Casually suicidal

Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness

me when I show signs of my diagnosis: What the fuck what is this

So exhausted and burnt out from this thing called life

I will never make it anywhere. Why do i even still try or care? Im a failiure and always will be and that cant change. I was born a failiure and forever will stay one no matter how hard i try

Clean, but it’s the first thought that comes to mind when something goes wrong.

they say you can't pour from an empty cup but i've been doing it my whole life and aside from all of these mysterious ailments it's working out great for me

telling someone 'try turning it off and on again' is just telling them to let it die for a second and see if that helps and honestly that's the most relatable advice in existence

It’s always “you’re su*cidal!” just because you don’t want to be here anymore and never “I get it. being alive as a human on this timeline is exhausting in a way sleep doesn’t cure and it’s the greatest scam in history.”

i hate people and i hate work and i hate school and i hate my brain and my body and i wish it would all stop being so bad for five fucking seconds so i could catch my breath but no. it used to be a silly joke. "haha, the grind never stops." but it never stops and i can't get out because it would be like jumping out of a car barrelling down the highway. i don't think i'll ever get to stop and rest until it's too late.