Livelovepoetry

and you never came back.

Now, I feel a sharp shame in my chest

When you’re young

everything is about you...and only you.

It’s not until you get older that

you learn to appreciate things that came before you.

People are always talking 

about how no one 

is saying anything new or 

how something is cliche

but the harsh truth is that 

life is repetitive,

we’re just experiencing

I kept our situation

real close to my heart

like important secrets

that are starting to be partially

forgotten. They say life is what

you make it. But why doesn’t love

work that way? All that time we spent

together and the only thing I have to show for it

are just memories that constantly replay.

And over and over I ask myself, when did

the bliss turn into warfare? When did the romantic

spark become the flames that our relationship would

eventually succumb to? And what is the term for the type 

of deja-vu you feel when you see an ex lover and

The worst part about depression

is being forced to watch your world

crumble... while knowing that you could

change it for the better if you had the 

I was naive in thinking 

that if I treated someone like I wanted to be treated 

then everything would be fine. 

The fact is

that even if you treat someone well,

they will sabotage a good situation 

and then blame the world for their fuck ups.

You’ll be full of heart break,

and they’ll be full confusion and regret.

No lessons will be learned,

just a cycle being continued

while expecting a different result with every new lover.

Good music is my superhero,

it has saved my life more times

than I can count,

and hopefully

it’ll never let me down

like the people who I thought