I just recently turned 18 but had breeding fantasies for years already as an FTM and have faced now quite the dilemma of if I should finally fulfill them.
There's this one guy who I wanted to hook up with months on end but had no actual time (until now) that keeps me waiting on the edge of my seat. He and I both find impregnation really hot and constantly and have fantasies of him creampieing me.
I'm not on any bc at all and don't really want to be pregnant but just want to be bred (logistically doesn't make any sense lol). Therefore we talked about using a condom - but that need for raw dick made me ask him if we can do the whole 'just the tip' thing where he rubs against me and my hole/maybe insert it a few times.
He has already hooked up with a few FTM's on bc and with condom, which I am really jealous of. But now the real kicker - he knocked one up that was ON bc.
I'm still talking to him, still sharing those breeding fantasies but I'm pretty certain that if I were to hook up with him I'd get 100%% pregnant. We both really want him to creampie me even though I'm not on bc, We have already agreed on just the tip stuff and I feel like that's barely a step away of him actually impregnating me considering he can be this potent.
It's such a scary thought but part of me just wants to meet him and see what happens once my legs are spread and his raw dick is pressed against my crotch.. should I go through?
Oh, of course you should. You're just the right age to make reckless mistakes.
I mean, it could be fine. You could go meet up with a man who's hungry to fuck his seed into your fertile womb and knows that you want it just as badly as he does, who's already bred one cock-craving FTM, and ask him to rub his bare cock against your pussy and push it inside just a little, just to see what it feels like... and then have him stop, pull out, put on a condom, and safely fuck you through a protective layer of latex and finish by filling up the hollow tip.
So it'll probably be fine, right? You're an adult - old enough to take responsibility for your future. You're not just some stupid slut who'll get pregnant just because it felt like more fun at the time.
You're already imagining what it would feel like, if you weren't smart. If his breath caught in his chest as he slid the tip of his cock into you, and he just held you down and pushed the rest in. If you stopped thinking about the consequences, and begged him to fuck his cum into you - the cum that's already made another FTM conceive. If he just pressed his cock against your cervix and started to throb.
And imagination is pretty much as good as the real thing, isn't it? You won't need him to do it, when the time comes. He'll just play with you a little, and then you'll be responsible.
After all, if you weren't responsible, you'd be pregnant. And you wouldn't just throw away your future like that. No matter how much you wanted to. No matter how good it felt when you did.