XIX

for dead races and unknown places we long to return to one day

space - emilie autumn

virus.exe - joywave

what do you go home to? - explosions in the sky

im not human at all - sleep party people

soft room - lorn

stars align - lindsey stirling

the long way home - the birthday massacre

lament for lost dreams - mind.in.a.box

i can almost see you - hammock

leave my body - florence + the machine

miss you (neus remix) - trentemoller

staralfur - sigur ros

soft breeze - alias conrad coldwood

so far away - phaeleh

me: yes

personality test: "Attention makes me feel uncomfortable."

me, sweating: y-yes

personality test: "I have a strong sense of superiority."

me: yes!

personality test: "I feel inferior to others."

I saw the end approaching,   it happens all the time; One thing ending, another beginning, with no warning or big boom just a collection of subtleties coming together. But we hadn’t seen an ending like this  since the early days. So I hiked to the top of the mountain in the dark of the endless night expecting to say goodbye to everything I once knew.   I looked down at the village as it cradled the moon in its shadow, preserving the last of the light we would ever see.   I waited up there for what we would have called days, if night hadn’t blanketed the village for weeks. They said the sun was gone for good and it would never rise again. No longer did we call these the early days   but the end of days.   But then sure enough, there it was, the sun approaching, and now it happens all the time.

Earth Emphasis (Taurus,Virgo,Capricorn) in birth chart: Can feel claustrophobic and suffocated in dense cities/ simultaneously appreciates the comfort and ease of acquiring necessities in such places

Air Emphasis (Gemini,Libra,Aquarius) in birth chart: Experiences joy and ease with heights and flying/ Or intensely fearful and anxious of heights and during air travel