I had one more of my recurring dreams involving rabbits, mice or other pets .. I think the 7th one. I have written all down in a notebook amd I should write them here too. They are always about the person that matters to me the most... at the moment
This last one was about me having about 10+ rabbits as pets, and they were all of different shades going from white to grey or black, and some had spots as well.
The whole theme in the dream was that I was worried about them, keeping them safe I guess. In the 1st part I had lost a few and I was looking everywhere to find them, even in the street. In the 2nd part now that I found them, I had to find a way to move them to my actual house and keep them. It was all about keeping them safe.
In this dream and like in the previous ones, the rabbits are basically adorable and innocent.. so they are a symbol of something that evokes those feelings when you see something beautiful and innocent. In the previous dreams I always dreamt about 2 white animals (that too, they were "pure") and I figured out they represented me and the other person.
But in this dream there were many and for a second I thought, are they many people? But no.. even though it was certainly still related to the most important person for me, they represented something else. The key is what happened the night before. I was with this person. My best and closest friend.
I apologized to them because I felt I had been in a really bad mood and basically fighting with them when we never did like this. It was actually a withdrawal from my antidepressants, and I told them "I just feel angry all the time, and when I am hungry I feel like killing myself" so I started crying and said I was sorry. And they said I didn't need to apologize and held my hand.
So that's when I thought, the dream is about my best friend but.. the rabbits all in different shades from white to black.. good to evil... they are all my different moods. From the best to the worst one. In the dream I wanted mainly to keep them. So what it means is that I want the most for my closest friend to keep me, regardless of all my different moods, good or bad, the whole range. And the rabbits are always related to the person who matters to me the most.
Though this is the 1st dream I think, about this person, because before it was another person. Who I feel betrayed me. And that is why I guess there is a resistance in this dream to directly dream of an animal that represents them, like it used to happen with thw other person. Like I don't want to trust that much again. But, what matters is I know I love them, and they are the right person for me.
