wow, genetic.

affirmations they will not kill me at work today. it is not in my job description to get killed. if they did kill me at work that would be weird and probably not worth it for them

it is impossible to watch a movie. every night i think i want to watch a movie. no movie gets watched. because it's not possible

but jfc what the americans does with gender though - i will never be over it. elizabeth, who works yes, but plays the role of the dutiful wife and mother with such ease in their day-time lives. and yet she is the one with nerves of steel, who will kill and maim and put everything she holds dear on the line without question or complaint if it means serving her country, while philip, the man of the house, is the sensitive one, who feels and who doubts and wavers. and they struggle with it too - elizabeth's wish that philip would show up is never far from the surface. and that inversion of the gender roles is so so refreshing, for any spy show, but especially one set in the era the americans is, man.