Neurodivergents of Gag City gather here.

welp. so i got the bulk of my shit moved into my new place. my dad and cousin were a fucking godsend cuz i never could've done that on my own. idk if i've ever discussed this but my ex lives at this apartment complex and i had to explain that to my dad/cousin when they asked why i moved here (long story.. i applied to move when i thought we were getting back together and that fell thru but i still liked the place and paid my deposit and shit so i just kept it, also i needed a change of pace and my old lease was going to be up) but it's literally like 150 units and he's on a whole different floor so like the odds of seeing him are rare af and we don't talk anymore/have completely opposite schedules so i didn't think it would be something i'd have to worry about. and so literally like one of the last rounds of moving shit up the elevator at literally like 11:30 at night, they get in before me cuz i was lagging behind and once i turn the corner to get in, i see them standing right next to my ex (who they thought was just a stranger and he thought they were just strangers) and the way my stomach fucking PLUMMETED to the point that i very noticeably looked sick was inSANEEEEEE. like idefk the statistics of him being on this elevator at practically midnight out of 3 available elevators constantly going up and down between like 15 floors and us SOMEHOW aligning right at the exact same time (especially when he's always in bed before then?) is so astronomically improbable that later on my dad was like "did he know ur moving today cuz there's no way that happened unless he was trying to time it to see u?" and while i 1000% know he wasn't doing that, i still think god is a comedian and plays impossible shit like this just to fuck with me. because i LITERALLY like an hour earlier was like "hey do u guys think i should text him and say that i moved in so it won't be awkward if i accidentally ever see him and he asks why i didn't tell him earlier?" and they said nahh just don't bring it up, he doesn't need to know. WELL NOW HE DOES... we havent talked/seen each other in like 2 months so it was awkward af regardless of the situation AND IT HAPPENED IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY WHO NEVER MET HIM/SEEN HIM BEFORE.. so like now all the stories and shit have a face to pair them to... so idkkk man like to be starting off this new episode of my life like this is VERY forboding and i'm kubrick staring at the ceiling rn.....