i am simply not there

when you remember nobody in your life is like them so you gotta hold back your actual weird personality because nobody got that same energy 😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀🔫🔫🔫🔫(Kms)

i miss your voice

fuck him

bruh. HAHAHSHSH ppl be like i can handle ur bpd and then switch up and call u the problem after reasurring u werent the problem. fml

i stare at you trying to recognize if this is truth or not. is this actual? am i ultimately loose from the things that held me down considering that early formative years? am i loose from annoying damage? all of difficult paintings i positioned into normal obligations ordinary but although no longer feeling right enough, is it properly well worth it? you are making it appear worth it. as i begin to subsequently agree with and characteristic something to present me reassurance again. may want to this be it? the future? it seems amazing, don’t worry. please don’t give up on me as i am going to provide you my everything.

i need to stop expecting an apology from the people i love/loved who’ve hurt me.

being the sweet and hard working person everyone knows but the violent and ill person who doesnt eat behind everyones back

when ur “i wanna kms” and “i want to live to suffer” the next minute