La Douleur Exquise

probably needed a hug but instead distanced myself from everyone

For a long time of my life, I feel like I had that constant wish that I could fix all of this, that maybe I could still be loved by them, I just had to try hard enough, I just needed to keep trying and then they will love me, I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again. I just need to try again.

have you ever felt homesick but for a person

You fall in love with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laugh and the way they smile.

be healthily sensitive. tell them you're hurt when you're hurt. describe what hurt you. no silent treatment and passive aggressiveness. be honest. don't compromise your emotion. don't bottle it up. weigh the issue. understand and maybe, forgive.

I am the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person I know