I LOVE LIFE

It's time for me to find my heart a new and happy home

The prize

The last leaf fell and I walked away There was nothing left to hold onto, nothing left to see The tree had lost its reason to continue, so it withered and began slowly dying. Many wondered what happened to this once beautiful tree that was full of life and wonders No one had the answer. The truth: The tree had lost the very reason that it had to live The leaves that once made it happy departed without a sound BUT it seemed it wasn't easy for the leaves to part ways with their before source of life it was a struggle, swayed by anything strong enough to break the hold. It happened and almost all at once the leaves ventured off in the wind... One day the tree had enough and released that last leaf to be free to blow where ever it pleased. Although this saddened the tree and it felt unimportant that last leaf stayed close, as if keeping the tree alive enough to know it's still needed, wanted, and loved... Honestly, I don't know where this came from, but it was really strong on my heart and mind... so yea there ya go. Lol

Lynnea H.

What if I never really got over you? What if I told you I still have feelings for you? The ones that are hard to deny even if I tried! And I have I go back to the day when I longed to just feel your touch to honestly have you acknowledge me Even tho I was involved with another There was something in your eyes that summoned me That enticed me to want to find out more about you Your demeaner was so nonchalant that I was but a dancing snake flowing to your every move I wanted to have a chance Just one opportunity I don’t know what it was you had over me what was this sorcery!? To make me want you like that I fought back every urge to feel you every moment to breath your air Strong willed I was But not for long Once I fell it was my personal hell I was addicted Convicted I hurt another by making you my lover But for some reason I didn’t care I had to be there I wish I only knew that years later I would still be yearning for you closing my eyes thinking about you becoming weak at the pure thought of mmm You What if I told you my feelings for you were true? I know that’s where it would end because clearly you will never see me more than a friend with benefits which if that’s the closest I can get damn it, I’ll take it, no regrets.

Rest in love Grandma 🙏🏾🙏🏾

You have to take partial blame The reason he called you out your name Not saying you deserved it But what did you do to deter it? Not a damn thing And that’s what pisses me off You got me torn between the two Him and you I love you cuz you push me out And that’s my daddy without a doubt  But this shit has got to stop It’s not healthy for any of us the back and forth  the up and down I can no longer be down with the get down what are we doing? Always gotta be feuding Cuz when I get mad at him you get mad at me  I get mad cuz WE were supposed to be a team! WTF happened? This and that again No one wins...

ME

ME