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Ā» i love kpop! my ults are aespa, ive and nct 127
Ā» i am lee gahyun/lee seoyul in all my realities
Ā» lucy is my name
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@lucylee-99
a bit about me
Ā» '03
Ā» she/her
Ā» i love kpop! my ults are aespa, ive and nct 127
Ā» i am lee gahyun/lee seoyul in all my realities
Ā» lucy is my name
creds to @ uzmacchiato for the divider

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so if you've seen my polls and my blogs... you would know that I CAN'T DECIDE ON WHERE TO LIVE ON THIS PLANET EARTH BECAUSE I LOVE SOOO MANY PLACES
so i decided to have a dr for my dream city where everything i love co-exists.
@l0wcortis inspired me to talk about it in a blog hehehe
this has been in my drafts for a while
Overall Aesthetic of Kwangya:
(idk a name for it yet ā ļø)
- A futuristic 'cyberpunk' city aesthetic 'heavily inspired' by Chongqing, China and Tokyo, Japan (looks breathtakingly gorgeous at nighttime!).
- Lush vegetation growing throughout the downtown buildings and across skyscrapers because i love nature so muchhh.
- The country is also like the Philippines; you'll see colourful jeepneys and tricycles moving around and palm trees lining up the streets. There's the dry season and wet season just like in Southeast Asia because rain is my favourite weather next to clear and sunny! I'm very excited for the typhoons (they're not destructive in my dr) I'm from the Philippines in my cr and it's my second home sweet home even though I grew up in Canada š„°
So basically it's as if Chongqing, Tokyo and Manila had a futuristic baby
first row, left to right is Chongqing
second row, left to right is Tokyo
third row, left to right is Philippines
gonna see IVE in concert tonight woooo
don't be surprised if i start talking about my IVE dr later on
Jihyo in Barcelona - src
what ifff i wanna 'make' my own kpop girl group with my top 10 biases.. but i don't want a big group so i think i'll end up with a 5-7 member lineup

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Yes MY BAD for staying up on tumblr till 4am. Not my fault everyone on here is so nice
i'm ssososososoosososos cuteee
i've been posting a lot lately, i'm sorry š©š¤«š«£
been randomly seeing much more pictures/vids/gifs of my group members from my 'own' girl group kpop dr on X and tumblr; it's a sign
havenāt shifted yet?
maybe it is actually harder for you to shift. Its harder to think you can do something when youāve never succeeded in it and instead youāve been faced with failure.
You start to anticipate failure.
Start to anticipate waking up here. Are you just prepared and calm about your failed attempt or did you expect it and plan for it?
Even in the āgoodā attempts where you feel a lot of symptoms, thatās all you think you can reach, thatās all you think youāre able to do.
It all comes back to LOA. What you think of your ability is where your ability actually stands.
I used to love one shifting tiktoker back in 2021-2022. She posted a lot of shifting stories and I enjoyed them a lot bc her s/o was my s/os twin brother. But anyways. What caught my attention is how she shifted. She used one of the simplest methods: the āpillow methodā. You write on a piece of paper that you want to shift into your dr and you put it under your pillow. And thatās all you need to do, youāll shift in your sleep and wake up in your dr.
She tried it back when she was a baby shifter and it was the first time she ever tried shifting. And it worked out. So therefore now she thinks this is an effective method and shifts basically every time she tries it.
She has never been met with failure, only success, so all she anticipates is success.
Therefore.. I believe that the best method for you is the method you have complete trust in.
But you also need to trust yourself. Trust that youāre capable, that youāre a master shifter, that there is nothing wrong with you and nothing hard for you and that you can shift easily.
Because you havenāt been doing anything wrong and its not that you didnāt do enough.
āOh, this method is that easy? Idk, that might not work for me, Iām an inexperienced shifter just yetā āOh I just didnāt focus enoughā āI didnāt have time to shift so I was distractedā āI fell asleep before I finished the methodā āI am not sure about shifting, I have to learn more about how it worksā ⦠if you think this way, youāll never feel like youāre doing enough. You will not ever reach a state where youāll know everything perfectly, do everything perfectly, be the most knowledgable, the most focused, have the strongest intention, be in the best circumstances. That will never happen because weāre constantly learning and changing and we donāt stop learning and changing ever.
Why people say you can do shift regardless of circumstances, regardless of where you are, what you think etc.. its true. But you arenāt listening, you arenāt enforcing that. Most methods are made to not be finished. You should shift before finishing a method or you can fall asleep in the middle of the method and youāll shift in your sleep.
The only thing stopping you is the belief that you have to finish it, that you have to do more, that you arenāt enough. But, Iām saying this again: shifting is not a skill to perfect.
Let me ask you this:
When you close your eyes, donāt look into cr mirror, dont āpretendā to be your dr self, simply close your eyes and answer the first thing that comes to mind:
How do you imagine yourself?
Where are you right now?
Whoās your partner?
Who are your parents?
What are your plans for tomorrow?
If you answered by cr answers.. well, you see yourself as your cr self. Maybe try practicing more to see yourself as truly your dr self, because I know a lot of you tend to separate your dr self and yourself and a lot of you tend to separate your dr and cr. But both are one. Youāre your dr self. And youāre in your dr right now. Believe it until your inner world matches reality.
And let me ask you.. if I didnāt know and I was just a baby shifter or maybe just a random person who doesnāt know anything about shifting..
How do you shift?
What would you answer? Is it complicated and long? Or is it simple?
You shift by believing and trusting. Surrender completely, stop unknowingly resisting your shift, accept it as complete truth and as your reality.
dividers: @pixopix
thinking about how i'd call my s/o because i can't sleep and i'm sad being without him so he comes over and holds me then i sleep within a few minutes.
he's my safe place.

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thinking about how excited i am to cry my heart out to my s/o while he hugs me tight in his armsš„¹
I CAN'T WAIT TO PERFORM AT UNIVERSITY FESTIVALS IN MY KPOP DRRRRR AND AWARD SHOWS WHEWWW
Okay, a little tag game/shifting activity thing
Compare your height with some people from your dr on this site
This is for my Inheritance games dr, me and my cousins, from oldest to youngest. The fact that I'm not even short. They're just fucking skyscrapers.
no pressure tags: @realitycanbewhateveridesire @shiftingwithmars @lz-elvyrion @wyldeshifts @respectoughfully @looselyfast-stargirl @reyaint @lalalian @reverieshifts @ammmi17 @apolloshifts @yextheshifter @itsangelicasworld and anyone who wants to join <3
Decided to do this for my SKZ dr
(Idk why itās saying 4ā11ā for me bc Iām pretty sure 152cm is like 5ā0ā but I donāt deal with feet and inches anyway. I would never shift to be 4ā11ā in a group like SKZ. I love them but the teasing would probably be HELL)
Iām also considering a dr where Iām taller than like 80% of the group so hereās that⦠š¤
Tags (ignore if want) :: @gremlinsallaroundme, @ryanmirae, @shifterwho, @sadollzie, @starxaya, @lunaxsooya, @i19jyufans, @pourinaz, @honeysyoon, @seungminsbigjuicylefttoe, @vwellouria, @shaunashifts, @freewinnie, open invite š
(Guys, look at all these moots I have š pls let me know if youād like to be tagged or if you wanna be moots (sadly I canāt tell just from being followed)
Thank you for the tag!
For my NCT dr my unit VeNom
From oldest to youngest Starting at Kai and ending at Imani
Also did it for WayV. I actually plan on making the guys taller so these are the set heights for my dr!
Some tags no pressure @kaishiftz @seriyass @lucylee-99 @alishareality @diazazzlepom @ariimuse and whoever would like to join!
thank youuu for tagging š©·
it's me with my aespa girlies!!!!
tags: @minjishift @binniemyluvv @nyamnyambattery and anyone seeing thiss!!!
wish i could hug my dr self, i'm so cute
instant manifestation is more than possible. to shift, stop trying to shift. to manifest, stop wanting. to experience instant change, stop expecting time.
a.k.a: stay with me now
are you confused why your supposed instant manifestation isn't instanting? join the club.
instant manifestationĀ is basically this: you assume something, like,Ā i am prettyĀ orĀ i have the jobĀ orĀ i have x amount of money, and it's supposed to become realĀ right then.Ā meaning that there should be no buffers, waiting, or middle steps, just done and dusted.
you'd be moving into a version of reality where that thing has already always been true.
when people (me included) say "manifestation is instant," they mean that the moment you decide something is yours, that being without doubting, checking, expecting a delay, itĀ shouldĀ be reflected right away.
alas. if you're sitting there like "okay well iĀ DID doĀ that, and nothing happened," you're not alone.
no, the secret isn't manifesting better, mindset, vibrations, or journaling.
i will reveal my own vulnerability, and my own lack of understanding around the concept of instant manifestation, and use a random example of my mindset:
if i'm god, and i say "i am blonde, this very second," and i mean it fully, i say that it is done and done, and i define the rules of manifestation, then why isn't it instantly, physically true? without buffering, lag.
and before long, i realised that my issue lied in my own humble, humanly understanding of systems. because i was still in a system that included "continuity." because even god plays with the toys of the world he's in.
let me get this out of the way first:
while i wasn't blocked (because i don't accept limitations in my potential), wrong (once again red buzzer), subconsciously contradicting (one can manifest the rules of manifestation to their favour), i was still experiencing consciousnessĀ through the filter of sequentiality.
i am god of my reality, yes, but right now i was god playing a role, a human role, in a reality where things appear in sequence, with laws, patterns, TIME. and until one can declare that "all of those are suspended right now," and actually experience THAT rule as true, you'd still be functioning under the basic user interface of time + space.
so. if i say:
"i'm blonde, right now, with no rules and no time and no delay, i am in a timeline where it is instantly reflected."
then. then ! what actually determines the outcome is:
are you experiencing reality without the latent expectation of cause-effect sequencing?
are you (or i guess me in this scenario) holding the assumption in a way that rejects every embedded continuity rule, not just the hair one, but time, physics, mirror, LOGIC?
because if one is still wearing the headset of "things appear through space-time filters," then the change gets routed through that said filter.
you're just still standing inside a hallway of logic where the walls say sensory change reflects mental change, not the other way around rway around, and even when you flip that switch internally - "i say it, so it is" - your mirror still has light from 0.1 seconds ago bouncing around it.
alas.
if you can fully, absolutely, experientially say: "i am outside continuity now, my now is not linked to the past, my reflection is live, the latency is erased, time is off." then the change can and WILL be instant, because now we'd not be only manifesting money, hair, circumstances, but the state of reality where manifestation (or shifting) can be reflected instantly and visibly.
let me talk about continuity. what is it, even? continuity is the invisible mindset that your brain follows to keep this world coherent, it's the rulebook that would say:
this object was red five minutes ago, it should still be red now;
my body didn't teleport between rooms, i must've walked;
my hair was brown yesterday, it can't be blonde this instant.
this is the logic that makes your reality stable, therefore it lets things have memory, but it also means everything feels like it needs a trail, a reason, a before-and-after, a how.
breaking continuity means you stop requiringĀ storiesĀ for how something happened.
so, in this logic, i wouldn't say "i'm blonde now," i'd say "it was always blonde." because i'd skip the changing and go straight to this is what's always been. therefore requiring no backstory, transition, just an overwrite.
you have to unplug that sequence = truth.
you've been taught to think that truth is what you can confirm, such as: i see blonde hair, therefore it's true; i don't see blonde hair, therefore it's not.
but that is backwards in law of assumption / shifting. truth is what YOU declare, not what you verify. reality will follow your truth instead of declaring, why? because you're always choosing between possible future states, reality cannot just get creative. if you say "i am," the world updates after.
the trick would be to stop needing reality to be your source of truth, and switching it to be your echo chamber.
it's not a generator, YOU are.
truth = "i say so." period. you stop asking "do i see it yet?" and start saying "this is what's real, even before i see it."
so i move onto . . . pick your assumption + assume the system too. sometimes we assume a result and backpedal when it doesn't fit our pattern of logic.
"i exist outside of linear cause and effect," "i don't experience transition, but overwrite," "i don't wait for things to show up, they are now, always have been," "i don't experience reflection lag, when i say it, it's now."
don't just change your hair but the rules of how change is happening.
stop expecting the reveal to feel dramatic. accept glitches asĀ confirmation of new baselines.
for the shifters, have you thought why scripting your drs feels easy? when you do it, you're not reasoning. our full logic comes from "my dr has this, and this, and this, oh, yea, and this. somehow."
there is no logic, cause and effect, or justification. you write it down as if it's your memory. and when you do that, your brain isn't reseting. it's not being asked to change the current system, you are literally stepping into a completely different one, one where you assume that your imagination has no limits. one that doesn't run on physics, past events, or how things "work." just your pure assumption.
but in our cr / 3d, we hesitate. oh, but how would this work. oh, but what if it doesn't match up with yesterday? oh, but what if people remember it differently? oh, oh, oh.
once you internalise that the system is different, you already expect it to be responsive.
you let one be plastic, and you expect the other to be concrete. but both are assumptions, both are scripts you feed the machine.
you stop asking "why" and just say "this is," and you create like god does, without permission, proof.
i would've started wrapping this up around here, but! i got a great inspiration from a friend, that being that manifestation happens when you put your morals behind you.
morals doesn't mean to turn off your humanity, but to stop being emotional, doubtful, conditioned by social norms, limited by empathy and logic.
in other words: does manifestation only truly click when you drop your identity as a little human dot playing by earth rules?
manifestation does happen when you step into your "i am god" state. the version of you that isn't ruled by fear, fairness, karma, waiting, deserving, being nice OR realistic.
you drop the narrative, your caution, your need to earn what you want, and instead you do what god does: you declare.
morals are, technically, rules you were handed. things like you shouldn't want too much, or, you have to give to receive, or, good people don't just take what they want.
but this has nothing to do with manifestation / shifting. i'm not saying you have to kill your morals, but you do need to stop applying them your power.
manifestation is a mechanics system. you press the button, you get the result. who has to care if you were nice today, or if you cried late last night, or if you're trying to help others first?
you assume, it reflects. you command, it moves.
manifestation clicks when you drop your human legs: morals, logic, deservingness, and fairness. you manifest through knowing you're god.
now that i've wrapped up the theory, let me explain how to shift and / or manifest instantly.
stop being the person who wants the thing. kill that person. the moment you say that you want to shift, you're not shifted. the moment i'd say "i want to be blonde," i wouldn't be blonde
step into the state of "this is already done." that this is now your current reality.
with that, assume the system has already updated. don't just assume the desire but the laws that allow for it.
that the rules of this current reality are overwritten, that this is now a reality where what i say becomes true instantly and without pause. that there is no detail, no transition, you have arrived.
declare a new system architecture.
refuse to check, refuse to confirm, refuse to micro-verify. have self-respect!!!!! don't check for what you already are. if you say i'm in my dr, then you're in your dr. what's left to check!!!?!?!?!??!
the moment you go, oh, is it here yet?, you're implying it isn't, and now you've shifted into THAT reality, again. instant manifestation only works when you don't get into that state.
you have to walk forward, not around, and not back. if you shifted, then go live. don't spiral in a corner waiting for your reflection to change. don't script more, don't loop methods, don't ask if you did it right.
just get up, go brush your (for me at least, now blonde) hair. live it, now. your living is YOUR PROOF, not your evidence.
tl;dr. your reality has shifted, but the experience of it is still going through a perceptual filter (continuity, time, logic). so the truth is still declared, but the sensory reflection lags only because you haven't fully exited the continuity, logical model. instant manifestation, then, is about removing those hidden assumptions, not just forcing a physical change through old rules.
alright so i was about to wrap it up AGAIN, but as these things tend to do, i developed another paradoxical mindset.
yet, if we stop at the mechanics, we risk turning manifestation into a method or a formula...........which ironically contradicts the core claim of being the god-creator of your reality.
stay with me now š we'll get to the other side of this somehow.
if you're god of your reality, when why is "instant" so important? wanting something instantly can sometimes be another mask for, say, desperation, lack, maybe ego validation.
if one says "i need it now," wouldn't that mean that they say they don't have it yet? or, if it doesn't happen instantly, i'm maybe doing wrong, wouldn't that still be a usage of external time-based logic as your scorekeeper?
true god-state doesn't rush or check, it assumes, and lives as if. so there's a deeper layer beyond making it instant: why does one need it instantly? what story would it prove wrong or right?
is instant manifestation the goal, or total reality authorship? we focus on "how do i make this thing happen now?" but the deeper shift (ha) might be "i write the architecture of what NOW is. i author the whole system."
is it about pushing the button to get x or designer the rules of how reality responds, or creating a new metaphysical system (not just a new outcome), or living as if you've always been that version of self?
this is why i keep returning to this certain mindset: don't just assume the desire, assume the system too."
the "how to" can become a paradox. saying "how do i manifest instantly?" is still a question from within the continuity model. it is still saying: teach me a sequence, a technique, a method.
but if reality is fully subject to you, that means that there's no how, only "declare and live," and looking for how assumes a gap, and assuming a gap creates said gap.
paradoxically, the more one studies how to do it right affirms that they're not yet.
manifestation becomes truly "instant" when you no longer exist as the version of you who wants something. meaning that you don't manifest as your current self but by being the self who already has/knows/is.
kill the one who wants, stop being the student, live from the done.
that's the true transformation, dissolving the identity that even needed to bend reality to one's desires.
so..............is there more??? yes. and it's this. the only true "how" is to stop asking how, and start living as though it already happened, and always has.
you'd declare ontological authorship, the god-level assumption of "i say so, therefore it is, therefore it always has been."
maybe the moment you become the one who never needed to manifest, is the moment manifestation is already done.

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idk if i wanna be famous or live a cozy, private life š¬š
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idk if i wanna be famous or live a cozy, private life š¬š
cause yes I wanna be a kpop idol no I don't know if I really want to always have a camera in my face and be careful with my words and actions and 73838 other things