I’m in the most pain ever

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

i hate when people ask how i’m doing like.. horrible. next question

Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

Why am I always alone when I'm at my lowest?

Being asleep is the closest thing to stop existing and that's why I love sleeping so much.

people be telling me i need to do something with my life but they don’t know i’ve been considering suicïde since i was 11

“oh sorry, i forgot” doesn’t make me feel better. what i hear is that im forgettable and not important enough to set reminders for

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

They need to invent sleep where I don't fucking wake up.