But if you close your eyes...

Hiya!

You might know me from an old blog but there’s been a lot of updates and changes so please make sure to read up on those before we continue where we left off. Important details might no longer be the same! If you’ve got any questions about whether a particular detail is still relevant, you’re welcome to ask me.

If you want to continue anything from my old blog ( I think I’ve taken care of all that by now ), I’d really appreciate if you didn't do a link back to it! Don't worry about me not knowing the context. I'd just really like to keep the two places as separate as possible. So I'll make a new post here if you've replied to an old post from there. No need to tag here!

And if you’re new, nice to meet ya! Be sure to skim the rules for important info. Most important things to know are: I am 18+ only, mutuals preferred, and tag things you probably don’t want people seeing over your shoulder with ‘default tw’ by... default. Hahaha. Anyway, otherwise I feel the rules are pretty standard. But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t read them!

IMs are set for people I follow but anyone can drop an ask in my inbox whenever if you wanna interact or have any questions!

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I'm also thinking about Tripp in particular. Didn't realize how he was also a part of me. In some previous post, I thought that for him to really get better, he needed someone to stay no matter what. Not take his shit, but just stay. Which I've learned is something something about corrective relationships(?). In the sense that you don't magically get better. Especially alone. But you run into the same situation and learn to act differently, get past your previous bad reaction because you're not getting abandoned. (Add in a less cohesive thought about relating to T.he G.ood P.lace and reiterating getting better thru interaction with others)

It's nice (and a little scary) to trust that I won't be abandoned. Most of all its nice to feel like I can handle more than I used to

I hope Tripp gets that. I hope all my old muses friends(?) are doing better

I'd love to revisit but I'd definitely start over again after living and learning more since the last time I wrote