Ketamines + Felix Morel + C.m. Ruiz = The Surreal Lightness of Being Strange
Ketamines: All the Colours of Your Heart | Eleven Eleven | So Hot | Stay Awake [2013/14] â Paul Lawton seems to be living out a daydream he mightâve had as a teenager. Heâs been playing in bands for two decades, he runs a rad record label called Mammoth Cave Recording Co., and heâs become known for chucking well-spoken rocks at the machine that makes popular music. (When Lawtonâs not moonlighting, his day gig is crafting words for a Toronto-based environmental firm, and he taught media and digital culture at the University of Lethbridge before moving east.) Lawtonâs latest recording project with his longtime band Ketamines â a collectorsâ series of four 7â releases whose standalone covers form one larger, truly magnificent collage image â is evidence that heâs also diving even deeper into his own past. âAs a kid, I was really obsessed with Wacky Packages,â explains Lawton. âIf you never had Wacky Packages, youâd collect certain cards and put them together on the floor and make a bigger picture. And I was kinda OCD about it as a kid, and I would just hustle any way I could to try to raise money to buy more Wacky Packages, because otherwise I would have an incomplete picture. But at that point there were no card shops, no Internet, so you had to just keep buying packs in order to complete the collage. So this is an idea that Iâve wanted to do for years.â Lawton had considered producing a âcassingles clubâ a few years ago with another band called Myelin Sheaths, in which a run of cassette releases would assemble into one crazy-ass puzzled-together image created by his go-to cover artist (more on that creative partnership a little later). But while this four-part Ketamines release (for the sake of brevity: 4x7â) had been stewing on Lawtonâs back burner for some time, it also turned into an opportunity to find new and similarly childhood-bound collaborators.
Ketamines drummer Jesse Locke immediately suggested Felix Morel when Lawton asked him about artists to consider for the 4x7â project. âIâve been a fan of Felixâs stuff for years,â says Locke. âFelix did a cassette for this label Los Discos Enfantasmes â like, gatefold sleeve, 70s prog-rock-style art, with wizards and magic. And his own band, Panopticon Eyelids, has always had crazy art work as well â just B-movie, horror, sci-fi, kinda schlocky, with a million different images combined. I thought itâd be a perfect fit for the band and for the series, especially because it was a collect-em-all kind of thing.â
They let Morel run with the concept with only the unheard Ketamines recordings in hand. âWe gave him complete carte blanche,â says Locke. âWe just sent him the songs, and he was like âOkay, just give me a bit of time, Iâll need to listen to these and dream something up.â When he gets an idea he works really fast, but his conceptual stage is kind of what takes a while. So it took about a month, but then he latched on to these 80s Halloween costume catalogues for the art. Itâs all bizarre fake versions of Batman, Star Wars, The Lone Ranger, Elvira â but itâs like off-market Elvira and Batman. As you can see, thereâs a father and son Batman in one of the sleeves. Itâs this weird Halloween-80s-sci-fi-horror kinda concept.â
Morel collected and loved Wacky Packages (and other stuff like Garbage Pail Kids cards) as a kid too. He also liked the idea of adding to the Ketaminesâ cryptic collage aesthetic with the 4x7â project, and he âliked the songs and thought I could do them justice.â So he tapped into his pop-cultural memory bank as well. âI visualized a fake promo campaign based on the collectible movie cards from my childhood, the ones that came with a big slab of pink bubblegum,â explains Morel. âI remember in the 80s collecting the E.T. cards and trading in the schoolyard to complete the black-and-white puzzle that was on the back of the cards. So I made up a movie in my mind called âChaos Planet Rebel Forces,â which is visually inspired by the movie DĂŒnyayı Kurtaran Adam, aka Turkish Star Wars. The movie is an amazing mix-and-match of actual Star Wars scenes mixed with the budget Turkish version â total budget-pop-art-collage style. I had just found this amazing costume catalog with really cool photos and it was the perfect opportunity to use them in a collage. Space ninjas and UFOs versus amphibian aliens battleships! Collect all four!â
Morel also borrowed from other Ketamines records by incorporating black-and-white wavy swirls. While itâs unlike any other Ketamines cover, Morelâs 4x7â collage manages to hit a similar note composed by both darkness and lightness, an intermingling of sinister and playful forces. He attributes this to the collage being inspired by Turkish Star Wars and other exploitation science fiction flicks. âThey always have very basic, very defined good and bad charactersâ says Morel. âAt one point I had a set of little kid witches but I lost the evil one so I couldnât have the good-evil balance I had with all the other characters. So I filed the good witch away and forgot about that idea.â Morel admits that his contribution doesnât have anything to do with the lyrics or the band. âI usually choose the imagery based on a gut feeling I get listening to the music and for some reason the Ketamines inspired that collage.â The idea grabbed him by the belly after he discovered a seemingly picked-over costume catalogue on top of a trash can in MontrĂ©alâs Mile End district on his walk home one day.
The serendipitous find became Morelâs catalyst for building a single composition made of four separate ones. âI did the whole thing on scale, 14 inches by 14 inches. I knew from the start I had to find a big central image around which I would collage different scenes from this fake mental movie in the four corners. That way I could âeasilyâ divide them in four in the middle to have the 7â covers. I didnât know what the central image would be until I found this costume catalog in the trash. Inside I found these huge 13-inches-high pictures of women dressed as medieval princesses and I just had to add gold jewelery, half-alien faces and weapons on top of them to make them look like outer space princesses. I easily found all the rival warriors and magicians and contrasting colours, all in the same catalog. I tell you, this find really pushed the project forward big time! The fact that there was the basic B-movie sci-fi theme of good and evil planets and civilizations made the process of dividing the collage in four parts easier.â Beyond his obviously fabulous imagination, it was Morelâs âzero digitalâ process â meticulously hand-cutting and -assembling his collages with scissors, glue and tape â that had heavy appeal for both Lawton and Locke. âHe sent it to us fully completed and we thought it was amazing,â says Locke. âBetween Tumblr and the cassette world there are a lot of people doing the collage thing nowadays and mashing a bunch of different elements together. But Felix does it in such a good way.â [Scroll down for a short Q&A about Morelâs creative process.]
As if developing a four-way cover art project wasnât tricky enough, another important aspect of the series is that itâs being distributed through flourishing outposts of the countryâs garage rock community. Four Canadian labels are releasing individual Ketaminesâ 4x7â records: Torontoâs Pleasence Records, Saskatoonâs Leaning Trees Records, Mississauga, Ontarioâs Hosehead Records and Vancouverâs Mint Records. Locke says the project was largely driven by Lawtonâs massive passion for limited-edition releases made for collectors â âor for grippers, is the terminology that we like to use.â Had Lawton also been holding carte blanche, the 4x7â set might be much tougher to grip. âMy original idea got vetoed by James, who I write songs with,â explains Lawton. âI wanted the first one to be 500 copies, the second one would be 400, the third would be 300 and the last one would be 100. So itâd be almost impossible to complete the whole thing. James is really big on having the music be available to everyone â he doesnât buy into the same collector neurosis that I do.â For those of you that do share Lawtonâs neurosis, the last 7â in the series, Stay Awake, drops on February 18, 2014. Three hundred copies of each 7â were pressed.
Lawton remembers a younger version of himself hunting for records almost solely on the strength and strangeness of their covers, specifically at a store called Records on Wheels in Winnipeg in the 90s. And while the Ketamines 4x7â series certainly taps into that particular nostalgia, Lawtonâs actually aiming to hit an even deeper nerve. âEverybodyâs whole day is in front of a computer now,â says Lawton. âAnd you see images all day long, to the point where I think weâve become desensitized to images as a beautiful thing. And then when you get one of these things and you hold it in your hand, thereâs something to the evocative power of an object that takes over.â
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Ketamines: You Canât Serve Two Masters [September 2013] â Paul Lawton first started getting Carlos Ruiz to create cover art for his records about five years ago, during an unexpected shift in his already prolific stretch as a music-maker. âI was in all these other bands that were touring, and Myelin Sheaths was kind of my fun side project with these two girls who really were just learning to play instruments, and I was just learning how to play drums, and we had this other guy who was kind of just starting too,â explains Lawton. âI was in quote-unquote âgood bands,â and then I had this band that was kind of on the side where we would just make really shitty demos and put them out on the Internet, on MySpace. We got picked up by HoZac, a label out of Chicago, one of the biggest American garage labels going right now. That was in 2010, and it kind of spring-boarded us into record labels wanting to all of a sudden put out our records. I started playing in bands in 1995, so 15 years of touring and playing and everything before anybody took us seriously.â Ruiz (aka C.m.) was really into the Myelin Sheathsâ HoZac 7â, Do the Mental Twist, and he and Lawton connected through mutual friends in Vancouverâs garage-punk scene. Evidently Ruiz knew he was really going to like the bandâs follow-up record too. âHe just gave us the cover for our second single, which was out on a German garage label called Bachelor,â says Lawton. âIt was called Stackticon, which was named after a promotional Burger King-Transformers tie-in. It was this idea of a burger as a transformer that we wrote a song about. I think that single is the best thing that band did.â
Ruiz remembers hanging out with Myelin Sheaths at the Smmr Bmmr festival and just really enjoying their company. Lawton really liked Ruizâs process â using photocopied distortion rather than Photoshopping, cutting and pasting everything by hand. The materials that went into the first cover Ruiz made for Lawton [above] give a nice snapshot of his style. âThe girl in the center is from a picture of all these teens at a indoor pool in the 50s and to her right was a young boy laughing, so thatâs why she looks so happy â I imagine he told her a joke or is flirting with her or something,â says Ruiz. âThe bottom half is of a lake covered in lily pads printed on green paper instead of white, and the top is just Xerox noise. I hand-cut the lettering and the back is right out of my sketchbook, of the girl who is my model of all my Fungi Girl pieces â when she was like 17 or something. I donât really remember what Paul and I working together that first time was like, but I imagine it was good for us to work together so much since.â The result was most definitely good for Lawton. âI absolutely loved that,â he says. âTo this day, I think itâs the standard I hold that guy to.â
Ruizâs disquieting female figures became a signature on Lawtonâs records in 2010 (and theyâve anchored the Ketamines brand ever since). He made the cover for a release with another of Lawtonâs music projects, the Radiansâ Iran 7â [above], in early summer. Then another trippy lady became the emblem on the Myelin Sheathsâ full-length record, Get On Your Nerves, released that October. âItâs a woman who he photocopied to obscurity and then drew weird squiggles all over her,â explains Lawton. âIn the first version she was just standing tall on the thing and he didnât like that, so he clipped the bottom half and then repeated it on the top, to kind of give the illusion of it coming down like a filmstrip. We used that image for T-shirts and everything. Everything weâve done with Carlos kind of begets itself to other merch things because theyâre distinctive and unique, and simple enough to transfer.â
Ruiz says the cover of the Myelin Sheaths full-length is probably still his favourite collaboration with Lawton. âI was in Copenhagen and wandering around alone thinking that I needed to get this cover done for Paul,â recalls Ruiz. âSo I was going down weird little streets until I found this place with the crappiest Xerox machines and the guy only spoke German and I made the basis for this cover there. For some reason the Xerox machine kept printing track lines all over the images. For reference on how crappy the Xerox machine was, I also made this...â
Myelin Sheaths disbanded about a month after Get On Your Nerves dropped. Lawton says the split âwas really disappointing,â but that it allowed him an opportunity to shift gears. âIâd been doing Ketamines with James Leroy since the late 90s, we had changed the name from James Leroy around 2010,â he recalls. âWe were just making records in our garage and James has a lot of health issues so we didnât ever really push it, but every year weâd make a new record and just never give it to anybody, so we had this stockpile from the last 13 years that was just sitting there. After I saw the writing on the wall that Myelin Sheaths was done, I really started pushing this Ketamines project.â
Lawton enlisted Ruiz to make two covers [above â the official release, plus another version for a limited release] for the Ketaminesâ HoZac 7â, which came out in September 2011. The imageâs lightness with a dark side â evil eyes without pupils, but surrounded by colours and bubbles â also began to reveal how deeply their sensibilities overlapped. âFor a long time, we would describe Ketamines as bubble-gum-psych-pop, and I think Carlosâ artistic vision is very psychedelic but still poppy, too,â explains Lawton. âEven the way that he free-hands everything, thereâs a levity to his design â if youâre working with a designer whoâs doing everything in Photoshop, for example, I find thereâs a sterility to it a lot of the time. There are no errors; everything is perfect. Nothing in Carlosâ work is symmetrical, nothing is even. And itâs kind of haphazard, but in a really beautiful way. It looks like a human being did this, and you can tell something about that person. âThere have been debates in the band whether we should start moving away from Carlos, and Iâve always resisted it because everything he gives me, my reactions are always the same. At first Iâm like, âOh man, I donât know about this,â and then Iâll look at it more and I get more and more excited about it. And when I get them in the mail â I remember getting the Spaced Out LP in the mail, and having really hated it on the computer, but seeing it in that 12-inch vinyl format, it just comes to life in this really unique way.â
Lawton has learned to stay out of the way after he asks Ruiz to create something. âIâve looked at his portfolio in the past and told him something I really like that he did. But then he kind of spaces out and does whatever heâs going to do anyway.â That said, Lawton finds Ruiz really easy to work with and appreciates the mystery of his process â âI feel like the more I tried to direct him, the worse it would be.â Thereâs also an inherent trust and appreciation that comes from having mutual friends and momentum, as well as working with and admiring a similar subculture of musicians. âI like it because Iâm not just trying to work with someone who doesnât really care about me or my band, and is just taking it on as a job â Carlos really gets the music and what weâre doing,â says Lawton. âOur trajectories have also been very similar. We both have been doing stuff for a long time and then things started to catch on at roughly the same time.â Through the small deluge of Ketamines record art, show posters and other merch items that Ruiz has adorned over the last few years, originality has remained a priority. When Ruiz set about developing cover art for the bandâs 2013 LP, You Canât Serve Two Masters, his main aim was to make sure it didnât look like anything else heâd done for the band.
âI donât think I actively tried to reflect too deep of a meaning into it, though I was listening to the songs as I often do to get the right vibe,â says Ruiz. âAll I think I was really trying is to do was a face on a record cover, but have it be unrecognizable. That and maybe trying to show that it wasnât recognizable even if she was looking in the mirror because she was so effed on drugs. Basically a drugged-out cutie.â In retrospect, Ruizâs favourite thing about this latest Ketamines cover girl comes from the textural detail surrounding her. âI like that even though I donât really know how to use computers, I successfully scanned it well enough that it looks like scraps of paper hanging on the cover,â says Ruiz. Lawton sees a stronger link with the spirit of these particular songs, both in the paper scraps and the drug-out cutieâs mug. âThereâs a duality to it, which is in a way kind of sinister,â he says. âBut the way that itâs all cut up and thrown about, itâs just like, thereâs nothing serious about it. He definitely has that sense of playfulness. And especially in the way it says You Canât Serve Two Masters, itâs just him free-handing with a sharpie. Thereâs no attention to font, itâs not overly designed, itâs just like, âIâm gonna cut this shit up and stick it back together and thatâs what it is.â I think it works with the title and the theme of the record, which is kind of the about the impossibility of living competing lives.â
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Qs & As with C.m. Ruiz
LPWTFÂ Where does your artistic vision or style come from? CmRÂ âIf you looked at some of my early work, I was drawing all of my posters. And a lot of them were based on illustration I saw what worked on gigposters, then it turned my illustrations into more of a 60s psychedelia sort of vibe. Then one day Brian Standeford asked if I would be interested in him doing an image and me doing the lettering for a poster since I was getting more into that element of posters. He taught me how to use the different settings for Xerox machines and what kind of output you could produce with subtle tricks. And then I started getting into Xerox-only design. I found a lot of inspiration in those old rock posters but also old punk fliers and tried to mix it with modern print design that I thought looked cool and worked well. I was doing two to five free posters a week when I was 18, 19 and 20, so I had a lot of practice.â
LPWTFÂ Why no Photoshop? What do you enjoy about how you work? CmRÂ âI donât have a computer and doing it by hand seems like more of a science to me. Itâs tangible and I can make it do whatever I want rather than Filter>Sharpen>Sharpen Edges or something. Itâs just easier to wrap my head around and at this point itâs becoming a dying art that Iâm glad to still be actively doing.â
LPWTFÂ Given your affinity for imperfection, what feels as close to perfect as you get in your work? CmRÂ âI donât think Iâve ever really gotten anything perfect before. With my art though there are tons of instances where I really love the accidental scuzz marks and dirty fuzziness left by the Xerox machines or sharpie bleed-through. I have personal favorites but I do a lot of art for a lot of different clients, so there may be too many realms for me to choose just one.â
LPWTFÂ Where and how do you like to hunt for collage materials? CmRÂ âI canât really find what I use in thrift stores, but sometimes antique shops will have cool old girly mags. A really reliable source is flea markets. When people just bring tons of old crap they want to get rid of, you can find some real gems in the piles of publications. One of the shops I go to in Seattle whenever I have some money is this place in Pioneer Square. You have to go under a guitar shop and then you get to this antique store with really low ceilings â and they have a lot of old Seattle memorabilia. But in this tiny back room they have a bunch of nudist magazines and WWII-era girly magazines. The room is separated by gay and straight magazines but there are a lot more hard cocks on the walls. Itâs a pretty cool shop.â
LPWTFÂ Where do you go to create? CmRÂ âUnfortunately I have to go to Kinkos sometimes because there are a few by my house, but in the last four years theyâve gotten super expensive and their machines are all digital so I try to avoid it. I used to go to this place called CK Graphics since they were .04 cents a copy and they had machines from the late 80âs and early 90âs â that was the perfect look. But they closed after the owner retired in January 2013, so now I like to go to a place called Rams Copy, which has those same machines for .06 cents a copy and it has computers so I can scan stuff and email it to people when itâs done. In a healthy sitting I will usually go there for about four hours and in that time do something like two posters, a record cover and often Iâm working on some sort of other project like an illustration that I can finish alongside those other things.â
LPWTFÂ Whatâs on your cutting room floor? CmRÂ âThereâs always stuff that I do when Iâm trying to warm up that just ends up in the rubbish bin. Itâs always kinda crappy. If there is something but itâs not quite right, but the image is really great, I will kinda just bank it for awhile and some time in the future come back to it and see if now I know how to use it properly. Thatâs why even though I get rid of those drafts, I donât toss out my magazines.â
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Qs & As with Felix Morel
LPWTFÂ Where does your artistic vision or style come from? FMÂ âI donât know if I have a âvisionâ for my art but I know my aesthetic comes from my childhood, stuff I took for granted at the time but now realize are pretty cool and entrenched in me â pop culture stuff like airbrush art, early computer art, toy packaging, B-movie and science-fiction art and tropes, new age and visionary art. I mix these influences with more highbrow art and concepts such as pop art, surrealism and dada, punk and metal imagery, trance states, optical illusions.â
LPWTFÂ Why no Photoshop? What do you enjoy about how you work? FMÂ âWell, I am not very good at the computer and Photoshop in particular, so I find it very funny when people tell me I make very good Photoshop collages. I actually take it as a complimentâ mission accomplished! I like to keep it old-school: paper, scissors, glue, some paint and sharpie pen when I need to hide something. Bringing a computer in the collage process kinds of defeat the handmade optical illusions I want to achieve. It becomes too easy and loses some of its power. Thatâs why it can take me a while before I am done on a piece, because there is no random shit and no computer cheating.â
LPWTFÂ Given your affinity for imperfection, what feels as close to perfect as you get in your work? FMÂ âMy Bataille Solaire self-titled cassette cover [above] is 95 per cent perfect. It feels almost perfect because I was able to do it just the way I had envisioned it in my head. I wanted to do a really simple collage using only stock images but have it look like a new age occult paperback. The poison glass skull bottle on a mirror comes from a collectorsâ encyclopedia book I have, I think, but pretty much the whole thing comes from 90s stock image catalogs. I wish I had put the right side aura face with red lighting bolt a bit more centered, but at the same time itâs the obvious move to do for me, placing the elements symmetrically for easy composition. So yeah, I am really proud of that Bataille Solaire collage â itâs really small too, like 2â by 5â. I am also very proud of Blood From The Tigerâs Womb, the collage I made for Bataille Solaireâs second tape, Documentaires [below]. That said, I usually work on a collage until I find it perfect so I could probably name a bunch I feel are perfect. I donât do many collages either, so I donât have a pile of mediocre ones I donât show to people.â
LPWTFÂ Where and how do you like to hunt for collage materials? FMÂ âI do a weekly round of various pawn shops and charity stores for useful books and magazines. I also have a pretty big archive of books, magazines, photocopies of patterns and colored paper to chose from, all indexed by subject for easy finding. I also pick up anything useful in the trash and recycling bins when I can. I did an insert for The Unireverse LP around a Vachon Christmas Log Cake packaging I found in the middle of the street.â
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All images by Felix Morel & C.M. Ruiz. Story by Eric Rumble. Track down Ketamines records via Bandcamp.
Postscript: I'm putting LPWTF on indefinite hiatus after this post. I haven't been able to devote much time to it for most of the last couple of years, and I'm spending so much time on a computer at my day gig that I need to start finding excuses not to pour more of myself into a screen at home. So I'm gonna dig into my LPs instead of their hidden stories. For now, anyway. Many thanks for your eyeballs.











