i would think as a partner or a man to someone you care about and love you’d always want to do right by them and better yourself in order to be that person for them but maybe other people just don’t have the same thoughts as me
it’s always me providing and doing the things i ask for i can never get a break not even an ounce of it i genuinely don’t think i ask for much and i didn’t think it was such an issue but like people always say you can’t make someone want to do something
i didnt need to be told i hate you fuck you you act like a child youre this youre that youre the reason why its difficult to try or pursue you like alright haha if im so difficult i opened the door for you to walk the fuck out im sick and tired of people thinking they can just say whatever they want to me like it doesnt hurt i dont give a fuck about your apology or what moves you took to try and change if it doesnt show for itself if someone you feel the need to constantly prove your efforts then idk it wasnt really there to begin with youre making me settle for what?
im sick of my dad treating us like absolute shit as if my mom and i are already not struggling enough as it is and i dont even know why i still care about certain people who wouldnt bother to think twice about me
i havent felt sobriety in who knows how long and i hate myself right now and a lot of things when i shouldnt because a lot of things are ‘thriving’ but i cant help the worthlessness i feel
im starting to have difficulty in understanding whether or not what i truly ask for is too much or if im looking for what i need in the wrong places and people but then i still dont fucking know
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