madison

did mitski ever find out what to do after you've been big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants you

you don’t realize how important lunch is until you’re wandering around thinking about how unloveable and untalented and uniquely cursed you are and then it’s 4pm and you finally eat lunch and you go Oh. oh right.

don't be mean to yourself that's you

you live there

i have the kind of melancholy that attracts me to large bodies of water.

Me for the last 15 years: im a bit burnt out rn but im sure next week will be different

you want me to get high? the thing that killed icarus?

I know it's only march 5th. But this year has felt like several lifetimes

not to self diagnose or anything but something's wrong

I think sitting on the floor of the ocean for a few hours would fix me

I should be a shipwreck

born to be a shipwreck, raised as a trainwreck

i am just an unhealed wound that is constantly being picked open again