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got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief

dont worry, i'll be hot and funny again as soon as i'm done fighting for my life right now

its so crazay how being in a transitional period will have you obsessively reevaluating every decision in yr life to the point of actual insanity…hello

life is literally just about surviving the day for me. wish i could relate to people with a 5 year plan. wish i knew what it felt like to have clear goals objectives and aspirations for the future that felt possible and exciting 

sometimes the world sounds too loud even though i'm covering my ears

What’s the point of being alive? All you are supposed to do is work until you die, if you are lucky and I mean if you are fucking lucky, you will get a couple weeks off work a year. Is this supposed to be the thing making life so precious? All the stress, disappointment, responsibilities, hopelessness and pain for a few days off? If that’s what life is going to be for the next 50 years, I would rather be dead than live it.

being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.

I hate being asked what my goal in life is…. like.. idk…?? I want to have my own kitchen… and I want to know every poem by heart… and uhh.. I want to be kissed in the rain … etc etc .. my heart is very little and I dont want it to break

please be nice to me, i'm in my twenties. do you know what that does to a person

Im too young to be turning the age im turning this year

obsessed with whatever distracts me from the horrors of being alive