enigma pooled in my sleep-deprived brain and the ink in the unfed belly of my fountain pen was the same black shade. The shade of crushed belladonna. The shade of her fear-struck pupil. The shade engulfing the moon on a rain raided night.
Disheveled
you left me, Disa.
Undone hair
Lungs overworked
Shoulders air kissed
Trembling limbs
Scattered mind
And a soul ecstatic.
Dyed paint brushes
and colourant pallets,
Grey they were yet
their vibrance you showed.
In all your tinted forgery
silence remained the prime mix.
Now tell me not a thing
but this,
Was I a good memory, Disa,
for you to recreate on the canvas?
You won't love me, I fear.
One day it will all click, make sense.
And you'll wonder why you ever thought you did.
I am a mess, my dear.
A storm.
I'll wash you out, cause you to drown,
Leave you bloated and floating on the surface.
Your lungs full up of my torment, my insecurities,
Constant shifting tides of emotion.
The ocean looks so pretty,
The way the sea foam bubbles on the shore,
But don't disregard the under current,
The dangerous lure and pull -
It will drag you out too far.
My dear,
Perhaps you should head for higher ground.
This spoke to me in a way no one would understand.
Grief is an addictive kind of drug. It kills you inchmeal. It claws on your arteries making its way up into your heart. Gently. Gently. It addles your blood till the flow becomes violent with an arcane calmness. It spreads on your tongue stealing every other taste. It convinces you to wear it like an adornment, most precious. It blinds you with its lustre, for you'll only see yourself in that light. Quite arrogant, isn't it? You'll yearn to reek of it, for it to consume your existence. You'll borrow threads from it to knit your persona. Grief enters you and becomes your best mate. It never refuses to leave, only you refuse to let it go. Grief is an addictive kind of drug. Once you taste it, you'll dig holes inside you to cultivate it and drown in its essence.
tomorrow is yesterday & yesterday is tomorrow & we're all dying:
apathetic confusion & the appearance of something unknown,
green as the grumble of grass underneath my muddy boots,
towards that ledge, an edge, an ordinary moment of death,
through the crying & through the hurting, seeking myself;
I desire to grow as tall as trees & I devote myself to you.

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Peel my breath away from me with your gentle warm lips.
Linger there and fill my lungs with roses so red,
I can't breathe.
There's this venomous rage in me, so black with a crimson undertone, that makes me want to kiss the world goodbye with my deadly nightshade lips. It makes me want to feed on wine, of ancient grapes and wrinkled days. It turns my tongue vile and my breath spreads the love of foxglove. I seethe, seethe, and seethe. I lurk in people's afterthoughts, haunting them. I hide in their untold misery and I live in the horrors of my loved ones. Yet I live. I live despite my yearn not to.