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Letting go doesn’t always mean goodbye? Does it? I feel I have lost a part of myself while letting you go. It’s confusing because for the most part it’s good. But seeing your name pop up just makes me want to engage. I can’t anymore and that is my own choice. So many things disguised as love. And I am the one who falls and feels. I know it’s time because I can no longer write about you.
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Sitting where I last sat for a while with my best friend. Where we smoked our cigarettes in the sun and we talked about her love life. Fuckkkk that man. I’m happy she’s happy now, even if it’s across the country. Today I sit here, boochcraft in hand and in the gloom. I’m starting to step into my routine again, I’m walking. We’re not completely sad. People next to me are playing frisbee. I wonder if I have enough unemployed friends to do that with at this time of day. That would be fun.
Solitude in San Francisco. But my drink keeps me warm. I’m wearing two jackets, perfect. I miss my boyfriend. He’s working right now and drinking makes me want him near. I miss the best friends I could cuddle with. Nicole, roya, ThuyVy, and walle even though she doesn’t cuddle back lol. I also miss Naomi. All my friends that remind me how to love in a way that seems genuine to me. It’s important to have friends that see you completely.
The mixture of alcohol and my music keeps me at a good buzz. Music is heard differently when your brain chemistry is slightly altered. Loveee that.
View of Dresden by Moonlight by Johan Christian Dahl
I’m selfish.
My mom has cancer and I want to disappear.
I don’t want to go home.
I want to be alone.
I can cry this way.
My body is full of anger.
Anger is a feeling I’ve become so familiar with.
I’m desensitized to sadness now, all I feel is rage.
I’m silent when I’m angry because if I open my mouth I will hurt someone with my words.
I’m silent because I don’t want to cry in front of people.
I don’t want to be angry but I am.
Oh shiiii I’m going to build this for my future home 😼
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Jellyfish (unknown sp.)
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In another universe I’m a jellyfish
THIS SONG HITTIN A LIL TOO HARD RN.
LAY LOWWWWW AT THE BOTTOM OF A TULIP BED THEY KNOWWWWW RUBY GOT A LOT OF USELESS THREAD
I haven’t written in a long time. I’ve been busy- I’ve been living in the present. Is that what it feels like to fall in love with a best friend? Life becomes a little sweeter and you’re too busy living in the present, cherishing these moments.
This isn’t a happy post, but this also isn’t a sad one. I’m realizing a lot of things and cried for the first time in a while tonight. Ares came over and licked a tear off my cheek.
My hip hasn’t gotten any better. Music has been amazing. I’ve been dancing hella.
You once again got to see someone’s inner child whose you’ve never seen before. Felt and saw them in a new way. Did they realize that?
You get over things relatively fast now so this feeling will also pass.
It’s nice to be the baby when you have always been the one to baby someone. Thanks to the person who cuddles me hard in bed, offered to carry me down a hill when I fell, and checks up on me when they feel an energy shift. You get me. I get you.
I hate inconsistency. I hate destructive behavior. I hate feeling used. I hate not being asked about myself when I’m expressing curiosity towards someone. I hate games. I hate letting someone in for them to just let me down. Now I have to cut you off. Now you will learn. Now I will learn.
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I just ate an orange my mom sent me from our tree back home. It’s about to be 3am. It was delicioussssssss~
How to get over a guy in 3 days:
Go on girls trip for the weekend
Find out he has girl over while you are away
Look hot sexy beautiful
Take pictures
Go out with girls
Bless everyone with your presence
Remember you are a bad bitch
Post the hot sexy beautiful pictures
09/08 12:31 AM
My best friend and I just became long distance and tonight I felt it to another degree. Big group settings stress me out and she’s no longer here to make these events worthy of attending. Naomi, I didn’t realize how much I relied on you. Our one on one friendship is one that I’ll forever cherish and look for in other friendships. You and I could be in a crowd but as long as we had each other we were set, no one else mattered. I’m not a big group person and thrive off of strong personal connections with individuals. You’ve taught me so much, how to navigate the world and stay true to myself so now I attend and end up leaving early because it’s just not with the small fake talk. It’s okay to not want to do the social gatherings, be a loner, and have a few friends you can rely on. I miss our nonverbal communication and how we’d tackle every situation together. I’m sad as fuck tonight, I’ll eventually tell you how I feel but I don’t want you to feel guilty for living your life. I’m being dramatic but you know me so what do u exPeCT!
I had a dream I was dancing.
My eyes were closed so I couldn’t see what I was doing
But my body was hot, my heart thumping, and my feet moving fucking fast
My childhood friends were in this dream, symbolic because I would always dance with them. Scratch that, for them.
Sometimes I miss competitive dancing, not for the competition aspect but for the commitment to dedicate practice time.
My body feels tight some days. In ways I knew it wouldn’t have if I kept stretching every day. This is my first sign to get back into stretching.
To get back into dancing. Whether in my room or with my friends or in a class, I need to move my body.
The truth is when I listen to music, my head is already counting the beats and coming up with choreo. It’s natural for me, it’s easy for me.
I don’t want it to fade away.
“Tengo que mirar si tengo suficiente para un queso” overhearing this made me super sad. Enough to buy cheese. I wanted to ask him what cheese he wanted and buy it for him. Except I am also broke and checking to see if I have enough too. He buys his cheese. I buy my white peaches.
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Almost 1AM with my headphones on just playing this song. Some songs really just sound better with headphones. Also the beat of songs really do it for me- suddenly I am spinning, music videos play in my head.
Edward Robert Hughes, The Weary Moon [1911]
