Unmasking Me

There are times when deep involvement in a child’s life crosses an invisible line- when care begins to blur into attachment, and the desire to support begins to mirror control. I recently found myself at that threshold, heavily invested in my son’s journey in hockey to the point where I could feel my own vibrational alignment slipping. I was no longer anchored in faith, but in fear. I was descending into desperation, clinging to an identity I’ve spent months evolving beyond.

In trying to create success for him, I was unknowingly sabotaging it. My energy was speaking louder than my words, and it was transmitting worry and doubt, not confidence.

One morning, I turned to journaling as a way to unpack the inner turmoil. What began as a routine practice to process my thoughts became something far more sacred: a dialogue with God. Not metaphorically, but through a stream of words and wisdom that felt divinely guided. It wasn’t my voice on the page- it was His.

What came through was a clear and powerful reminder: he {my son} will create his own life. His outcomes, his experiences, his manifestations- they will all be a reflection of his own vibration. And as someone he still looks to for guidance, validation, and self-understanding, my beliefs about him matter. Deeply.

If I continue to project doubt, fear, or the belief that he must change in order to be enough, he will internalize and mirror that energy. But if I choose instead to see him as confident, capable, worthy, and magnetic, I offer him something far more valuable: the belief that he is already enough. My frequency becomes his model.

The shift begins with me. I realized I had to return to speaking more about his courage and effort, rather than his hesitation or falters. To reflect on his moments of boldness, not his moments of self-doubt. If I want to raise a confident, joyful athlete- I must first believe that’s exactly who he already is.

In that same dialogue, I asked, "Where do I even begin?" The answer was simple: Begin where love begins.

See him as the radiant soul that he is. Nurture him like the seedling he’s still becoming. Offer sunlight, not shade. Remember the version of him who was smaller, newer to life, and approach him with that same gentleness and awe. Praise the small wins. Celebrate the simple joys. Hold his hand through both triumph and trial. And let go of the grip on outcomes- on timelines, teams, or expectations. None of it needs to happen in one specific way.

The message was clear: reclaim joy. In hockey. In parenting. In life.

Return to love. Return to faith. Return to joy. Return to knowing.

Stay as HER. Would the version of you who lives in highest alignment- your truest, most divine self- be afraid or worried? No. She wouldn’t. Fear ends now.

I release the grip of needing it to go a certain way. I release the story that says I need to make it happen.

Letting go of the how. Letting go of the when. Detaching from the outcome altogether is one of the most challenging components of manifestation and the law of attraction. Practicing surrender and let/learning to relinquish control can appear daunting, but I challenge you to change that belief and know it is very possible.

To do this (surrender and let) it will mean you must submit and resign yourself to the idea that you aren’t alone. That life doesn’t need to be a survival of the fittest mentality that you wear as a shield in some outdated showing of bravado. That there is a higher power at play and that power is working with you in every step of your journey. This concept alone is enough to disconcert many people as it requires you to accept there is indeed power in the unseen. Whether that power is called God, the Universe, Source, spirit guides, your higher self… whatever- it all means the same and it’s all unseen.

On the flip side, how beautiful and freeing it is to consider that we don’t need to trudge on through the trenches of life alone. That our guides, angels, higher self, Source, God, or the Universe is right there with us, acting as both friend and family, mentor, and personal genie. To allow God to take the reins is to ease yourself of a burden you didn’t even realize you were carrying. It’s to cast all fear, doubt, and worry aside and instead bask in the warmth of joy, peace, and serenity.

So as hard as it may seem… let go. Change this belief, loosen your grip, toss the reins, step back, and allow spirit to lead. Follow the whispers of its guidance, act in the wisdom of its nudges, and go forth in an attachment of faith. Know you are part of the divine and the divine is moving Heaven and Earth to bring that which will most serve you and aligns with your greatest good and higher self.

Faith is to your life what momentum is to a bicycle.

For a bicycle to go from a stationary object to a mode of transportation you simply need to hop on the seat, put your feet on the pedals, hands on the handlebars, and trust that your body can balance the bike while in motion. You do this without much conscious thought while simultaneously pedaling your feet to create the momentum needed that propels you forward. The harder you pedal the faster you accelerate; the more wind you feel in your hair as your soul gets closer and closer to that sensation of freedom.

          This analogy is to compare that of riding a bicycle to that of integrating faith as a driving force into your life. The more you invest into feeling and feeding your faith, the more momentum you give it. This faith then propels you forward faster toward your destination (your desires fulfilled) and in the process, sets you free. It releases you from burden and strain, and instead instills sensations of joy, adrenaline, and excitement as you develop your own freedom.

Hold firm in your faith. Give it the momentum it needs to allow you to propel forward faster, and ascend higher, to the place where all your wishes and desires become your new external reality.

  The call to let go and surrender is an art form of spiritual ascent. It requires you to take a step back, a motion we usually equate with defeat or failure, and stand firm in an act of committed faith.  Although this may sound quite simple, it does take a bit of discipline to train your mind to seek God first while also releasing the ego from its self-appointed role as sovereign. However, once achieved, your life transforms from a state of mechanical tension to spiritual flow which opens you to receive the gifts from Source of which you had once asked.

            Your responsibilities in the art of surrendering include taking inspired action (which is like the mechanical action that comes after an intuitive hit from within and not derived from a need to manipulate or control) and living from a place of authentic knowing and integrity. It is here you know, without a doubt, that your questions have been answered, your wishes fulfilled, your purpose and path clear.

            So, what then are not your responsibilities?

The “how” and the “when”.

            When you try to take over these responsibilities from Source you are no longer acting in an energy of faith or surrender. You’re attempting to control the situation with a white-knuckled grip or manipulate the 3D to find the answers you want and the wishes you desire. It is to swim against the current of life and thus will lead to feelings of stress, tension, obstinance, and a separation from spirit. Similarly, it misaligns you from the vibrational energy of already having what you want and living through that version of yourself. Instead, you end up wafting an aroma of desperation toward Source… an underlying vibration of ‘lack’.

There is beauty in the surrender. There is peace in its presence. There is power through flow.

            Allow yourself to connect with God and know that Source energy is already within you and all around you… guiding you… readily and willingly there to serve you in your quest of fulfilling your soul’s purpose and elevating you to the next level of your highest good. It wants this for you. God wants you to experience all levels and instances of wealth, prosperity, and abundance. You just need to still your body. Calm your heart. Slow your pulse… and surrender.

Allow the Universe to fulfill its role in creation while you focus on yours.

Live a life of joy NOW.

Live a life of optimism and love, NOW.

Live life from a place of certainty and knowing, and listen for the whispers of inspiration.

Respond in faith to intuition.

Relinquish controlling impulses from the ego.

Release all narrow-minded parameters of how you believe things will manifest… the way in which you will receive your answers, to include the timeline of receivership.

Abandon any negative thoughts of lack, doubt, fear, or limitation.

Don’t give up on God and He will show you just how great and powerful He is.

“For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.”  (Matthew 17: 20-21)

To live in a state of flow is to experience a masterpiece in the creation and amplification of your faith, your trust, and your ability to live life in joyful expectation.

Let go... and Let God.  Have faith in Him… and have faith in yourself.

                I’ve been very invested in FAITH lately and the idea of faith. I find the definition of faith to be inspiring, beautiful, and calming. The idea that you can just 'let go and let God' inspires me. In essence, the feeling that you don’t need to carry any worry, struggle, strife, tension, etc. on your shoulders or feel burdened or alone. You can release the darkness and struggles of life and find peace in the knowing that everything is working out exactly as you wish because you have God in you and all around you.

The book, God Works Through Faith by Dr. Robert A. Russell is quickly becoming one of my favourite reads. I’ve really discovered that although I thought I’ve always been good at having faith, I’m not too confident that it was true faith. To have faith is to KNOW that everything is going to be ok so there’s no need to get all worked up, anxious, upset, angry, depressed, scared, etc.  

To have faith means you understand that faith differs from hope.

To have hope or be in a state of hoping subconsciously implies that you think something COULD happen, or that it might happen… maybe... if you’re lucky. It leaves you still in a vibrational state of uncertainty and unease as you eagerly await the results, or as you carry out the actions. It’s the idea of crossing your fingers and toes and simply wishing/ praying that something happens. It implies an attached need to the desired outcome, vs. a detached want. To hope is like putting your desired outcome into the hands of another person, a material, or a physical form of some sort and relinquishing all your own divine power.

Faith, on the other hand, implies a knowing that something WILL happen. When you have faith, you are indifferent to the current circumstances or observations that are all around you in your physical reality because they are irrelevant to your truth. To have faith, you don’t need to cross your fingers because the outcome you desire has already happened in another dimension. As such, you continue to go about your day as if your physical world already matches your certainty that the wish is fulfilled. Faith comes from a place of detachment because to be attached sends a vibrational energy of “not already having” or lack. If that’s your energetic equivalent then you’re not in a state of faith that it’s already done, even if you can’t yet see it.  To hold faith is to trust in an unseen force and know that Source is responding to your higher-level vibration to bring you everything you desire in divine timing.

                The Universe WANTS to give you everything you desire to live a life of grandiosity. However, to bring into the physical everything that you've imagine to be true for you can take time. There are a lot of puzzle pieces to be moved and dominos to line up to bring your wish into your reality. Sadly, many people grow too impatient in the waiting for this and give up thinking that what they “hoped” for isn’t coming. With this their energy changes. They feel lack, they feel limitation, they feel doubt. They feel fear, anger and disappointment and when these feelings creep in- POOF! The magic dissipates right in its tracks because you’re no longer a vibrational match to the very thing you asked for.  When you have faith, you know the Universe is always working to show you everything you've asked for and you are indifferent to the time it takes (you’re not attached to this), or the way in which it is delivered (the how). You don’t feel a need for it to happen (need= an energy of desperation which comes from a feeling of lack), but instead a pure want.

Faith is belief in action. Faith is a knowing that you are not alone and are being protected, cared for, and guided. Faith is to let go and let God.  

Kathleen’s famous phrase she ends all her podcasts with is “the limit does not exist”. Let’s ponder this idea for a moment. We have spent our entire lives trusting in the limit… pushing ourselves to the limit… creating our goals, dreams, and ambitions in a limited box because we were told they needed to be realistic and attainable, and now she comes in and basically says, “No- your goal of 10K per month is too small. Think bigger, think as big as you can, THAT’S your goal.” 50k? 100k? 500k? 1 million??? Doable. Easy. 100% attainable and can be done with ease. Yes, without working harder. In fact, from working less. Like…. Mind. Blowing.

                As a collective, why did we even decide that life should be limited if some of the greatest teachers of humanity told us otherwise right from the get-go? Hello, Jesus! I have spent my whole life with a predisposition to limit my hopes, dreams, aspirations, goals, abilities, etc. and the idea of the limit not existing is, quite frankly, liberating!

WHAT IF I could leave my current job by September and make even more money than I’m currently earning through the vessel of teaching? What IF I could make 50k in a month within the next 6 and do it effortlessly and continuously? What IF she’s 100% right and all I need to do is believe it’s possible and available to me and completely change and re-program my limiting beliefs and subconscious mind.

Wouldn’t that be worth the try?

Wouldn’t that be worth jumping in with both feet if it meant I could live my dream life sooner and more abundantly than I ever previously imagined possible? Why aren’t more people curious about the efficacy of LOA done right and thus willing to try? Are we THAT shackled to ego that we as a species are unwilling to even believe, let alone suggest, there’s a greater unseen power at play in our world? A spiritual force that dwells inside of each and every one of us as well as all around. That we are creators, a part of the almighty, and were put on earth not to suffer like some may suggest, but to prosper and live well? Why has it taken me 39 years of my life to question so many things I was once told and just readily accepted without question? Things that in truth, kind of suck. Was I more afraid of the success I would have if it all worked? Or the judgment I was afraid I’d receive if I even tried. Truthfully, it was probably the latter.

         Why are we so beholden to physical proof? Needing to see things with our very eyes or hold things with our very hands to believe something true or possible. Going back to my childhood-living fantasy, why is it a rite of passage into adulthood to give up all our steadfast beliefs in the unseen? Society: “ahh, you don’t believe in Santa anymore? You must be all grown up now!” Like it’s some kind of positive step in the right direction to stop believing. Like, wait… what? Santa is real, bud. Maybe not in the sense of the jolly old man in the big red suit who comes down the chimney leaving presents for children all over the world, but in the spiritual sense that Santa represents the spirit of giving and kindness, without any expectation to receive. That Santa, in essence, is the embodiment of Jesus Christ, which is why, no coincidences here, the two coexist on the same holiday.

Perhaps a shift in perception is all we need to see just how limitless life is. Perhaps, my higher self, or Source, or my spirit guides and angels are all jumping up and down right now clapping their hands in utter excitement because I’ve found my ah-ha moment and am now open to experiencing just how limitless the world is. What a beautiful thought and by golly, I believe this is true! If vibrational feeling and believing is the secret sauce to the recipe of LOA and manifestation, then I suppose doubt and criticism are the curdled milk that sour it. As for me, I crave the idea of a delectable life.

My eyes, heart, and mind are open to changing and challenging all my previous beliefs in the anticipation of living a limitless life full of extraordinary wonders and occurrences.

Today has been the Monday-est of Mondays I’ve had in a while.  A kid in tears at before school drop off because I forgot to pack his special markers, a whole thermos of coffee leaked into my bag destroying the overall appearance and some functionality of my prized notebooks and agenda (not to mention then I also didn’t have a coffee to drink), my computer had stopped working for a bit then eventually started working again, I dribbled coffee down my new, pretty shirt, and all around me my colleagues were on edge due to some shake-ups in teaching assignments for next year.  The most interesting part, is that after my son was so sad about the markers and I felt so sad he was so disappointed, all I wanted to do was go home and get the markers and bring them back to him, but due to time… I dismissed the urge. I even conversed with myself that millionaire Me would go get his markers because she always had the time to give to her kids due to the freedom in her scheduling. Instead, I couldn’t shake the time I’d arrive at and the feeling that would ignite within me and decided against it. So, I messaged my husband to see if I could influence him to drop the markers off (which, for the record… I totally did! I didn’t ask him out right or even suggest that he should, but he was influenced enough by my words and feelings to decide for himself he should drop them off on his way into the city for his meeting. Clearly, I Am an Influencer.)

            One thing I am becoming aware of as I go through this program is that I am the creator of my days and that contrast is always experienced before I leap. Today was created from a previous day and tomorrow will be created by today’s thoughts, and I certainly do not want a repeat of today. So, I decided to change my focus to only think of the good. One by one, no matter how big or small, significant or insignificant, I started to list all the things that were going RIGHT. It worked. I shifted.

            God’s plan- the Universes’ puzzle piecing in action. Things going wrong must be a divine way of re-arranging the puzzle pieces so things can go right for me, and I can receive what I want. Ooooh. I like that. I always get what I want. The ego can try to persuade me things aren’t going my way, but I’m not falling for that way of thinking anymore. What greatness is going to come out of today? My guess, something awesome is going to happen asap. Something so utterly amazing and uplifting that I will feel like the million bucks that I am worthy of afterwards.

When you already have manifested your dreams, what does it feel like? What do you feel like? How is your life and the lives of the people around you impacted for the better?

What is the overall tone of your life?

     How I see it, what you want to focus about to bring about is the overall tone you'll be transmitting once your desires are manifested into the 3D world. For most of us, our current tone (or vibration) isn’t aligned with the one that we will experience as the result of all of our dreams, goals and wishes being fulfilled. Instead, if you really examine this overall tone, it’s likely one of hurriedness… stress… lack… worry… limitation… doubt… fear… anxiety… dread… depression… pessimism… heaviness… etc.  But, if we live and feel from the end… live and feel from the place of everything already being ours- our financial, living, personal, professional, social, health circumstances all the best of everything we have ever imagine in the mind, then what would be the overall tone of our lives? My guess is it would be something like peace… calm… joy… ease… flow… fun… lightness… excitement… optimism… gratitude… love… to name a few.

     So, living from the end, to manifest into the 3D everything you imagine through your visualizations and dreams, means you already know you know that it is done! It has already been created. Your only job is to hold the faith- and remember... faith is not hope. As Dr. Robert Russell says, “hope says that it could happen, or it might happen. Faith says that it will happen”. Moving away from “possibility” into the realm of “inevitability”- and be a vibrational match, which means to match the exact same energy and overall tone of how you will feel when everything has manifested into the now. That’s not to say there are no actions and intuitive moves you need to make along the way. It’s also not to say that you will not experience contrast in your journey (which happens before you leap so honestly, this should excite, not upset you), because you DO need to take inspired action to help Source bring into fruition what you desire. However, during the actions… during the contrast you still need to remain in a space...a tone, a vibration, an energy... that MATCHES the frequency of that which you will feel once you can see, touch, smell, etc. your desires manifested here in the present 3D.

     Do not let anger or judgement lower your mood. Send love and light. Do not allow people to influence your decisions back to a lower version of yourself. Instead, preach love and light. Do not allow criticisms of yourself to interrupt, overtake, or diminish your self-love. Instead, fill your heart with love and light. Do not allow yourself to feel unproductive emotions such as guilt or shame. Let it go… and breathe in love and light to move forward.

          The simple life. The simplicity, the freedom, the ability to just to ride carefree down a dirt road with the sun’s light reflecting off the trees & God’s beauty all around. Wind in your hair, a smile from ear to ear, joy filling your soul as you’re present in the moment with the people you love most. A time and space where nothing else in the world matters but living in the moment itself.  

I truly believe that this space, at the core, is where we all yearn to live from; a space of carefree living, but as we become adults, we start to believe that this way of life isn’t available to us anymore. That it’s make-believe or a magical wish. A thought, or an idea as beautiful, but as non-concrete as a child’s view of Santa Claus. We think carefree, simple living equates to earning little to no money, being lazy, a drifter or a deadbeat. That we somehow wouldn’t be worthy anymore. But what if that “simple” carefree life we yearn so much for IS one that can coexist in the same space as wealth, abundance, success, and flow… and in our adult years to boot? Wouldn’t we all shout a resounding “Hallelujah!”?

Lonely nights Those days that passed us by Pictures fill my mind Of all I left behind

          To me, these lyrics perfectly describe what most of us feel is the journey from childhood to adolescence; from young adults to the epitome of what we view as adulthood. In essence, it feels like we left it all behind- the magic, the spark, the joy, and the ability to live in the present, truly feeling joy at the simplest of things. A life that allows us to live without worry or financial strain; to dance, spin, and sing like no one is ever watching or, even worse, judging your every movement waiting to witness failure. A life that allows you to giggle with your friends on the grass bed of the earth’s crust as tears streak your cheeks to the point you can no longer catch your breath. To swing so high into the sky you feel like if you reach out you could touch the sun. To just run in any direction you choose, and to any location you please, simply because it feels so good to move your body in this manner.

          But the truth is, what if you didn’t have to leave it all behind as you transition into what our society has set you to believe is the meaning of adulthood? (Are you even an adult if you’re not angry at politicians, cursing about the weather and the driver in front of you, or stressed about being late, not making enough money to pay the bills and no longer having the time or energy for fun?) But… What if, just WHAT IF someone told you that you CAN have it all?? The abundance, the wealth, the health, the energy and vitality… the freedom… AND come back to the place, space, and vibrational energy of that from which you were a child? To be back in those days you thought you had all but once left behind.  

          I’m here to tell you that You CAN live a life of spiritual flow, ease, freedom, abundance, health, joy, success, adventure, & “simplicity”. A life filled with anything you desire! If you choose to believe and hold onto this one thought… “but, I’ll be back, sometime” ... then you, my friend, have taken the initial step in activating your faith that you CAN and WILL live a life of child-like bliss yet again: but this time in your adult body.

You simply need to believe it to be true, desire it, and have faith in the inevitably. Feel your desire, take the inspired actions necessary to bring it about, and then embody the feelings, actions, and thoughts you will internalize once you have achieved this level of living. Then, sit back and bask in the ease & grace of knowing it’s already done while staying firm in your faith.

Take that deep breath your adult soul so desperately craves, and still your mind for a moment. Look to the light; to the sun, to the clouds. Feel the collective energy of this magnificent earth and allow God to surge through your mind, body and heart center. Breathe.... Smile…. Hopscotch down the sidewalk… and know….  You’ll be back.

Ooh I left it all behind Ooh That simple life of mine Ooh I left it all behind Ooh

But I'll be back sometime.

        It’s 10:08 pm and what I really want to do is meditate and read my book before turning in, but I cannot resist the nudge from within to journal about a strong feeling I have right now instead. What is this feeling? It is one of love.

        Usually, on this journey and for whatever reason, love is not something I really mention a whole lot. I’m not sure if that’s because I already feel like I have an abundance of love in my life and don’t need to highly focus my attention on it, or if it’s become I’m sub-consciously trying to ignore it because I am still wishy-washy on the idea of love as being an integral part of this process.

        Either way, love is what I feel at this moment and it’s toward something so unexpected, something so previously inconceivable or unnoticed. It’s toward myself. I love myself. I really do. I don’t know if it’s all the learning material sinking in or if it’s from the Reiki session I had today, but since late afternoon I have had a beautiful, overwhelming sense of love toward myself. I love spending time with myself. It’s not that I’m tired of other people and want to be alone or need space. It’s not that I’m overwhelmed with life and just need room to breathe. It’s that I genuinely just love myself so much that I enjoy being in the presence of myself, learning from and about myself, journaling to myself, that I want to do it more and more and more. I do love and am passionate about the topics under study through the program- without a doubt this is true and was the initial push factor in me wanting to spend time alone. I wanted to learn and absorb, and I felt enjoyment learning the material. However, as we have moved along, it’s no longer just about me wanting to spend time learning more about those topics… it’s about me wanting to spend more time learning about myself!

        What a peculiar, but so obvious thought that one could actually enjoy the company of one’s self! A previous version of me never could have believed that statement to be true, let alone a possible reality. I used to dread being alone. There, I was stuck with my thoughts and my musings about life, love, and uncomfortable emotions. So, I would constantly surround myself with other people, particularly my sister. These times were beautiful moments with lasting memories made with her, so I do not regret a single moment of this time, but I also can readily bid adieu to that girl with an open heart as this current version of me is way more expansive and involved. This very current version of me Is more in tune with herself and what she loves and wants in her life, building more and more clarity with each passing day.

What a privilege it is to be able to get outside and walk. It’s the middle of spring, the sun is shining, the wind is cool and crisp, but also refreshing and invigorating. The birds are chirping as they search for worms, and all around you, you view growth. Growth in the trees, the grass, and the flowers. Growth in the faith that more beautiful days are on the horizon. Growth in the children as you remember how much littler they seemed in the fall and early winter as you pull out the clothes for the upcoming season. My growth this season can be found within me. For the first time in as long as I can remember, I feel like I’m changing for the better- a change that is all encompassing and encouraging; a growth into who I am at a sub-conscious level and at my core. This growth brings about feelings of newness, excitement, anticipation, peace, and desire. Feelings that things will never again be how they were or are, and that this is without a doubt a GOOD thing. I used to fear the idea of transformation. It made me feel like it meant that I needed to work on myself because I wasn’t already good enough, when really, it’s the complete opposite. I’m so damn good and wonderful, I’m transforming my mind and my life around me into something that serves me, aligns with my greatness, and brings me to a place of what I deserve and desire. Transformation is a good thing. To transform myself is to mold and shape all that I already have inside of me into something outwardly powerful, mighty, and all-consuming. It is to have faith that I already possess within me everything I need to lead an extraordinary life. Afterall, isn’t that the premise of the Transformer action figures? Optimus Prime is always Optimus Prime, even when he’s a simple transport truck. He doesn’t need to become a new “person” to transform into his alternate identity, he simply needs to access the truck he already is, believe he can become something bigger and more powerful, and act on that belief to take on the persona of Optimus Prime. The truck and Optimus Prime are one and the same. He has all the tools he needs already within him when he transforms, and that’s the same as me. I already possess everything I will ever need; and all I needed was this awareness, a new belief, and faith. A faith in myself. A faith in the unseen. A faith that I am always supported by source.

          Spring. The greatest season of growth. Just look at the trees if you need to strengthen your faith. Within the barren branches all along were the buds and leaves waiting to emerge. Never once did the tree doubt its ability to be able to regrow its leaves and blossoms after a long, cold winter; it just does with complete faith.  With this certainty, our own faith in the tree’s ability to “come back alive” after winter is ignited.

          This is how I want to live now. With complete certainty and faith that everything is working out for me. That I’m taking the right actions and listening to my intuition. That fear is obsolete because I know without a shred of doubt- I believe with complete confidence-that everything is working out for me. Even amid contrast, I want to believe that the contrast is there to teach me something before I leap. To not resist the contrast or react to it, but to respond to its presence with awareness and neutrality. After all, after every storm, there is a rainbow of light, and after every contrasting experience, is the opportunity to ascend.

        Me. Yes, me. I am the embodiment of wealth. I am everything I’ve ever dreamed to be possible, wrapped up in the beautiful bow that is my physical body. I am love. I am encouragement. I am inspiration. I am power. I am creation. I am divinity. I am abundance. I am faith. I am health. I am lovable and magnetizing. I am everything that is good, amazing, and deserving of the life I see and live within my imagination. That IS me. She is not an imposter. She is not a person I do not know or someone I need to “hope” or “wish” to become more like.

I already am her. She is already me.

        Life becomes infinitely more beautiful when we realize that we are SO much more than our ego, and perhaps even our current 3D circumstances allow us to see. When we tap into the person we are at our core… deep into the center of our being… life feels weightless, effortless, vibrant. The yellow of the daffodils in bloom are brighter, a child’s laughter becomes a melody of joy, the wind feels like spirit flowing to you and through you. With this new view of life comes a sense of overwhelming peace. A peace and a knowing that everything in this magnificent Universe is working with you and for you. That you are one with Source and this oneness allows you to create the most extraordinary of lives.

        Everything in life is a choice. It is a choice to believe you are her. It is a choice to believe life is rich and beautiful. It is a choice to believe you are a divine, powerful creator. If you choose correctly, however, if you choose the life of rose-coloured glasses, or the persona of “Pollyanna” if you will, it is then and only then that you will begin to see your 3D reflect your 4D ideals. You cannot live a life of gloom, suffering, melancholy, and pessimism and expect to experience the joy, success, love, and abundance you see in your mind’s eye. The two cannot exist in the same reality- they’re not a vibrational match to one another. By actively choosing our thoughts and actions to align with the highest version of ourselves, then it is law that the Universe must mirror our 3D world to the vibration that we are putting forth.

        So, I ask you…. Do you want to simply be a girl or a woman existing in your current experiences, or do you want to be HER- “the one” and create the most beautiful and extraordinary of lives?

I dare you to realize that you are already her, she just needs permission to shine.

Unmasking Me: My Personal Journey of Self-Discovery and Spiritual Ascension

                Getting to know one’s self is such an interesting topic. It’s so easy to go through life saying, “yeah. I know who I am” and just leave it at that. But to be willing to dive in and take a deeper look at what truly lies under the surface requires a lot more patience, a lot more commitment, and a lot more courage than most of us are willing to invest. Most people, whether they can outwardly name the emotion or not, are too scared of what they will see if they look deep within. Either too scared of the demons they may encounter, or that there may not be anything of substance there at all. The activities we enjoy, the sports team we cheer for, the job we do, the movie genres we prefer, the ego-led beliefs we value- these are all quite superficial things about who we think we are. In truth, they are what you like and what you do, but they are not who you are… and I beg to guess if you’ve read up to this point so far, that what I’m saying is resonating with you as well. There’s so much more to who you are, to what you desire, why you believe in certain things over others, and to what you’re truly capable of doing/ who you’re capable of becoming.

You are a beautiful living, breathing, vibrating organism bursting with Universal energy (whether you would like to believe this or not). You are indeed a spiritual being as well, just maybe not in the traditional sense that you grew up thinking described spirituality. You are divinity, power, and Godliness which makes you a powerful creator. You were born to create a magnificent, blessed life of riches, joy, superb health & vitality, abundance, and profound love. However, somewhere along the way you were told a different story. A story that you decided to subconsciously believe, so it molded who you are today. In fact, it has created the very physical reality you perceive around you! But this current version of yourself is not who you are at a deeper level, nor who you are meant to be. No. You are being called to be, do, and have a whole lot more. You are meant to love deeply, live in faith, and laugh in joyous exultation. You are meant to live freely, with ease, as you flow through life’s grand adventures. Yes, this means you are also destined to experience contrast (the not-so-great things in life) as this too IS Universal Law.  But to live in your truth means it does not matter because you hold the faith that after dusk the dawn always comes. That after the storm, a rainbow appears. That after you fall, you will yet rise again.

Taking the time to get to really know yourself; to take the time to ask the nitty, gritty questions that both excite and scare you; to question your current why’s, beliefs, and physical realities IS the first step to enlightenment… to living a richer life with a deeper meaning and purpose.   

        So, I’d like to cordially invite and welcome you to join me on my own journey of self-discovery. Hopefully, in doing so, you too will discover some truths about yourself along the way.  These journal entries are an anthology of my self-reflections and thought processes as I go through a 6-month program with Kathleen Cameron’s Diamond Academy called Millionaire. They are my way of digging deep into LOA while re-programming my self-conscious mind. I love to teach, so naturally I tend to reiterate the information I am learning in a way that feels most meaningful to me; a way that’s as if I am both teacher and student. They (my entries) may not always be pretty or make sense, but they’re authentically and unapologetically me. I am choosing to ignore any vulnerabilities to put my heart, mind, and soul on display for all the world to see and maybe, just maybe, in doing so I can help someone who is experiencing their own call to a higher purpose. A call to unmask the layers that are covering who they truly are as they journey to a state of greater enlightenment.