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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Jules of Nature

Origami Around
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Oh, this definitely belongs on Tumblr.
From the Nib, by Mattie Lubchansky
look at this photograph every time i do it makes me laugh
Commission for @tmgt ✍(◔◡◔)
how much of ur online presence is performative and how much is it u being u
baby every me is me, we are the mask and the wearer

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actually pigs shouldn't be at pride even outside of uniform. fuck those guys
if you decide to become a police officer then that outweighs any other marginalised identity you can rustle up like. not sorry, who asked you to willingly become a pig
I have heard of black people warning their kids that the race of a police officer is cop and you should not expect solidarity from them. The same applies to other types of minorities.
The sexuality of a police officer is cop.
The gender of a police officer is cop.
When you become the enforcer and protector of capital, you are making the deal to be slightly favored by the system over others like you, in exchange for being its servant. Your solidarity is with the system that you serve, even if it hates you.
If you want solidarity with those the system hates, you cannot be the system's servant and defender.
"It's easy to say "violence is never the answer" if you've never had to fight for your life"
Poster by Vincentrose Art
briefly taking my phone out at work and looking at images of my favourite character like im a soldier in the trenches looking at a picture of their loved one back home
I don't know who my intended audience is here, so whoever needs to hear this, I am begging you to learn to participate in conversations that are about things you aren't interested in.
Part of socializing and having friends is being a good listener even when you don't actually give a shit about the subject.
Your are hurting other people's feelings when you bluntly respond with "Anyway..." and then change the topic.
It can not always be about your preferred topic.
You are being rude. Yes, even if you are neurodivergent. You can be both autistic and rude.
Writing characters be like "Ok what neurodivergence do i give to this one"
Writing characters be like "Ok what aspect of my own neurodivergence did I already give this one without realising?"
Playing DnD be like "Oh I just realized that's the 5th character I write who's obsessed with food, is overworked and has a terrible relationship with their father but surely this means nothing about myself"
Okay so many years ago when my mother read the first rough draft of my novel Echo of the Larkspur she congratulated me on writing the most realistic autistic character she's ever read before
And I just remember sitting there going that can't be right, that character just thinks the same way I do and *I'm* not autistic, she's totally in the wrong about that
Fellas, I bet you cannot guess what I was diagnosed with shortly afterwards, you simply can't
be us writing a novel about someone who finally discovers they're able to be two people, one a boy and one a girl, a decade before coming out as trans, and two decades before realising we were plural and it was way more nuanced than "a boy and a girl" so we're still trying to write it

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i do not “delete sentences” when they start “hindering the plot” i COPY PASTE THEM into a SEPARATE DOC made just for keeping all my USELESS LINES that i will also NEVER USE so therefore i should JUST DELETE THEM but i DONT because id FEEL BAD if i did
You don't actually have to kill your darlings. You can just put them in the oubliette #myoubliette
jayce will understand
This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:
If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.
This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace
everyone who reblogs this and is like "I ordered my own tea this week" or "I only barfed once when I had to give a presentation'- you are doing amazing sweetie. Have patience with yourself, you are relearning a skill so difficult that people get 4 year degrees to do it professionally.
the issue with growing up in the 2000s and 2010s was like there was this really big push toward "accepting your weirdness" overall but they meant like idk wearing mismatched socks or something not being tangibly beyond the norm in any way shape or form
me analyzing my favorite characters:

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One of the key moments that proves machine connor is a deviant is jericho and markus
Connor's primary order was not to kill Markus. Connor says "I've been ordered to take you in alive, but I won't hesitate to shoot if you give me no choice".
So his mission is to bring Markus in, but kill him only if Markus fought back. But depending on the endings you can kill markus, he cant really bring markus in for whatever they are looking for if he's destroyed any important bits via gunshot. Thats deviating from cyberlifes/ amands orders isnt it?
AND AND AND
Amanda says “You did what you were designed to do… you becoming deviant? The success of the uprising? It all surpassed expectations.” This shows us (and him) that they programmed him to become deviant, which obviously everyone already knows. In that ending. What if he was never supposed to be a deviant hunter detective prototype but a deviant prototype.
Companies do all kinds of weird and backwards stuff all the time. It wouldn't be surprising in this case
Its really ambiguous the whole situation because we arent IN cyberlife seeing what his purpose truly is or isnt. He also because deviant through his own choices and not because of what directly happens outside of him (like kara protecting the kid. And markus being beat by Leo and then scrapped)
He also has a path where he can choose to shoot himself. That definitely is deviating from his goal.
But again this is a video game and there are a LOT of plot holes and things that change with each ending you go for. I like to think he was always going to be deviant no matter if he chose to or not. He was programmed to get as close to it as possible.
I do wonder what markus purpose was tho, was he always meant to do what he did? Be who he ended up being? There was no path for him outside of a revolutionary. He could have put himself back together and then just gone back to his home. Did cyber life program him that way? To be a revolutionary? All androids come from cyberlife, we don't see any competing companies with differently branded androids. (Like how people have iphones or Samsung phones) and he was specifically given to Carl. He seemed special from the start and carl just pushed him further along in that direction
Also one of the questions we do in the survey is bascially "would you date an android?", I wonder if there was cut content all around and thats why there's weird gaps and inconsistencies
I thiiiink.... I thinkkkk... Let me be totally honest I am NOT very familiar with machine Connor's options. But, there are other endings where Markus is killed and still taken to CyberLife (that one ending where everyone dies really early and it shows Markus getting taken apart). So, I think Connor's statement leans more towards 'they want you alive, but they'll take you dead too'. Or at least that's how I interpreted it.
But yes, Amanda talking about Connor going deviant and so on is really kind of what seals the whole 'programmed to be a deviant' deal. There are so many posts I've found talking about this, but yeah, there were definitely ulterior motives in Connor's release. I think he was more of a case study, an incomplete version of the RK900 they made a few tweaks to. But why? That's the big question. There's no way for them to know that he would commit to deviancy. Like yeah there's the whole manual override thing, but there are SO many risks to put millions at stake for something that has a very small chance of working. Like- I don't know. Because even if deviant Connor dies, they just send in a new machine Connor. So what's the point? What was the point?
Connor's suicide is definitely a post-deviancy thing. There is no goal at that point, but also Connor why was killing yourself the only option you could think of? Like I knoooow it's supposed to be a metaphor for him being in complete control BUT HE DOESN'T KILL HIMSELF IN THE OTHER VERSIONS like come on guys.
Someone talked about Connor and the synopsis of their discussion was Connor can either be a deviant that abandons his mission of his own free will or a deviant that follows orders of his own free will and I really like that wording
Markus? I'm going to be so honest, I have not thought once about what Markus' ulterior purpose could be. The game told me he was built by Kamski for Carl and I said 'Okay :)' and have not thought about it again. And honestly, I kind of like that idea better. I like the idea that Markus wasn't special, that he became a revolutionary based on his upbringing and influence of being treated like a living being. I mean, he was with Carl for how long? (something like 10 yrs or something I may be making that up) I think after the junkyard and learning about Jericho, he went there just to be free (because would it even be safe to go back home? there's no way for him to know that) and seeing just how desolate it was really pushed him to strive for that freedom, not because of his own suffering, but for what other androids had gone through.
IMO Kamski created Markus specifically to see if a machine could evolve and put him with an artist to facilitate that evolution. Markus has that big scene of learning to create art on the fly and the scene where you pick and choose what he does while Carl's eating breakfast. I'm also not entirely sure Markus' deviation was because of an emotional shock; having just replayed the game again, it struck me this time that while he's getting angry, the game is very intentional in showing that he's having thoughts like "this isn't fair" and "I don't have to obey them" and IMO choosing to deviate, in a similar way to Connor choosing to deviate in Jericho. I feel like if it was because of an emotional shock, it would have been from Carl dying, not Leo getting up in his face and hitting him. (This is also in contrast to Kara's deviation scene, where she's not shown having those thoughts. Hers is more instinct; you're about to hurt this child I love and I will not allow that to happen. There's no thought behind it except "no.") So, yes, I agree that Markus was given to Carl specifically to be exposed to art (which DBH treats as one of three core human traits: ability to create art, empathy/love of animals, and empathy for others.) to see what it would produce. Kamski is a dude who was content to wait out the uprising and see what happened, because either way he wins. He either gets control back of CyberLife and goes down in history as the dude who created androids, or he's known as the dude who created new sentient life. He's fine playing the long game, and Markus taking at least several years to grow and then deviate wouldn't have been an issue for him.
I frankly tend to believe that CyberLife wasn't as smart as Cage seemed to want us to believe, and despite what nearly every single one of Connor's end scenes with Amanda suggests (which I think is INCREDIBLY poor writing that completely cheapens the gaming experience and undermines Markus' and Connor's stories) they truly didn't plan on a deviant uprising or for Connor to deviate. That scene smacks of "oh shit, we fucked up, we need to salvage this situation" to me. I have....... several posts bitching about this scene and how little it makes sense, so I'm maybe not capable of being objective about it, LOL. I think that scene really undermines the messages and themes Cage wrote into the game on the nature of humanity and what makes someone alive. 🤷
I have seen a young lady with her table loaded with volumes loaded of fictitious trash, poring day after day and night after night over highly wrought scenes and skillfully portrayed pictures of romance, until her cheeks grew pale, her eyes became wild and reckless, and her mind wandered and was lost — the light of intelligence passed behind a cloud, and her soul was forever benighted. She was insane, incurably insane from reading novels.
-- an anonymous pastor in 1864, on the greatest threat to young women