the less i know the better

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

I cannot stress enough how important it is to do silly, frivolous things that serve no other purpose than making you happy.

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

can you watch me while the light leaves my eyes

i can't keep living like this!!! [does not change a single aspect of my life]