lustringlullaby

i'm eleanora. so i'm like new-ish to tumblr. obviously i’ve been on tumblr before, but having a blog where i actually have to post shit is a weird new concept to me.

i honestly thought this site was dead (like, it had died years ago) but it’s apparently… not so dead?

opening requests cuz my brain refuses to develop normal hobbies!

fics

art

moodboards

literally anything else your ass can think of

and if you wanna request smth, be as specific as you want! i’ll cater to your desire. pinky promise.

but just remember, requests are open but keep your expectations in the basement where they belong. especially when it comes to art. i do draw, but whether or not i draw well is between me and god 😫😫😫

i expected him to be ftm trans lmaooo.

his furious reaction to the maid outfit in episode 5 made me believe he might be a trans dude. or he might be a girl who only transitioned/started identifying as a dude when she came to the circus, maybe cuz her avatar (the purple bunny avatar) is a dude?

that could’ve actually made a cool transgender plotline, since the avatars in tadc do give you a chance to get an entirely different appearance than you had before joining the circus— even tho you don’t choose that appearance, the headset chooses it for you.

EDIT: i meant the avatars thing i just mentioned would make a cool transgender plotline. whether the character involved is ftm or mtf, idc.

ragatha is not the flawless sweetheart y’all make her out to be.

when she’s high on stupid sauce, we see that she’s not the sweet girl she seemed to be. she is a people pleaser who doesn’t like everyone but can’t stand the thought of everyone not liking her. you may say she was just intoxicated, but you know… intoxicated words are sober thoughts.

i’m not saying she can’t have flaws! like, a character without any flaws would be a stale-ass mary sue. it’s a good thing for gooseworx to give ragatha flaws.

i’m just mentioning this cuz everyone is ragging on jax, especially when we see what gooseworx did with him in the finale and how much screentime he got in the finale. and ragging on pomni for what she did with jax. everyone was going like “rAgAtHa ShOuLd’Ve BeEn ThE mAiN fOcUs, NoT jAx Or PoMnI” and “rAgAtHa Is So MuCh LeSs PrObLeMaTiC”. i guess that just kinda pissed me off a little.

it’s impressive, honestly. my fics hardly ever get comments as is, and somehow the few diamond-rare ones that appear seem to evaporate in no time. at this point, seeing a comment feels less like reader engagement and more like spotting a cryptid in the woods—there one second, gone “poof” the next.

for an unlucky bitch who doesn’t get comments often, you’d think i’d be hyped about any comment i get. but instead i’ve been trained to immediately start a countdown timer and see whether it outlives a carton of milk.

this is cuz ao3 deletes them without asking my consent.

i know there’s been a ton of spam on ao3 and wattpad recently. i know there’s a ton of con artists claiming they wanna sell you drawings/comics of your fic. but that’s srsly not an excuse.

what they keep on doing is disrespectful to me, not gonna lie. i emailed them but they acted as if i was asking for “special treatment” or whatever, and put a warning on my account for not being polite enough.

even the comments trying to con me are actually pretty friendly, and i know not to take them up on their offers of selling me shit. so there’s no reason for ao3 to delete them. this is just blatant disrespect to me. i’m disappointed too, since i’ve been on ao3 since i was a child (not that i’m much older than a child now) but now they’re shitting all over me.

everyone else: awww look at that iconic girly friendship! me: fascinating patterns of loyalty and betrayal

i don’t mean for this to sound unnecessarily serious (ah fuck it, it’s probably gonna sound nitpicky no matter how i put it) but i can’t see the velvette-alastor friendship as just 2 ppl serving cunt together like everyone else sees it. i can’t help thinking about how it’s a betrayal to vox, a betrayal on both their parts.

they’re still an iconic duo. but… well, i can’t look past that.

that’s why i wrote a story about vox being petty and seeking out revenge. i was nervous about posting it, especially since i know velvette is such a fan-favourite and this isn’t what most fans want to see, but you could check it out if you want to. also it includes vox x carmilla!

i had this idea while walking home from work and it kept gnawing at my brain for days until i decided to jot it down.

this idea came to me mostly cuz husk and dr. facilier have the same va lol.

this isn't an exact replica of princess and the frog since there's 2 love plots instead of 1: charlastor as tiana and naveen, and husk as dr. facilier who is falling in love with angel dust.

you can check it out if you want.

anyone else think it would be cool if i.m.p. hired a human to work for them? not a sinner who lives in hell, but a living human that lives on earth.

hiring a human would make their job sooooo much fucking easier. they still don’t have human disguises except for loona. even stolas prob lost his human disguise now that he’s lost his powers. (i mean… even without disguises they’ve still never come close to being caught i guess, but there’s always the risk of being caught 🤷‍♀️). humans prob can’t go into hell, and even if they could they’d be too scared to since there’s literal demons everywhere, but blitz could just communicate with his human employee via phonecalls/text messages.

it would be exactly like in tmnt how the turtles can’t show themselves to humans, so they use april and casey to help them.

TADC SPOILERS anyone else get surprised that kinger has 2 daughters? i wasn’t expecting him to have kids, like not at all, since they were never mentioned even vaguely.

everyone is redeemed and gone to heaven. maybe not everyone, but like everyone who matters.

including vaggi.

sera came down to hell and told vaggi she’d redeemed herself for “betraying” her fellow angels. but she would allow vaggi to choose between staying in hell with charlie or returning to heaven. with a heavy heart, vaggi chose heaven.

lucifer and lilith remarried. they now have another child together. as much as they love charlie, they can see she doesn’t need them anymore, so they leave to go raise their new baby (but of course they’re just a phonecall away if charlie ever needs help again).

everyone is gone except for alastor. alastor still has no interest in redemption, and of course you can’t be redeemed if you’re not actively trying for it. he’s perfectly happy with his life in hell and sees no reason to leave it.

(maybe charlie tries to tempt him with redemption a few times, but he always shuts her down)

one night he finds charlie sitting in an armchair and crying. surprisingly gentle, he sits next to her and asks her what’s wrong. she admits that while redeeming sinners was her life’s goal, she didn’t realize how much she’d miss the ones she’d grown attached to. and she never imagined that her girlfriend was also aiming for redemption, even if it meant leaving her.

a lot of ppl ship striker and stella. nothing wrong with the shipping, but i have a shitty feeling that they’ll end up as a canonical couple. if that happens, i am not gonna be impressed 😒

like, even if stella does end up with feelings for striker, he should not return her feelings.

striker said “everything he cares about was taken away by fuckers like [royals]”. i would’ve liked it if he had a real grudge against the goetias—all the goetias, not just stolas—and he was only working for stella and andrealphus cuz he intended to gain their trust so it would be easier to betray them and get them put on the end of an angelic blade right alongside stolas.

i wrote a fic about that, so you can check it out if you want to.

this is a moodboard for my fic.

let me just tell you, the song “piss” was the enemies to lovers song. like, it captured exactly what enemies to lovers should be about. “time heals all wounds but the wounds are what i miss” was a fucking genius lyric.

but one problem…

THAT SONG DID NOT REPRESENT CHERRISNAKE! all of s2 felt like it was just doing improv on cherrisnake, like they retconned all of s1 and changed it to fit their new narrative.

in s2 they painted it like cherri and pentious were archenemies, obsessed with each other for years. but in s1 they were not archenemies. they spoke to each other like they hardly even knew each other. heck, even when pentious calls her “ms. bomb” it sounds like he isn’t sure if bomb is her last name or part of her first name, he’s just taking guesses. i know he calls her that to sound all gentlemanly, but he srsly sounds unsure when he says it.

they only battled once and it was with angel dust there too. but in s2 they totally just retconned that, making it look like cherri and pentious had a ton of one-on-one battles.

so yeah. i guess i’m still a cherrisnake shipper, and piss was an amazing song, but it felt super out-of-place for these 2 characters. it misrepresented them.

these people will never know that in another life, they found each other, chose each other, went on adventures together, shared devastatingly tender moments, and built an entire life together. a life where they’re somehow still together.