watch hoshiai no sora or perish

Hello everyone! Whether you remember me or still follow, I'll do an introduction real quick. I go by Nai, and my blog was for Hoshiai No Sora/ Stars Align thoughts and theories. Around the time the show ended, I stopped posting. I made a small hiatus post, but I didn't expect it to extend to this long. Many of my HNS friend blogs ended up leaving their blogs, and I started getting too nervous to look at the Discord server, much less my own blog, where I'd promised a lot of content that I didn't finish. It's a shame what happed to the anime. I wish there was a way for justice. I still want to write all of my ideas that I planned, and I never forgot about them or this blog. I've been dealing with severe mental and physical issues, and I got reclusive because of it. This isn't an announcement that I'm back, but I want you all to know that I want to finish my ideas in the future, and maybe I'll work towards turning this blog into something more helpful for the fandom as well! For now, though, I need to focus on my health. Fandom stuff tends to stress me out, and while I know that sounds odd or silly, I want to give you all a better version of me within my writing than what I can produce now. I love you all, whether you followed me in the past or still do now! Be safe, stay sane, and take care of yourself. If you want to talk to me where I'm active, I have a personal twitter: alcremiekun

cositas 😔✨💕

No other details about these two projects have been revealed. More details shall be announced soon on their official website and Twitter account.

Are you a sleepy friend? Need a cuter outfit to rep your exhaustion? I made a shirt design! It’s on Teespring now.  Link: [x]

♡  Please keep the severs free of sexually explicit content. This is an anime about middle schoolers.   ♡  Please pick your roles once you enter the servers. We have minor/adult roles, role colors, and more! N o t e s: ☆ These servers both have the same icon right now. It’s a little confusing. We’ll be changing one soon!   ☆ The server “soft tennis club!” is the one I’m a mod inside! I’m not the main moderator, but feel free to bring any chat concerns to me in DMs if you’re nervous about talking publicly. ☆ Both are active, but I would say the “soft tennis club!” server is more active on a regular basis and has many discussions, if you feel like you can only choose one.  ”soft tennis club!” Server: [x] “Hoshiai no Sora” Server: [x] Hope to see you soon!  💕

There are many ways to support the show! The most helpful would be buying merch directly from the supported stores and tweeting/blogging/writing reviews/hyping up Hoshiai no Sora/Stars Align online to help spread the word! Here is a list of posts with links to the websites as well as ways to support the show without money: [x] - A post explaining Akane Kazuki’s tweets as well as links to the Blu-ray, petition, and shops to buy from! [x] - A post explaining the different ways you can support the show through legal means. [x] - A store to order from if you’re from the Western areas and don’t have a proxy to buy from the Japanese sites. [x] - How to support the series without money. The HNS official campaign.Please consider reading all of these, and ask to add more if you find any! 

maki being the type to derive comfort from dolls is incredibly important and such good representation for kids, teens, and adults to see!  i really hope that they show more of maki’s doll, or, at least, show it canonly a few times in the show.  thank you for reading! 

kid 2: ohhhhh,,, shinjo touma

Nao is losing his sense of self and delved deep into a state where he’s detached from his emotions, morals, logic, and his own reality.  When you’re detached or in a dissociative state, your own reality is warped. You lose who you are and what you stand for.  This scene was incredibly relatable for me. In some cases - like Nao’s - you tend to do bad things, because you can’t process the action or why it’s wrong. His abuse bred apathy, detachment, and pathological lying to help him cope.  This is some excellent character writing, for every one of these characters across the board. 

Maki and his father’s dynamic is different than Tsubasa’s. Despite how awful his father is, Tsubasa craves his father’s love. His father’s approval. He wants his father to understand him, and that’s one of the many reasons why people like Tsubasa who are abused stay silent.  An abusive parent isn’t just something you can cast away, especially if you’re attached to them in any way. Coming out can change your entire life. You could be torn from the rest of your family, your abuser could be taken to prison and it could hurt your family (i.e. they’re the main provider and pay the bills), or the authorities won’t believe you, and you end up at odds with your family and getting hurt more by your abuser. All of these can cause huge rifts in your relationships. People blaming you, disbelieving you. People thinking you should’ve just kept quiet. I feel for this doctor, because I wouldn’t want a suffering child lying to my face, and I couldn’t do anything drastic unless they tell me the truth.