Lore

On a more real note. Y'all I'm losing my ability to write and idk why, so here's what I've done in hopes of fixing it.

1. Download mobile apps that will teach me how to write again.

2. Come up with this idea.

So how do yall feel about another game.

500-1,000 (if I go over, meh) SPN Fanfic Challenge.

Rules:

You can only submit up to 3 fanfic requests.

You must show some form of proof that you're 18+ to have an nsfw fic request.

You must submit your request through Asks.

Alright.

Pick Your Ship/No-Ship:

1. Dean/Castiel

2. Sam/Castiel

3. No Ship

4. Sam/Eileen

5. Castiel/Meg

6. Sam/Gabriel

7. Michael/Adam

Now simply pick a type:

A. Modern

B. Case Fic

C. Time travel

D. Fantasy

E. Non- Human

F. Reverse

G. ABO

H. Alternate Ending

I. NSFW

J. If you have one that you don't see on here, we can talk about it.

Now, choose your special category. (You can pick multiple):

Blue: Angst.

Green: Hurt/Comfort

Yellow: Hurt/No Comfort

Red: Fluff

Purple: Happy Ending

Teal: Major Charater Death

Orange: Angst/Happy Ending

Pink: Let the author go insane

This is exactly what it's like lol.

This isn't my normal writing, I save things like this for twitter but I felt the need to write it here. The message behind this is important to me and I hope it reaches at least a few of you.

This piece is titled: When I Die.

When I die,

They won't notice. They will stick their heads in the sand and blame me when it happens. I am a transgender man, and I live in a transphobic world.

When I die, they will call me by a strangers name. They will cry over a person who never existed and blame demons for my apparent confusion over who I am.

When I die, they won't notice, because it takes my entire voice to scream at them that I am even living in the first place. I see death on the news, I look at people on the internet and wonder if they are next.

I see myself in the mirror with my short hair and broader shoulders and I wonder just what it'll look like for this body to be crumpled on the ground under someone's boot. Because I chose to live as I am.

When I die, they won't notice, because they refuse to see that I am alive in the first place.

When it's your loved one's next, will you notice when they die? Or will you do the same as the rest and pretend the life that was taken was never there in the first place.

So, it's canon that Dean has read The Odyssey before right, (s4/ep14)

So here's my little thought process. Dean reads The Odyssey and finds himself in Achilles. When he's finished the book, he looks for more books on Achilles and finds Song of Achilles.

Going in blind, Dean is surprised when he picks up on the romance growing between Patroclus and Achilles. He claims up a bit at first, hesitant to continue reading, but he relaxes as the story draws him further in. He finds he really enjoyed the book, and no he definitely didn't cry at the ending and no one can prove otherwise. 

It's the first queer story Dean has ever read and he wonders if there are more books like this in the queer romance genera.

Handful of years pass and Dean now openly reads queer fiction. Having come to accept his own bisexuality, he is thankful he found his still favorite book, Song of Achilles.

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"Lore where have you been??? Why haven't you been posting anything as of late??? Why haven't you finished any of the projects you said you were working on?"

Wells. Uh- Slife?

In actuality, my life hasn't been the best so far and I've been struggling for a long time. I'm trying to get back into writing, but it's difficult. I promise I've not abandoned anything, I still have plans for so many things. Anyways uh,

{𝟔 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔}

𝑶𝒏𝒆, “𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒔. 𝑯𝒆’𝒔 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔, 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒋𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒚 𝒎𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔. 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒂𝒘 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒆’𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕. 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝑰, 𝑰𝒛𝒖𝒌𝒖. 𝑰’𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚. 𝑰’𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑰 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰’𝒎 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄, 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒔. 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒉𝒆’𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒆; 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝑮𝒐𝒅, 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆, 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎.”

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑩𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒈𝒐𝒖 𝑲𝒂𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒕. 𝑺𝒊𝒙 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒙 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔, 𝑩𝒂𝒌𝒖𝒈𝒐𝒖 𝑲𝒂𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒊 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅. 𝑴𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒚𝒂 𝑰𝒛𝒖𝒌𝒖. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒌𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝑲𝒂𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒊. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔, 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚. 𝑺𝒊𝒙 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒊𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕.

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝒊𝒕 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐈𝐳𝐮𝐤𝐮 𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐤𝐢. 𝐇𝐞’𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭. 𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞’𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬. 𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬, 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦. 𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢‘𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐈𝐳𝐮𝐤𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭, “𝐊𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧?”

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So, if any of you recall, I mentioned a supernatural fanfic I was going to write, a Destiel fic that focuses on religious trauma and internalized homophobia. Well I’m proud to announce, Chapter 1 has just been added to ao3.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/66191002/chapters/170610277

Hopefully you all will enjoy it, and as a bonus I will be dropping snippets of future chapters here.

I am still working on my other fics I promise, but I feel I needed something newer to bite into before I try my hand at continuing any of my other works.

In the meantime, my cat:

The game is the same as last time. I’ll provide a list and you can put in a request based off what you pick in said lists. You may also request a ship/prompt that isn’t on the list, but know I will reject any I am uncomfortable with.

The fics will be mini fics so 1k or less should be expected, if I go over 1k it is due to my own choice but that should not be the expectation.

None of these fics will have smut.

Anyways, let’s get to the lists!!!

Fandoms: Bnha, Spn, Haikyuu.

Ships:

Bakugou/Midoriya

Shigaraki/Dabi

Kaminari/Midoriya

Aizawa/Oboro

Kuroo/Kenma

Bokuto/Akaashi

Dean/Castiel

To name a few- again you may request a ship from any of the fandoms I’ve listed above.

Prompts:

Apocalypse/Last Day on Earth

Coffee Shop/first date

Past meets future

Proposal

Dancing/Ball

Literally any angst prompt you can come up with.

Etc. again, you may request your own prompt.

Also I don’t remember if I mentioned this or not but, this and Fire, Ash and Angels will have mostly omega/omega pairings. There will be alpha/omega pairings, like ofc ShigaDabiHawks but most of the ships are gonna be omega/omega.

You could ask why, but I really don’t have a good answer, I just vibe with that dynamic right now.

My abo world has some new anatomy outside of the traditional abo so I’ll touch on that at some point.