⚠️ deaddove themes, specifics under tags, but im ANTI-PROSHIP + ANTI-RADQ. should be obvious but MDNI AS WELL
🚫 you will be blocked if i deem it necessary
🌟 im a heavily traumatized man in therepy + medicated using this as an outlet for dark or intrusive thoughts on toxic and concidered concidered taboo subjects related to my trauma, but here i have control, i do not endorse the themes, actions, or behaviors of my f/o
🌟 while i do post/repost normal yumeship content, be advised i dont post the most savory things at times either, but not always, just the good things mostly. you are more than welcome to block me, but leave me alone -- same goes for the demographics i dont welcome here
🌟 if you or a loved one are in a dangerous/abusive relationship with another person, please reach out to proper authorities to seek help if not 911
🤍 im in a safe & loving environment with my partner since 2020, moved in with him Aug 2025. he'd do nothing to hurt me -- hes the love of my life snd my best friend who saved me from a bad bad place
angel [⚔️ :: he / him ] who becomes fallen [left] after carving a way out for a lab experiment, test tube baby [right] of a humanoid [🌟 :: he / it ] he'd been watching after a heretic ritual was proformed on him -- who escaped as a teen. ⚔️ would find 🌟, lost and cold in the snow, taking him under his wing and raised him isolation in the forever snowy woods, far far away from any society who hed convince 🌟 that they'd never love or care for him the way he did. ⚔️ would raise 🌟 to be an ideal partner for him who is only dependent on him, his bunny, and wait till his 18th birthday to express his eternal love for him -- even his repressed, preverted desires that have accumulated over the years. 🌟 returned the affections of his savior, only ever felt affections to ⚔️ and only knew his love -- and thats all he needed. they only need eachother in the eternal winter
⚔️ hunts and provides for the two of them, smokes tobacco from a pipe. he is incredibly affectionate to 🌟, be it words of praise and admiration or physical forms of affection. he is the only one "brave enough to converse with the bad people" so they have the other means to survive. while he allows 🌟 to help with hunting, he keeps him occupied at the cabin mostly, wanting to suprise him with what he brings home
🌟 keeps watch of the cabin while ⚔️ gone, keeping himself occupied keeping the home tidy. hes able to indulge in reading books ⚔️ got for him, draw art, listen to vinyls and so on. he really loves the feel of animal furs ⚔️ would get from his hunts, its one of his favorite textures since hes left the lab. 🌟 never desires to see the dystopian lands outside the woods ⚔️ spoke of, believing that his books are historical or fictional nonsense of a world that'd never accept him like ⚔️
the two men are very much dependent on one another, ⚔️ being the only person whos shown 🌟 love and affection with no pain or discomfort, and ⚔️'s love and attachment to 🌟 has never faded and never will. ⚔️ would never do anything to harm his little bunny -- nor will he allow anyone to harm him let alone near him.
⚔️ is my partner's oc, made to cater to my needs. my partner doesn't endorse the characters behaviors or actions either -- he wants to support me in my needs to explore these themes related to my trauma. he is my safe space and loves me so with our naturally made bond and i love him too. i owe my hero my life ♡
if you'd like to be mutuals, youre more than welcome to dm me if you remain respectful :]
⚠️ i will not post any yume art here! that is just for me and no im not commissioning anyone
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irritating f/o's who dont leave you alone my beloved. constantly bothering and poking you and just giving you a shiteating grin when you get angry with them. oughhh i love you ragebaiting f/o's
f/o association ask game !!
remember to practice reblog karma, including op if you feel inclined to do so ♡ feel free to answer for multiple f/os at a time too!
🌈 -> what color / palette do you associate with your f/o?
🍱 -> if they were a food, what would they taste like? or what meal would they be? 🔎 -> what's their mbti? if you're unsure, what do you think fits them best?
🧸 -> if your f/o was a plush, which one would they be? or what kind?
📏 -> if your f/o was a teacher, what subject would they teach?
💐 -> imagine a bouquet that symbolizes your f/o- what flowers are in it?
🦋 -> what bug would your f/o be? if you don't like bugs, what sea creature?
🌌 -> what would your f/o be the deity of, if they were a deity?
💼 -> other than their current job (if they have one), what job would suit them best?
🐺 -> what would your f/o's fursona be? if they're already furry, what would their humansona be like?
🎨 -> what hobby or activity suits your f/o best, regardless of if they'd be good or bad at it?
note: this is a repost of my ask game from my old acc, ocwifey! i wanted to post it here in case it got deleted alongside the prev acc!
I LOVE IT WHEN SELFSHIPPERS TALK SO MUCH ABOUT THEIR F/O(S) AND OR SHIP(S) THAT THEY ARE ALMOST WRITING A WHOLE ESSAY ON THEM!!!!!
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHETHER THEY THINK THEIR ART IS "GOOD" OR "NOT". I LOVE IT WHEN SELFSHIPPERS CREATE!!!! Your art is made out of love and adoration for a character and that is AWESOME
KEEP ON CREATING!! Don't focus on the quality or quantity; keep doing what you love!!!
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its so funny to have f/os that are ocs, especially in the circumstances that you're the only person who loves them in your special way, and say you're non-sharing
my boyfriend yumeships with one of my ocs and is rabid about his f/o being only his, like god damn okay babe only you can have him jeez, nobody is going to take him from you 😭
i have no room to talk either, but its still funny tho -- my bf has the same mindset too with a slight difference lmao
They draw you so realistically! It almost looks like the real you! You can see each brush stroke on the paper or canvas, and you’re absolutely astonished!
They draw you in their own little style! It’s not exactly realistic but it looks close enough! Their style is unique and clearly shows a lot of love and effort! You express your gratitude to them with your words!
They draw you very poorly, but they show a desperate smile on their face, hoping that you like it.. You smile and pat your f/o’s head.. “It’ amazing, honey..”
may I request f/o helping s/i with poor memory and/or brain fog?
s/i with brainfog & f/o imagines
f/o(s) casually reminding you of important events you have to attend, making sure you don't lose track of where you have to go during the week.
f/o(s) understand if you are too tired to talk or do stuff together. they offer to spend the day resting, maybe watch a mindless show or movie, maybe get deserved hours of sleep near each other.
for romantic or qpp f/os, they don't force you to go on super elaborate dates, and they understand if you can't bring yourself to remember to do the shopping or clean stuff; they'll either remind you of it and or do it themselves.
if you have trouble focusing on getting work done, your f/o(s) would suggest to do your respective duties together: maybe you use the living room and decide to leave your cellphones in another room in order to focus better! seeing them be productive may lead you to get more work done than if not.
for all f/os, they don't get angry or upset at your exhaustion. maybe they know how brain fog feels and how tiring it is to carry on with it, so they try to be as helpful and supportive as they can !
I see self shippers writing themselves to be insecure about getting with their f/os, but what about your f/os feeling insecure about being with you in a "you're too good for me/you'll be a lot happier without me/you don't deserve to go through me" kind of way. This goes double for villain f/os. Don't get me started.
Not very healthy either way but we like to spice things up. Make them beg in their head to love you.
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Imagine your f/o hugging you from behind, their chest pressed to your back. They rest their head on top of yours, on your shoulder, next to your own, whichever you prefer / choose.
⚠️ TW -- isolation, obsessive behavior, manipulation, codependency, stockholm syndrome
♡ im in a loving, safe place irl, and im in touch with reality
me loving my f/o makes sense to me
im so blissfully unaware why he's isolated me from the world by lying, convincing me all the pain ive been through is what the outside world will make me feel and treat me as -- and ive had enough of the pain and i believe him. he's doing me a favor to keep me safe, that hes the only one who loves and understands me -- he made as chronically obsessed with him as he is with me. he loves me, he saved me, so why wouldn't he be the only person for me?
he never hurts me, ever.. and with him ill never have to feel pain again..
they just commented on my intro calling me racist for the reason stated in their bio. their profile has them reblogging yumeship posts calling them racist. while from what i saw it was only 3, i dont want that number to grow or be one of yall or be in your comments
stay safe ya'll, and remember your f/o loves you and always will ♡
edit : the user is yumeshipracist for those who cant see the image or see very well. updated due to a comment! made this post on a whim, im sorry!
also
⚠️ anyone can interact with this post, but please dont follow me! if you are a minor or are looking for only sfw interactions, dont follow me, do read my intro post if you are concidering to follow. i made this post so ya'll can steer clear or block this user from ruining your yume endevors !
they did post their perspective on why its racist and while they do have a point on how Japanese culture can fetishized and glamorized and all that, i never have seen anyone outright say they prefer the term specifically because it has a japanese word in it. there may be a handful of people that do that, but not everyone is doing it, ive seen people who aren't remotely into anime use it. not everyone is built that way. ive been on the internet since i could read and understand words, ive been active in the anime fanbase since i was a teenager, and while im not as into anime as i used to be, theres a drastic difference between the white american dudes fetishizing japanese culture and people having a prefered term for things. im not japanese myself, but im mature enough to understand what is and isnt what, im not stupid.
i liked anime as a genre, i very occasionally listened to vocaloid, hell i tried to learn japanese because i wanted to be able to understand the original dubbing and go to japan at some point because it interested me and wanted to learn more, not because "ohmg japan so cool so kawaii desu!!! ^w^". anime inspired me as an artist and a writier for how good the writing was and how the art style intrugued me, not because it was japanese. it wasnt my whole personality, i grew up on hanna-barbara, cartoon network, nickolodian type shit, i wasnt living off of anime like a lifeline and i soley only watched it because it was japanese. i love learning about other cultures and understanding them because its fun and i like learning about the world around me, not because my life as an american is sad and flavorless, i know how to stay in my lane
i got introduced to selfship/yumeship/f/o culture with the term yumeship and have stuck to it because its what i knew of it as a practice -- and no not from someone with anime f/os or whatnot. everyone participating it from what ive seen, hell even iconic people who have f/os like the american dad and randy marsh gal, has just been harmless fun throughout all terms. the only racism ive seen is just.. people who already have nasty points of view or participate in dark/proship stuff -- which i do not condone at all as a victim of multiple types of abuse
while i can understand where this person is coming from, yes, racism is very bad, but harassing people as if they are all japanese culture fetishizers will not get your point across. going around tumblr of all places and dropping vague comments saying "this is racist" and "you are racist" is not productive. calling people stupid or whatever wont help you. yes i have been hypocritical in calling this person sad n shit for doing this, i dont know them as a person, but in the moment i cant help but wonder what their motivations are for essentially making burner accounts doing this other than fight racism in a unproductive way
they may not see this because ive blocked them too, but i genuinely made this post to begin with because i dont want people to get harassed when theyre trying to cope with living life or whatever it may be for their comfort, i value my escapism as much as everyone else. theyve reblogged my original post, i saw their arguement, and im kinda over it. i just want to have fun with my boyfriend over our ocs, i want to see people gush over their f/os, and i wanted an outlet and be shameless with an f/o built to help me proccess trauma n have control for once. i have my healthy ones, this is my evil one
stay safe everyone and remember your f/o will always love you ♡
edit: also, bro is saying he wants a constructive conversation when they've been going around just commenting the vague shit ive said before that they did like -- you aren't acting like your want a constructive conversation, you're acting like a ragebaiter and a public nuisance
⚠️ same warning as before, if you are minor or strictly sfw, you are more than welcome reposting this to inform others and be able to safely indulge with their f/os, but please dont follow me until after reading my bio post. im an traumatized adult who posts adult things that arent palatable for everyone all the time but occasionally
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Burying your head in the crook of their neck and breathing deep, fingers tangled in their clothes or woven into their hair... feeling arms wrap around you, their breath a gentle breeze as they pull you close, murmuring words for you alone to hear.
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