𝘓𝘰𝘵𝘶𝘴

I really just want to be seen. I want the world to see how angry I am, how fucking much it has hurt me. I am so vulnerable and people have done terrible things to me. I want to feel lighter, get skinny and just be free.

I hope I remember this when I feel tempted

Something about being so thin and sickly that people would actually care and worry about me makes me feel this is worth it. But at the same time, I need for my mum to never notice I'm getting sick, I can't let her down. ♡`

I love how you guys only see my best selfies like no I don't look like that every day I'm a fat greasy bitch with mental problems

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