#life problems

I feel that for now the blog is the only things I continue and do really so I am really pround of that. Also I wanted to talked about how it is difficultés to have a group of friends when two of them are together after the whole groupe been create, it totally ruin the atmosphere and even more the group because nobody going out together anymore because it’s so awkward and weird. I feel use because one of the girl talk to me just for that literally so I am again at the start with like no friend who is a terrible conditions for a teenagers… send help lmao

with love, cam

I don't because everything that comes out my mouth for some reason just naturally sound's methodical and calculated even when i have little to no intention of following through with anything, which is a bit of a problem when communicating your actual thoughts as it seems to somewhat irk others around you and potentially cause unwanted problems or questions.

The idea of having to vent to someone especially those that seem to want me to always ends up being a forced performance because they're asking not because they want something for me but because they're feeling inadequate as they have more things to vent about than I do even if i may have more reasons to than them in their mind. Perhaps they assume im hiding things or bottling up more than i actually am.

[Online]

"You don't talk like a psychopath"

Sorry like what the fuck is a psychopath supposed to talk like? Am I some how restricted from using certain words, phrases and tones now?

[In real life]

And also that look people give you when you say something that wasn't normal. Like what's wrong with you? Have you genuinely never wanted to know how to dissolve a body without running into all the red tape? To me that's valuable information and also somewhat common sense not to mention trivial.

People are fucking weird.