Silent in trial, but boy oh boy, do I have a lot to say now | Chapter 2 | Luna | Trial | RE: A lot, ATTN: Everyone, especially ArsƩne&Knockout
After having attempted to clean Maestroās face up a bit, only for said conductor to back away from her, she returned to her seat with a heavy sigh. If the debate wouldnāt have moved so fast, she wouldāve told him that she was only looking out for him, because clearly he didnāt place much importance on his own well-being.
For the rest of the trial, Luna stayed quiet. Itās not like as if she didnāt have anything to say - itās just that whenever she wanted to pipe up, someone else sniped that opportunity from her. Thus, she kept her silence, simply following along the trialās procedures.
However, to say that this was the only reason to stop her from participating would be a lie.
Ever since the trial started, Luna was convinced of who the killer was. Unless some kind of super twist happened, she didnāt think that she could be wrong in her assumption - and lo and behold, she was right.
However, Lunaās gaze was not set on their resident killer - no, she was staring at Maestro, who claimed to have committed an attempted murder at Twelve. She couldnāt believe what she was just hearing - and did he really think that was better to know than him having sex with someone? Sheesh, he was so prudeā¦
There were also ArsĆ©ne harsh words, which struck something in her, but she didnāt pipe up until Twelve was done with his reply.
āPretty funny how you think that you wonāt get dragged into the court yourself, ArsĆ©ne.ā
Oh yikes, that was a dynamic re-entry to the scene, alright.
Lunaās eyes were trained at their resident detective, her expression absolutely serious and composed as she continued:āDonāt get me wrong, Iām also pissed at Maestro, but at the same time, I know that he did it to save us, because he knows whatās it like to be poisoned. The effects mightāve been different, but one thing stayed the same - we all knew that we were slowly dying and thatās fucking terrifying. You didnāt get through it, so of course you wouldnāt be able to relate. And knowing now that Twelve was apparently not affected by the poison, for some reason⦠You canāt really blame him for being suspicious, can you? Because I know that I am, though that could be just Theo messing with us, so the distrust between us grows even stronger. Maestro might be an absolute idiot at times, but heās got a good heart nonetheless.ā
For a moment, she glanced towards the conductor, before her eyes went back to ArsƩne.
āOr what, do you want to tell me you wouldāve been absolutely fine to let at least one of us die from poisoning? If not even all seven people? Because if thatās the case, then youāve already committed a crime yourself; denial of assistance.ā
āOf course, our only means to get the antidote was for one person to die, but you know which other choice was available to us from the very start? Assaulting Theo.ā
Oh wow, okay, Luna! Itās not like as if your resident captor was sitting only a few metres away from you, but go off!
āLike, right now, whatās there to stop us from attacking him? Itās not like as if he could defend himself against 13 people all at once. But we all already know why no one dared to do it yet - because weāre all too scared for our own safety. Not like anyone can fault us for that kinda selfishness, but that doesnāt change the fact that we made our choice in that regard as well.ā
āEven leaving that aside, I would sure hope that none of you forgot what we did to Cain. Sure, we might not have known for sure what would happen if the culprit got found out, but donāt tell me that yāall didnāt at least entertain the idea of āan eye for an eyeā. I know that I was expecting for an execution to take place, which is⦠why I couldnāt bring myself to vote for him. Becauseā¦ā
Luna trailed off for a moment, before she looked at everyone.
āWhat goddamn right do we have to decide who gets to live and who gets to die?ā
Those were some heavy words that she was dropping, but Luna was not holding back one inch anymore. She wanted for all of them to know that none of them were innocent. No, even she wasnāt, because she failed to assault Theo before the first murder occured.
āAnd donāt tell me we didnāt have a choice but to execute the murderer. Because we do. We could let them live. We could drag them out after this mess and then try them in the eyes of the law, but we didnāt. So even though Theo is still mainly responsible for all of this shit going down, we got blood on our hands, too. Donāt any of you ever forget that.ā
Usually, Luna wasnāt one to be this⦠well, harsh, but she just couldnāt believe that some of them truly thought that they were absolutely innocent. Because none of them were, as cruel as it might sound. As much as she herself didnāt want for that to be the case, but she was done running away from such things.
Luna looked back to ArsƩne.
āI hope your own sense of justice doesnāt blind you from any of that, ArsĆ©ne. Otherwise, youāre just naive if you think that you wonāt get into trouble yourself once we get out.ā
She liked ArsĆ©ne, she truly did, but that didnāt mean that they were on the same page on every topic. And it seemed as if they differed in that regard. Luna could only hope that this wouldnāt destroy their friendship, but she also didnāt want to back down on her own opinion.
At last, her eyes finally wandered to Knockout, a complicated expression adorning her young face.
ā⦠I canāt say that I can ever forgive you for taking Percy away from me. I know that you were under the influence of the poison. I know that you wouldnāt have hurt him if it werenāt for that fucking paranoia - but you still killed him. And⦠And I hate people who take my beloved ones away from me. I know thatās cruel of me, but⦠Iām just me. Still I⦠I canāt.ā
āI canāt bring myself to vote for you. Just because I hate your guts right now doesnāt mean I want to see you dead. I⦠I want for true justice to take place and that can be only achieved in a real court. Not this twisted, sorry excuse of a mess we got here. You deserve better than that⦠Percy deserved better than this. He wouldnāt want for you to die. He was a kind soul. I know that.ā
Her voice began to crack and tears were stinging her eyes, but she forced them back. No, she shed enough tears - at least, she would hold them in until Knockout would get probablyā
(Donāt think about that.)
ā⦠Knockout, do you want me to relay any messages to your family? Or anyone you were close to? I promise you that Iāll deliver them. Itās the least I can do if⦠if everyone will vote for you. And⦠would you mind telling us your name? So I know who⦠who might have to go soon one way or another.ā