Tordally_Awesome

Sigh… back to the grind… (I say, pulling out my sewing machine)

Is it strange to crave the toxic banter and tension of Tomtord while also wishing for the camaraderie and comfort of Eddtord in one relationship? Yes? I’ll stay over here…

Sooooo… I realize that the Eddtord thing isnt gonna be ready for a long time cause I low-key forgot how to do anything ever. Expect a bunch of little animations and drawings as I relearn quite literally everything after my 2 year art block.

So I’ve noticed that on days that I feel more feminine, I get a lot done, but on days that I feel more masculine, I’m a lazy chud and do nothing. Is that just me being dysphoric abt my body or is that saying smth about society as a whole?

Should I let the circus take over my brain or force Eddsworld to stay. Cause I’m stuck in the middle rn. And if I go one way, there’s no telling if I’ll ever get to the other again…..

Being the new hire is so scary because wdym there’s a bunch of regulars that WE all know and you have to sit there and smile like the fraud that you are.

Abt to rewatch all of Eddsworld I’ll be back tomorrow :P

Just got off my first official shift at my first official job time to read gay fanfics about straight men.