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[ excerpted from the ] PRIVATE DETECTIVE RULES & REGULATIONS  of the New Jersey Administrative Code

13:55-1.11 : Grounds for Denial, Revocation, Suspension, or Refusal to Renew a License. A. The Superintendent may deny, revoke, suspend or refuse to renew a license upon determining that the applicant or licensee has : (1) Been CONVICTED of a high misdemeanor or any of the misdemeanors or offenses prescribed by N.J.S. 45:19-16 and who has not subsequent to such conviction received executive pardon therefore removing any civil disabilities incurred thereby; (2) A BAD MORAL CHARACTER , INTEMPERATE HABITS , or a BAD REPUTATION for TRUTH , HONESTY , and INTEGRITY 

Honestly don’t know what to say other than that right now. Last year, I got pretty quiet on my blogs because life events were demanding my presence in every way…then I got completely debilitated by a mystery illness (turned out to be post-infectious POTS) for half an endless-feeling year, and frankly… it remixed my brain. While I’m doing SO much better physically, I feel like I’m still sort of rebuilding myself cognitively and trying to reconcile pre-sick-self with current-self.

I think so, so, so much about the friends I’ve made, threads I’ve had, and memories I’ve made as a writer & person, here & on my other blogs over the years. Hell, I don’t know how to express how often & happily I think about it!