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habit knew something was up with you quickly into the weird relationship you two had.
he liked observing you. not an ounce of fear in your brain whenever he came home bloody or he killed someone in front of you. you had a weird curiosity that made you unable to kill.
you actually asked questions. paid attention to him. giggled whenever he exaggerated his stories. you liked tagging along during his kills and just watch him in his element.
it was only natural that he would observe you as well.
he noticed it started with a simple pen. you were studying, working, whatever the fuck you were doing, and you playing with the pen with your tongue.
he was sure you werenāt even aware you were doing it. you werenāt doing it to be sexy, or playful, or a tease. it genuinely helped you focus.
another big hint; popsicles. you loved slobbering all over that shit. you looked almost pornographicātongue circling the popsicle before sucking it into your mouth.
he was sure you were doing it on purpose now. you wanted something from him, you had to. right?
no. you sucked the hell out of it before saying you preferred the strawberry one instead.
he was flabbergasted.
this whole thing of you putting things in your mouth went on and on for weeks, and he just accepted that you had a big oral fixation. it helped you calm down, it helped you relax, helped you focus.
you were weird, but happy wife happy life.
so, when you came home from work, whining and complaining about how tired you were and how fucking stupid your boss and coworkers were, he did the first thing that came to mind.
he grabbed your jaw, fingers squishing your cheeks together, before shoving his middle and ring fingers in your mouth.
you looked at him with wide before letting your eyelids flutter. he watched as your shoulders slumped. you began sucking on his fingers, and it was like all the stress in your body completely disappeared.
āthere you go,ā he hummed, āyou donāt need much to feel better, do ya?ā
he felt you hum against his fingers as he kept watching you. you were just so pretty. so easy, so accepting. he liked how fucked out you looked just from this. you were so braindead and his cock was still in his pants.
he thrusted his fingers back and forth, pressing down your tongue, shoving them deeper and deeper. you barely gagged as you accepted them.
a ghost of a smirk appeared on his face. he stayed on the couch, in his seat, with his elbow on the armrest and his cheek resting on his hand.
he slowly started moving his fingers out of your mouth, just to tease you. you whined as your hands wrapped around his wrist.
āmh-mh. ām not done.ā you muttered before wrapping your lips around his fingers once again.
he grinned as he let you, āgreedy little thing. taking more than what i give you.ā
but he didnāt push you off. he just moved you closer by wrapping his free arm around you, bringing you to him.
you placed your head on his shoulder as he moved his fingers once again, fucking your mouth. he watched carefully for every micro expression. how your eyes were half lidded and almost glassy. how your jaw stayed open to accept him. how drool dripped from the corners of your mouth.
ālook at you.ā he cooed, ādrooling all over yourself. this messy just from getting your mouth stuffed. my messy bunny.ā
his tone sounded mocking, but that was just how habit sounded all the time. his head moved closer and before you knew it, you felt his tongue lick a long stripe from your chin to your mouth, collecting your spit on his tongue.
āwanna suck on my tongue or my cock?ā he asked you.
you whined, hands still holding onto his wrist. he laughed, knowing you didnāt have it in you to choose.
ācome here, needy girl.ā he patted his lap.
you quickly left his hand to straddle him. your arms wrapped around his neck as you kissed him. he accepted the kiss, hands on your hips.
the second your tongue grazed his, your lips wrapped around his tongue, sucking on it eagerly as if it were his cock.
he grunted, eyes fluttering shut in a slow eye roll. he kept his mouth parted and his tongue partially out to let you keep sucking on it.
his hands guided your hips back and forth, making you grind on his cock.
if he had to be honest, heās been hard since you walked through the door with that sour expression. he hoped your coworkers pissed you off more.
When Toby first saw you naked his tics started to rapidly fire more faster than usual, he sounded like a broken computer, his face was hot and red and he just stared, you thought you broke him
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Hmm, how about your favorite overwatch characters with a tall reader?
Overwatch characters with a tall reader, featuring Ramattra, Junkrat, and Mauga
warnings: nsfw ahead! mentions and displays of size kink, dom/sub dynamics, nudity, degrading, sex, hatesex, masturbation etc etc
a/n: heyyy, anon! IāM SO SORRY IT TOOK THIS LONG *sniff sniff* Thanks for requesting and I hope you enjoy it!! I will take this very opportunity to be a bit⦠naughty and make this hcs nsfw flavored (maybe these will be the ones making me less self conscious of my smut writing⦠weāre hoping so). Also!! Will write for different characters this turn, despite Ramattra ofc; heās my soulmate, I canāt help but simp.
*maybe I will do a version with Junker Queen, Ashe aaaand Ana later, rn I just wanted to give you this piece dkwajfk
**reposting bc i guess my stupid try of posting during the afternoon plus being aesthetic FAILED KJDWKAF
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!! NSFW UNDER THE CUT ā ļø MINORS DNI
Ramattra
He was built to be tall, standing above the tropes as Anubisā commander of a deadly army; a living weapon in all meanings. So itās an admirable surprise to find someone who, despite not matching his fully extension, can almost face him directlyĀ Ā
He finds it⦠a bit challenging at first, also because you do challenge him with the unnerving comments you call opinions, and itās so much worse when it ends up you were right all along
A human, who should be inferior to him not only in intellectual aspects, but in constitution as also, and itās none of it at all? I mean, big fella is so mad at it that itās actually a shame how much he gets turned on by all this hatred
And as despise grows inside him, burning his circuits by the memory of you alone, something else finds a room to sneak in, making these heated feelings even worse
How he would love to silence this clever tongue of yours whenever you used it against him, to have you swallow all of your words instead of him being the one to gulp his pride as trying to untangle the mess you made of him with your words only
Ramattra wants revenge on all the times youāve made a fool of him, to let you know who is really above here; not only by the few inches that apart your heights, but to clearly state for once whoās the superior being
And when you dare to use your tongue against him again, an argument about to explode⦠letās just say you both find it a better use. A much, much better one.
Now youāre the one to be taken by surprise, finding yourself fitting his length all the way down to your throat; a few gags here and there, but still your mouth circles his cock almost perfectly, as it was made for you and for you only. Well⦠youāre not sure about it, not even why a R-7000 of all omnics had a dick module installed nice and ready, but this was no time to ask, was it?
What you do know is how sensitive it is, for the way Ramattra flinches when your tongue touches his tip before running all the way down. You know heās doing his best to keep his usual steadiness, stopping the grunts that are vocalized with a little static, after all, his pride was his to maintain unharmed; or as little as he could. The failing is obvious, but still itās damn amusing to see how even under him, you got the upper hand nonetheless
Thatās when he catches you grinning like a devil, your tongue swirling around and the warm wetness of your mouth driving him fucking insane; something you already did with no effort, but now⦠itās divine as much as itās wicked. A creature like you, a pathetic human with little care for danger sucking a goddamn Ravager out of his mind. Maybe he should give you more credit⦠Once heās done, who knows, right now he canāt think of other thing but you, kneeling between his legs, taking him without a trouble; as youāve desired this longer than he did
āYouāre enjoying this, arenāt you?ā he groans, fingers finding their way through your hair, hissing when he grabs a handful too close to the scalp, tight enough for your skin to burn in response. The reply is right there, on the tip of your tongue⦠but your grin just gets wider before you could come up with it. āDonāt act like you arenāt.ā
Junkrat
When he looks up at you, itās almost like you can see the stars sparkling in his eyes. Amazed is one way to describe it, but if he was the one in charge of choosing a word for this feeling it would totally be: SMASH!Ā
Definitely, Junkrat would love to be smashed by you. One recurrent and very dirty thought of his is to have you sitting on his face, dwarfing his frame with yours, until his moans were suffocated by your skin as he indecently runs his tongue all around your soft spots
He canāt help being a bit of a slut, actually. Always touchy and clingy, running his fingers around the lines on your palm, claiming how big your fingers are and then wondering how they would feel if you randomly smacked them right into his cheek. Oh, how sad it would be⦠and the great pain that would come⦠dude has a boner before he can think twice
A masochist and proud, thank you. To be spanked and have his pleasure denied by you? The thought of it already has him nuts! Junkrat is one who loves to be mistreated already, and by a stunning person such as yourself just makes it even better
Most of the time, youāre the one on top, and he insists itās like this. If youāre riding him, you can totally use his neck for support, of course! Please, just do it with your big fucking hands and choke him until his face burns red. Hell, heāll take everything with an enormous goofy smile to his lips, braincells going dead with each bounce of your hips making the pressure on his neck rougher and rougher
Pinning him against a wall is a MUST. He will blush and squirm pathetically as you lean on, barely making with a sloppy kiss before turning a mess of himself from how his whole body quivers in anticipation, a huge bulge to his pants that definitely will end up being rubbed on your thigh, perfectly fit between his legs; and even raising him a little bit
Eager to try something new, making quite a pervy genius as he comes up with toys you donāt even know that existed in shape and length, some of them his own making. Junkratās favorite by now is wax play, which has him trembling and almost imploding when the warm wax touches his skin, tracing patterns all along his back as he shivers and moans your name over and over. And, again, if youāre down for it heāll beg for you to sit on top of him while you do it
Just. sit. on. him. But not on his lap, no: he wants you to be laying under you, to have his figure clouded by your shadow, at your full mercy and⦠yeah, also your chest is actually really really great to be seen from this angle. And your face, oh your face! Itās just one hundred times meaner when you stare at him from above, asking whoās your little slut
āITāS ME! ITāS ME!ā
Enjoys degrading much more than he should. At first youāre uneasy about saying such things, but again: Junkrat insists. He wants to hear you putting him in his place, calling him pet names that state youāre the one in control⦠heās yours to be tortured until heās crying out from pleasure. Still, he will beg for more
āA lilā bit harder wonāt hurt, yāknow? Well- who am I trying to fool here? āCourse it will hurt, bring it on!ā
In the aftermath, he IS the little spoon, no point arguing. And with the height difference between you, his body fits much better in yours this way, so there isnāt a reason to complain, actually
Mauga
Dude is big already and always thought the little ones were so fun to ruin. So when you tag along with Tallon, standing a few inches under his shoulder length⦠a whole lot of new ideas instantly pop into his head. And boy, none of them are less than nasty
Mauga tries to corner you everytime, pinning you down a wall would be a statement, but⦠your faces are pretty much on the same level, so thereās no down here, and you easily brush him off around his first eleven tries. Well, plan B was to stay in front of you during missions and then ooopsieeee⦠falling down on top of you while so innocently trying to prevent you from being damaged. All of it for your well being, damn!
Reaper has scolded you both for it despite you having nothing to do with whatever Mauga thinks heās doing with those stupid muscles, the obvious flirtation and that ridiculously charming smirk⦠oh, fuck him!
Even when you had a spare day to keep your mind cool, there he was, testing your nerves. Youāre doing great on ignoring him, until the bastard shot a compliment to your body, and you did blush madly with each word he spoke evenly
āYou have such beautiful long legs, yāknow? Tch, youād need a pair of big hands to smooth them right,ā the most shameless smirk ever follows along, and despite you feel like smacking it out of Maugaās face⦠you feel something tingling under your skin
Still, the best way to deal with a teaser is to not let them embarrass you. Direct confrontation should do, and despite your burning cheeks stating the contrary, you had the guts to stare right into his eyes and dare him to do it so, since he had hands big enough for the job
Thatās how you ended up fucking.Ā
Before you knew it, your face was pressed against the wall, a cold contrast to Maugaās fever pitched body behind you, pressing you further as his hand get rid of your pants, leaving the free way to skin to touch skin
Indeed, his hands were more than fitting the run along the extension of your tights, leaving nothing untouched as they reached for the inner parts, brushing against your core until youāre swallowing thickĀ
āTold yaā, darling. You just needed the right guy for it,ā is it questionable that of all options you could have, he would be the right one? Yes. Would you contest him as his fingers teased you further? Absolutely not. You couldnāt care less for all the shit he had ever done as your underwear is pulled, thick fingers trailing their way between your folds as he already knew you for ages
All Mauga could think as he fucks you with his fingers, curling them inside and reaching for that sweet spot as his other hand muffles your fucking delicious moans, is how youāre a perfectly fit for each other. The way his body molds itself against yours, the little difference just makes it even perfect, how effortless youāve given yourself to him⦠oh, heās your soulmate, for sure
This man turns out to be absolutely obsessed with you, your body, your voice: everything. Both of his hearts are beating for you, and only you⦠and say toodaloo to your peace, ācause he wonāt leave your heel any soonerĀ
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā full moon - the black ghosts
āā .⦠do not copy, translate, or plagiarize any of my works. dividers by me.
CONTAINS NSFW MINORS DNI
⦠. Summary: Having an imaginary friend is a very normal part of childhood. What isn't normal, though, is when that imaginary friend begins to show up in the corners of your vision, leaving you presents and an uneasy feeling. What happens when babysitting a little boy turns into fending off his protector? The worst part? He thinks you're very, very pretty.
⦠. Note: Longest fic to date, I think! This was so incredibly fun to write, and I grew so attached to the characters I created during it! Jack is less clownish and more so child-mind figment in this, so donāt take anything I say as canon. Anyway! Very rough, very sloppy, very rewarding, please enjoy!!
It was a nice home. At least, it was set up that way.
You were pretty sure the paint was still wet on the fence when you pulled up. It had that high-gloss shimmer that caught in the early evening sun, and the whole house looked like someone had tried very hard to make it look like nothing bad had ever happened there. Suburban. White picket fence. Wind chimes that jangled sweetly in the breeze. It was the kind of place meant to be welcomingābut somehow, it just feltā¦staged. Like a movie set.
You shifted your bag on your shoulder and knocked twice on the blue door, ignoring the simplistic door knocker that probably wasnāt actually meant to be used.
It opened immediately. A woman in her early thirties greeted you, brushing auburn hair behind one ear and offering a tight, polite smile.
āYou must be the sitter,ā she said, a little breathlessly, like sheād jogged to the door. āCome in, come ināthank you again for being available on such short notice. Iām Mrs. Daltonāwe talked on the phone.ā
You stepped inside, the scent of lavender and lemon cleaner hitting you all at once. Everything was tidy, even too tidy. Not a toy out of place, not a speck of dust on the mantle. But there was a strange hum in the air, like something unseen had been recently disturbed and hadnāt quite settled.
āNo problem at all,ā you replied with a friendly smile. āYou said you needed a sitter for a few days?ā
She nodded. āJust five evenings, from around five-thirty to ten. I work the late shift at the hospital this week, and with my husband out of townā¦ā
Her voice trailed off. You caught the way her eyes flicked down the hallway behind you before she forced another smile.
āAnyway, itās just my son, Oliver. Heās six. Heās a good kid. A littleā¦imaginative. Which reminds meābefore you meet him, thereās something I should mention.ā
You raised an eyebrow, amused. āLet me guessāheās got an imaginary friend?ā
Her smile froze a little. āFriends. Plural. But yes.ā
āTotally normal for that age.ā
āThatās what I keep telling myself,ā she murmured, and the tension in her voice was so brief and well-hidden you almost missed it. āJust⦠humor him. If he talks about them, just go along with it. Especially if he mentions Laughing Jack.ā
Now that gave you pause. You tilted your head. āLaughing Jack?ā
She waved her hand like she was brushing it away. āItās just a name. He draws him a lotāsome freaky clown⦠you know, spooky stuff kids get from cartoons.ā
āIām not scared of imaginary friends,ā you joked.
āGood,ā she said, too quickly. āGreat. Let me introduce you.ā
She led you down the hall to a bedroom on the left. Posters of dinosaurs and planets were taped unevenly on the walls, and crayons were scattered across the carpet. In the middle of the room, a little boy sat cross-legged in front of a coloring book, his brown hair messy, lips moving silently like he was in the middle of a conversation.
āOliver?ā his mother called gently. āHoney, this is your new babysitter. Sheās going to stay with you while Iām at work, remember?ā
Oliver looked up, wide blue eyes blinking at you. He didnāt smile, didnāt wave. Just stared.
āā¦He likes you,ā he said after a pause.
You glanced at his mother. She gave you an awkward little shrug.
āNice to meet you, Oliver,ā you said kindly, kneeling beside him. āWhatcha drawing?ā
He flipped the page and showed you. The lines were shaky and crude, the colors bright and chaotic, but it was clearly a figure in black and white stripes with long arms and what looked like sharp teeth drawn in red crayon.
āThis is Laughing Jack,ā Oliver said solemnly. āHeās my best friend. He lives in the closet.ā
You chuckled, trying to keep it light. āWell, thatās a very cool drawing. Youāre really creative.ā
āLaughing Jack likes it when I draw him,ā Oliver added. āHe likes to laugh. He doesnāt like when people are mean to me.ā
That little prickle hit the back of your neckāthe kind you get when you think someoneās standing behind you even though you know youāre alone.
You smiled a little too tightly. āDoes he always stay in the closet?ā
Oliver shook his head. āNo. Sometimes he sits on my bed. Or hides under it.ā
Mrs. Dalton cleared her throat. āOkay, sweetie. Why donāt you show her your space toys?ā
He nodded and scuttled over to a plastic tub, pulling out spaceships and planets. You followed, asking him about them, listening to his explanations. He was articulate for a six-year-old, bright-eyed, and yes, wildly imaginative. But there was something in the way he paused mid-sentence like he was listening to someone you couldnāt hear. Occasionally, his eyes would flick to the shadowed corner of the room, near the closet door.
You figured maybe he was just shy. Or had a vivid inner world. Youād babysat dozens of kids. This wasnāt new.
But still, when he tugged at your sleeve fifteen minutes later and said, āLaughing Jack thinks youāre very pretty,ā you couldnāt help the chill that spidered up your spine.
āā¦What?ā you asked with a light laugh, trying not to sound weirded out.
āHe said it just now,ā Oliver replied simply, blinking up at you. āHe said you smell nice, too. Like strawberries.ā
You had used strawberry-scented shampoo that morning.
The closet door creaked slightly behind youāprobably just the wind, or maybe the floor settlingāand you turned toward it instinctively.
Nothing. Oliver just smiled and went back to coloring.
His mom gave you a final run-down before leaving: bedtime at eight-thirty, no sugar after dinner, TV only if homework was finished. She was quick, but not rushedālike she wanted to get out the door before you could change your mind and leave first.
She kissed Oliver on the top of his head. He barely reacted, still scribbling in his coloring book. Then she turned to you with a tight smile, and the kind of eyes that said thank you, but also good luck.
āIf he has trouble sleeping,ā she said softly near the door, ājust read to him. He has a nightlight in case he gets scared. But⦠he probably wonāt.ā
āGot it,ā you replied, trying to sound more confident than you felt. āHave a good shift.ā
As the door clicked shut behind her, the house suddenly felt too quiet. Like it had been holding its breath. You turned back toward the living room. āAlright, kiddo. You got any homework?ā
Oliver groaned and flopped dramatically onto the couch. āYes,ā he mumbled. āMath. Itās dumb.ā
You chuckled and dropped your bag by the coat rack. āCāmon, letās knock it out. Then we can do something fun. You like grilled cheese?ā
He nodded.
āI make the best grilled cheese. You finish your worksheet, and Iāll prove it.ā
Oliver eyed you suspiciously. āBetter than Momās?ā
āIāll let you be the judge.ā
He didnāt smileāstill hadnāt, actuallyābut there was a flicker of amusement behind his eyes as he retrieved his workbook and a pencil from his backpack.
You helped him through subtraction problems while he kicked his legs restlessly and talked about Jupiter like it was his summer home. He was sharp, creative, and a little unsettling in the way only kids can beāmatter-of-fact and unfiltered.
While he worked, you started pulling together dinner: grilled cheese, carrot sticks, and a cup of apple juice. You moved around the kitchen like you were trying to own the space, but the house still felt a little foreignālike it knew you werenāt part of it.
āWhoās eating with us?ā Oliver asked suddenly from his seat at the table.
You looked up from the skillet. āYou mean besides us?ā
He nodded. āLaughing Jackās hungry. And he says Charlie and Mr. Gumball might come too.ā
You blinked. āAre those more of your friends?ā
āUh-huh. Charlie only has one eye. But he sees everything.ā
āAnd Mr. Gumball?ā
āHeās a skeleton with no teeth. He tells me secrets.ā
You tried to laugh, but it came out a little thin. āWell, I hope they like grilled cheese.ā
āThey canāt eat,ā Oliver said plainly. āBut they like to watch.ā
You set the plates down gently. āā¦Good to know.ā
Dinner passed with more chatterāsome of it directed at you, some at people who werenāt there. Oliver had a habit of pausing mid-sentence like he was listening to a reply. You tried to ignore how often his eyes flicked just past your shoulder. You made him brush his teeth after, and he complied with the stoic attitude of a six-year-old facing grave injustice.
It was nearing eight-thirty when you tucked him into bed.
His room was dimly lit now, a soft glow from the rocket-shaped nightlight pulsing across the walls. You sat on the edge of his mattress and reached for the storybook he picked: Where the Sidewalk Ends.
āOkay,ā you said, flipping to a random page. āOne poem, and then sleep.ā
āCan I ask something first?ā he said suddenly, eyes wide and serious.
You paused. āOf course.ā
Oliverās voice dropped to a whisper. āDo you think my dad is still in the basement?ā
You blinked. āā¦What?ā
He fidgeted with the edge of his blanket. āMom says he left. But Jack says he didnāt. Jack says he screamed for a long time, but I couldnāt hear it because I was asleep.ā
Your mouth went dry.
āā¦Oliver, your dadās not here anymore?ā
He shook his head. āHe yelled a lot. At Mom and me. Jack didnāt like him, so he said he would keep me safe.ā
āā¦What do you mean?ā
Oliver looked at you calmly. āHe said he made him into soup.ā
Your throat tightened. The air in the room suddenly felt thick and unmoving. You forced a little laugh. āThatāsā¦an intense imagination youāve got.ā
āI didnāt make it up,ā Oliver said seriously. āJack doesnāt lie.ā
You glanced toward the closet, door slightly ajar. The shadows seemed longer than before. You tried not to show the absolute unease that twisted your features.
āOkay, time to sleep,ā you said gently, trying to keep your voice from shaking. āYou had a long day.ā
Oliver didnāt argue. He rolled over, pulling the blanket up to his chin.
āJack says you smell like strawberries because youāre sweet,ā he murmured sleepily. āHe thinks youād make a really good friend.ā
You stared at him. āā¦What?ā
But Oliver was already drifting off. And somewhere in the corner of the room, the closet creaked.
āā .ā¦
You got used to the routine pretty quickly.
Oliverās mom would greet you with that same polite smile, say something like, āHeās been good today,ā or āYou know where everything is,ā then slip out the door before you could even mention his dad. She never lingered. Her shift always started exactly on time.
And every night, it was the same: Help Oliver with homework. Make dinner. Talk about his āfriends.ā Pretend not to be freaked out. Read him a story. Tuck him in. Repeat.
On the second night, he told you Jack liked how āsoftā your voice wasāthat he thought it would be āa very pretty singing voice.ā You laughed it off. Said, āThatās a weird thing for Jack to say,ā and Oliver just smiled.
It was becoming easy to convince yourself that Oliver was using Jack as a beacon. Kids did that. They had a hard time saying what they really meant, so it was easier to pretend someone else was saying it instead. It just made sense.
Later that same evening, you found one of Oliverās drawings tucked inside your coat pocket when you were leaving. You didnāt remember him slipping it in. You werenāt even sure heād touched your coat. But the paper was thereācrayon scrawled in jagged loops, a picture of you sitting on the couch.
Behind you, in thick black strokes, was the striped figure of Laughing Jack, grinning with blood-red teeth.
You almost threw it out. You didnāt. You werenāt sure why.
By the third night, something had changed.
It started with how quiet the house felt when you walked in. Not the normal suburban calmātoo quiet. Like the walls were holding their breath.
Oliver had already set up his math homework by the time you got there.
āI knew you were coming,ā he said without looking up. āJack told me.ā
You frowned. āDid he also tell you to get started on your math?ā
āNo,ā Oliver said. āThat was Charlie. He said if I donāt do my work, Jack gets bored. I donāt like it when Jack gets bored.ā
You opened your mouth to respond, but found yourself unsure what to say.
Dinner was tense. Oliver ate quietly. You caught him glancing over your shoulder several times, like he was watching something just behind you. You turned once. Nothing there. Just a flickering lightbulb in the hallway.
After dinner, he started drawing again. You sat nearby, flipping through your phone, half-distracted.
āYouāre really pretty,ā Oliver said suddenly.
You looked up. āThanks, bud. Thatās sweet.ā
āJack says pretty things break easier.ā
You stared at him.
āā¦You know thatās not a nice thing to say, right?ā
He blinked. āBut itās true.ā
That night, you tucked him in like usual. Read another poem. Turned on the rocket-shaped nightlight. Said goodnight, sweet dreams, and stepped into the hallway, already pulling your phone from your back pocket.
Youād left your water bottle in the kitchen.
You padded down the hallway barefoot, the wooden floors creaking softly beneath your steps. The house was dim except for the sliver of gold-orange from Oliverās room behind you and the low hum of the fridge up ahead.
You reached the kitchen, grabbed the bottle, and twisted the cap open.
Then you heard it. Your name. Soft. Almost sing-song.
You paused mid-sip. You turned toward the hallway.
āOliver?ā you called gently. āWhat is it, bud?ā
Silence. You waited. No answer.
You set the water down and walked quietly back toward the room, heart ticking up a little faster now.
āHey, kiddoādid you call me?ā you asked as you pushed open his door.
Oliver was fast asleep. His chest rose and fell in slow, steady rhythm. Arms tucked under the blanket. Lips slightly parted. Dead to the world.
You stared at him. You know you heard it.
Then you noticed the closet door was open an inch wider than you remembered. You crossed the room, flinging the door open, eyes scanning the shadows just beyond itābut there was nothing. Just clothes, toys, and a few drawings taped to the inside wall.
But when you turned back toward Oliverās bed⦠you stopped cold.
There was a new drawing on the nightstand. It hadnāt been there before. You wouldāve seen it.
It showed a hallwayāthe same hallway youād just walked down. You were in itādrawn in red crayon. And behind you, grinning impossibly wide, was a tall, striped figure with long arms and white, dead eyes.
You slowly looked back down the hall. Nothing. But that feelingāthat cold press on the back of your neckāwas suddenly very real.
And somewhere deeper in the house⦠You swore you heard something shuffling.
It's just your imagination.
āā .ā¦
You showed up early on the fourth nightātwenty minutes ahead of schedule, ice cream tub in hand. Cookies and cream. And a tiny container of rainbow sherbet.
You figured, why not? After the past few days, Oliver deserved a surprise. And you deserved something to lift the mood. The tension that had crept into your shoulders every time you walked through that door was becoming a near-constant weight.
Maybe a little sugar would lighten the air.
The front door opened before you even knocked. Oliverās mom blinked at you in surprise, tugging her coat tight across her chest.
āOhāyouāre early,ā she said, glancing over her shoulder into the house like she wasnāt sure she wanted you inside just yet.
You smiled, holding up the bag. āI brought a treat. Donāt worry, no caffeine or craziness. Just ice cream.ā
Her mouth opened like she wanted to say somethingābut then she just nodded. āThatās⦠nice of you. Heāll like that.ā She squeezed past you and gave the same parting words she always didāāHeās in the living room, bedtime at eight-thirtyāābut her eyes lingered on yours this time. Something flickered behind them. Like maybe she wanted to say moreābut didnāt.
You turned and stepped into the house. The moment the door closed behind you, that hush fell again. That wrong quiet, like the walls were listening. Oliver was on the floor, surrounded by crayons, drawing what looked like a carnival tent in dark, scribbled loops of red and black.
āHey,ā you said gently. āGuess what I brought?ā
He looked up. Eyes wide. And thenā
He smiled. For the first time since you met him, Oliver truly smiled.
His teeth were small and slightly crooked, but it was the size of it that made your heart skip a beat. So wide. Like his little face wasnāt used to the muscles it took.
You blinked, suddenly unsure why it unnerved you so much.
āIs it for me?ā he asked breathlessly.
You laughed softly, kneeling beside him. āOf course it is. Who else would it be for?ā
Oliver clapped his hands. āJackās going to be so happy!ā
You stiffened. He kept babbling as you carried the containers into the kitchen and pulled out two small bowls.
āJack loves ice cream. His favorite is mint chocolate chip. He says he hasnāt had any in a long time because Mom doesnāt like it when he eats stuff. She says it makes him act funny. But he says heāll be real good if I give him some.ā
You scooped slowly, the plastic spoon dragging through the frozen swirl.
āHe told me that once he shared a sundae with a girl who screamed so hard her eyes popped,ā Oliver continued dreamily. āHe said her voice made the cherry melt.ā
You didnāt answer.
When you turned to hand him the bowlā You saw it.
Just behind Oliver, standing beside the hallway door. A flash. A flicker. Something moved. It was fast. A blur of black and white. Tall. Like the edge of a curtain being yanked backābut thicker. A sliver of fabric retreating around the corner.
And just for a heartbeat, a featherādark and oil-slickedāfluttered down and landed near Oliverās foot. You hardly blinkedājust a jerk of your eyes from panicāand it was gone.
You dropped the spoon. Oliver didnāt notice.
Itās just your imagination, itās just your imaginationā
āJack says he likes you,ā he said happily, licking sherbet from his lip. āHe says youāre the nicest girl heās met in a long time.ā
You stepped back, pulse pounding.
You had to talk to his mother. Now.
āā .ā¦
You waited by the door until she came home.
No more letting her breeze out before the headlights could cool. No more smiling and waving like this was a normal babysitting gig.
When Mrs. Dalton stepped inācoat damp from the night air, purse slung over one shoulderāyou met her with a look so serious she stopped mid-step.
āā¦What is it?ā
āI need to ask you something,ā you said. āAnd I need you to tell me the truth.ā
She froze. āā¦Is this about Oliver?ā
You nodded. āAnd Jack. And the things heās been saying. The things Iāve seen.ā
She closed the door behind her slowly. Her shoulders dropped. Her eyesātired, hollowāmet yours.
And this time, she didnāt try to pretend. She just said quietly, āYouāve seen him too, havenāt you?ā
The words hung heavy in the entryway. You felt like a stone just dropped into your stomach, the air stalling around you.
You stared at her. āWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean.ā
Oliverās mother exhaledālong, slowālike sheād been waiting for this moment and dreading it in equal measure. She set her purse on the table and finally, finally, let the cracks show. āCome with me.ā
She led you to the kitchen and pulled out a chair. You sat across from her, the light above flickering with that faint buzz it always seemed to carry after dark. She rubbed her hands together like they were cold, even though the house was warm.
Her voice was quiet. Distant. āI didnāt believe it either. At first. Kids say strange things. They draw monsters, they have nightmares. Itās normal. I told myself it was all in his head.ā
You didnāt interrupt. Your fingers gripped the edge of the table.
She continued. āThen the drawings changed. They started getting more detailed. More specific. I saw things in them thatāā her breath hitched, āāhe shouldnāt have known. Things that happened when I was younger. Things that happened in this house. And the stories he told me about Jackā¦ā Her eyes dropped to her hands. āThey started getting darker.ā
You thought of the shuffling. The flash of stripes. The feather. Your name being called down the empty hallway.
āWhat happened?ā you asked.
She looked up. āā¦His dad.ā
The room chilled, like suddenly the AC had been turned on. Goosebumps ran up your arms.
She swallowed. āMy husbandā¦he was not a good man. Charming, at first. But underneath that, there was something broken. And when he got angryā¦ā Her jaw clenched. āOliver was never his. Thatās something I never told him. I think he knewāor guessed.ā
Your stomach twisted.
āHe hurt both of us,ā she said. āNot every night, but enough. Enough that I kept a bag packed and hid it in Oliverās closet.ā
Silence stretched long between you.
āAnd then?ā you whispered.
Her eyes met yoursāand in them, you saw something haunted. Something ancient. āThen Oliver started talking to Jack.ā
You shivered, glancing around the room, eyes catching all the dark spots and shadowed corners.
āAt first I thought it was just comfortāa defense. But the way he described himā¦it wasnāt like a normal imaginary friend. He knew things. Jack told Oliver where to hide, when to run. He told him I was strong. That I was brave. He told himā¦ā Her voice caught. āā¦That he could make it stop.ā
You didnāt move. You hardly breathed.
āOne night, my husband came home drunk. Worse than usual. He was screaming, kicking doors. Oliver, somehow, slept through all of it. I locked the bedroom door. I thought I could hold him off.ā Her hands trembled now. āBut I didnāt have to.ā
You leaned in.
āI heard him coming down the hallway, calling my name. Then I heard something else. A laugh. This horrible, joyful laugh. Like a child and an animal at the same time. I thought I was losing my mind.ā
You whispered, āJack.ā
She nodded.
āI came out of the room after the screaming stopped. Andā¦he was gone. My husband. Just gone. No blood. No mess. Just the front door wide open, swinging in the wind.ā
Your blood ran cold. āAnd Oliver?ā
She gave a soft, broken smile. āCurled up on his bed. Drawing. With Jack.ā
You recoiled.
āBut I didnāt see him,ā she said quickly. āI only ever felt him. Heard him. Sometimes saw things out of the corner of my eye. But Oliver? He always said Jack made him feel safe. That Jack protected him when no one else could. I think he⦠bonded to that. Jack is a part of him now. Jack has never really liked babysittersābefore you, I suppose.ā
You sat back, trying to process it all. The drawings. The feathers. The whisper of your name.
āā¦Heās real. But heās notā¦human,ā you murmured.
She nodded once. āHe manifested through Oliverās fear, I think. And maybe mine, too. I donāt understand all of it. But Oliver says Jack protects him, says heās here to keep him safe. So I donāt mess with it.
āAnd the last babysitter?ā
Oliverās mom froze.
āā¦She said she didnāt believe in āfeeding delusions.ā That Oliver needed āstructure.ā She lasted four nights. Left in the middle of the fifth. Didnāt tell me. Just⦠left. I never heard from her again.ā
Your pulse thundered in your ears.
āAnd now?ā you whispered. āJackās⦠what? Attached to me?ā
Her voice cracked. āI think he likes you. I think heās curious. I donāt know.ā
The light bulb sizzled above your head, the acrid scent of burnt metal curling into the air. You stared across the kitchen table at Oliverās momāchest tight, stomach coiled with the kind of dread that prickled under your skin like a thousand little claws.
āā¦You knew this could happen,ā you said, voice low. āYou knew.ā
She didnāt answer right away. Her hands trembled in her lap. āI hoped he wouldnāt fixate again,ā she murmured. āYou were so good with him. He was happy. I thought maybe it would be different this time.ā
āDifferent?ā Your voice cracked, rising. āYou mean you thought Jack might not try to kill me?ā
āKeep your voice down,ā she hissed, suddenly panicked. āPleaseādonāt say things like that out loud.ā
āOh, Iām sorry,ā you snapped, pushing your chair back. āAre we worried the invisible friend might get mad?ā
She flinched.
You stood up, dizzy with rage and the adrenaline rush that always comes after denial shatters into cold, sharp clarity. āYou let me walk into this. Without telling me. Without warning. What if he didnāt like me, huh? What if I pushed too hard, or said the wrong thing, orāGod forbidātold him to go to bed early?ā
āI didnāt knowā!ā
āYes, you did,ā you cut her off, voice trembling. āYou did. Thatās why you never stayed long. Why you left before I could ask about his dad. Why you didnāt even mention a last sitter until now.ā
You saw it thenāhow hollow her eyes had become. How sleep-starved and strung out she looked under the dim light. This wasnāt just guilt. This was fearāthe kind you live with.
āYou were testing me,ā you whispered. āYou werenāt sure if Jack would like me, and you didnāt care if he didnāt. I was justā¦just another one to try.ā
She didnāt deny it.
You stormed past her, grabbing your coat, shoving your phone into your pocket with shaking hands.
And then you saw him. Oliver. Standing at the end of the hallway. He wasnāt crying. He wasnāt angry. He just watched youāexpression blank, head tilted slightly to the side like someone listening to music only he could hear.
āOliverāā his mother started, but you were already yanking the door open.
You didnāt say goodbye.
āā .ā¦
The first call came the next morning.
You didnāt answer.
Then a text.
MRS. DALTON
Iām sorry. I should have told you. Please, call me.
Then:
MRS. DALTON
Heās not sleeping. He wonāt eat. Oliverās scared.
Another day passed.
MRS. DALTON
Heās asking for you. Please. He just needs to see you one more time. He keeps asking for you.
The texts got more frantic.
MRS. DALTON
Heās not talking anymore. He just whispers. Jack this, Jack that. Please. I havenāt slept. Iām losing him.
I donāt know what heāll do if you donāt come back.
And finally:
MRS. DALTON
Just for one night. Please. Just stay with him. Help him sleep.
You stared at the screen for a long time, thumb hovering above the reply button. Because even though your head screamed no, your gut twisted with something worse than fear.
Guilt.
And something in the back of your mindāthe part that had seen the stripes, the feather, the way Oliver had looked at youāwas already whispering that you didnāt really have a choice. Even if this was all imaginary, some make-believe story, you were causing an innocent boy his mental health.
Sadly, your guilt outweighed your fear.
āā .ā¦
You stood on the doorstep longer than you meant to.
The house loomed in front of youāquieter than it shouldāve been. Even with the porch light buzzing faintly overhead, everything about it looked⦠different. More gray. As if all the warmth had drained out with you the night you stormed off.
But you were here now.
You knocked on the door, the thick sound echoing through the walls, and for a moment, you half-expected no one to answer.
Then the lock clicked. The door cracked open.
Mrs. Dalton looked like she hadnāt slept in days. Her hair was pulled up in a limp, uneven knot, and her eyes had that swollen red look of someone who had been crying on and off for hours. Her relief was instantābut brittle.
āOh thank God,ā she breathed. āThank you. Thank you so much for coming.ā
You stepped past her without a word. She didnāt stop you. Just nodded shakily and grabbed her keys. āIāll be back by sunrise,ā she said, already backing out. āDonāt let him stay up too late. If he gets upset, just⦠just sit with him. Thatās usually enough. And if anything happensāā
You stopped at the hallway, turning just enough to meet her eyes. āI remember.ā
Her mouth opened, then closed again. She gave a small, pained nod. And just like thatāshe was gone. The door clicked shut. The house swallowed you whole.
The air inside felt heavier than it ever had.
You noticed it almost immediatelyāhow the wallpaper looked a little more faded, how the air smelled faintly of metal and something sweet, almost like fruit that had gone sour. The silence wasnāt comforting. It was dense, like the house was holding its breath.
You made your way down the hallway, floorboards creaking beneath your feet. Oliverās room was cracked open just slightly, light from his bedside lamp spilling across the floor. You pushed the door open gently.
āOliver?ā you called softly.
The little boy was curled into a ball on his bed, facing the wall. When he turned to look at you, his eyes were already wet, his cheeks blotchy with tears. The second he saw you, he gaspedāand scrambled into your arms with a cry that shattered you from the inside out.
āYou came back,ā he whimpered, clutching your shirt like a lifeline. āI didnāt think you would. Jack said you were mad.ā
Your arms wrapped around him instinctively. āIā¦Iām not mad, buddy. I was just scared.ā
āJackās sad,ā Oliver sniffled. āAnd mad. But not at me. At you. He said you said mean things. That you donāt like him.ā
You froze. He wasnāt accusing you. He sounded⦠worried. Like he wanted to protect you from Jackās disappointment.
Your hands smoothed down his back gently. āItās okay. Weāre okay. Jackās probably just confused.ā
āCan you tell him youāre not mad anymore?ā Oliver asked, lifting his head, eyes wide. āPlease?ā
You hesitated. āā¦Okay,ā you whispered. āJack, if youāre listening, Iām not mad. I didnāt mean what I said.ā
You glanced around the room.
Nothing. No feathers. No footsteps. No whisper in your ear. Just the soft hum of the bedside lamp and Oliverās quiet sniffles.
Maybe it was all in your head.
Maybeā
Oliver let out a tiny yawn, nuzzling into your side. āWill you stay in bed with me?ā
āOf course.ā
It didnāt take long, he was asleep in minutes. Once his breathing evened out, you gently pulled away and tucked him in. His hand reached out once, blindly, and you took it for a second, giving it a small squeeze.
Then you stood, walked to the door, turned off the light, and stepped into the hallway.
The living room was dim. You kept the corner lamp on, curling up into the same armchair youād claimed the other nightsāblanket over your legs, a book in your lap you werenāt really reading. Every noise made you twitch.
The house didnāt feel empty.
You tried to tell yourself it was just the guiltāthe nerves, the sleep deprivation. That it was all explainable. That this was just a messed-up situation and you were being kind, nothing more. This was just a mentally ill mother and an imaginative child who has gotten you stirred upāthatās all it was.
But you couldnāt shake the feeling of being watchedāespecially when the heater kicked on. Especially when the shadows in the hallway didnāt quite stay still. You told yourself not to look.
You were halfway through a paragraph when you heard it. Shuffling from the hallway. You sat up straight.
āOliver?ā you called, voice shaky.
No answer.
You stood slowly, shoving the blanket and book to the side. The hallway looked longer than it had earlierādarker, the overhead bulb at the far end flickering like it was gasping for power.
You took a step toward it. Then another.
āOliver, are you up?ā you called again, a little louder this time.
Still nothing.
But the shuffling continuedādragging, almost wet-sounding footsteps. Too slow. Too heavy.
You swallowed, walked toward his room, and pushed the door open.
Oliver was asleepātucked under his blankets, breathing slow and even. His face slack with dreams. The shuffling stopped.
You stood there in the doorway, heart thudding in your chest.
Nothing moved. No laughter. No whispers. No feathers. Just your own breath in the dark. You were about to turn around when a soft, warbling giggle echoedāLow. Sweet. And hungry.
You whirled around, heart leaping into your throatābut there was nothing there. Just the hallway. Just that flickering bulb overhead, casting twitching shadows that crawled like spiders up the walls.
āHello?ā you called, voice cracking.
No answer.
But your skin was already crawlingāhairs prickling, stomach twisting itself into a tight, nauseous knot. You ducked back into Oliverās room, barely daring to breathe.
Still asleep. Still peaceful.
You crossed the floor in three quick steps and yanked open his closet. Clothes, shoes, a collapsed cardboard box. You dropped to your knees, lifted the comforter, and checked under the bed.
Empty.
You sat back on your heels, hand pressed over your pounding chest.
Nothingās there. Nothingās there. Itās just yourā
A feather floated down in front of your face. You stared at it. Silky and black as night, it drifted lazily downward, slow as falling ash, until it landed between your knees.
You blinked at it, blood roaring in your ears.
And that was when you heard the groanālike something heavy shifting against wood.
You glanced up from your spot on the floor.
Behind Oliverās bedānot behind the wall, but within it, like the cracks of the old plaster had given wayāsomething emerged. Something wrong.
It spilled out from the dark like a shadow cast by a body that didnāt exist. Its limbs unfolded long and slow, impossibly long, like they were uncoiling from another place entirely. One armālanky, striped in twisted sleeves of faded black and whiteāreached over the headboard. Then another. Then a hunched, too-tall figure pulled itself into the dim bedside light.
Laughing Jack.
No more imagination. No more stories. He was here, right in front of you.
His skināor what passed for itāwas stretched porcelain, marred with seams and hairline fractures. Wild black hair exploded from his scalp in a disheveled mess, curled like tinsel soaked in ink. His outfit was a tattered parody of a circus costumeāblack and white stripes clinging to impossibly long limbs, the fabric grimy and fraying at the seams like it had been rotting over time. Suspenders hung loose over bandages wrapped tight around his waist, showing the unnatural form of him. A wide ruff collar sagged around his neck, drooping unevenly with yellowed lace, and tufts of wiry feathers jutted from his shoulders, some of them looseālike the one youād seen float to your feet earlier. His sleeves were the same mismatched black and white, stretched tight over arms that ended in long, sharpened clawsāstained faintly with something dark and dry. His nose was pointed, like a spike protruding that swirled with black and white stripes. His mouthāoh Godāhis mouth stretched too wide across his face, cracked at the corners, his lips painted like a clownās but split by sharp, pearly teeth that didnāt belong in any childās fantasy. His eyes were deep, glassy voidsāso black they swallowed lightābut the emotion in them was unmistakableāRage. Sadness. Defense.
Jackās head twitched toward you. His neck snapped with an audible crack as he cocked it to the side.
His voice rasped low, warped, like he was speaking through a filter, āYou said you werenāt mad, sweet girl.ā
You staggered back a step.
Jackās arms bent and contorted as he crawled over Oliverācrawled, like some horrid insect parody of a man, his striped limbs jointed all wrong. And still, the boy didnāt stir. Not a flutter of his lashes. Not even a twitch.
āYou lied to him,ā Jack hissed. āYou lied to me.ā
āDonātāā your breath hitched. āDonāt touch him.ā
Jackās grin widened. It reached toward his ears. āOh, I wonāt,ā he cooed. āBut you? Youāre mine now.ā
Before you could scream, he lunged. Jackās hands closed around your ankles and yanked. You hit the hardwood with a sickening thud, knocking the breath from your lungs. Pain shot up your back. You scrambled, flailing to grab the doorframe, anything, but Jack dragged you backwardsādown the hallway with supernatural strength, his body lurching and rattling like a marionette in fast-forward.
āNoā! Oliver! Oliver!ā
He didnāt wake.
The house didnāt help.
You were pulled past the living room, down the longer hallway that led to the master bedroomāMrs. Daltonās room. Your fingernails scraped against the floorboards, legs kicking violently as Jack growled above you.
āYou were sweet,ā he snarled. āKind. Gentle. I liked you.ā His voice cracked on the last word, somewhere in the rage was hurt.
Jack reached the bedroom door and kicked it open. The hinges screamed. Inside, it was darker than the rest of the house. A stifling kind of dark, where the shadows didnāt shiftāthey waited. The room smelled faintly of old perfume and wilted flowers.
Jack tossed you inside. You hit the carpet, rolled, and choked on air. When you sat up, he was already in the doorwayālooming. His arms stretched to the sides, fingers twitching, clawlike.
The door slammed shut behind him like a gunshot. The bang rattled the windows. The frame trembled under the weight of it.
You jerked, stumbling back toward the dresser, chest heavingābut there was no time to run. Not anymore. Jack was across the room in a blink, moving with the erratic, jerky rhythm of something barely stitched togetherāmore puppet than man. His hands, long-fingered and claw-tipped, twitched at his sides.
His expression twisted. He looked⦠devastated.
But behind the grief, behind the dripping sadness that curled at the corners of his stretched mouth and shimmered in the pitch-black glass of his eyesāthere was rage.
āYou ruined everything,ā he hissed, voice cracking like an old vinyl record. āHe was sleeping. He was happy. We were fine. And then youāyou had to come in and whisper poison into his head.ā
āI didnātā!ā
āYou said I wasnāt real,ā Jack roared, and the lights flickered. āYou said I was dangerous! You made him doubt me!ā
He surged forward.
You screamedātoo late. Jack lunged, grabbing your arm and lifting you off the ground like you weighed nothing. You kicked, flailed, fists pounding at his chestābut it was like striking a wall of felt and iron. He held you up, inches from his face. That face. Thatā
God.
Porcelain skin. Cracks lining his jaw like spiderwebs. Painted features half-worn, like a long-loved doll soaked in tears. Teeth so sharp he could barely contain them in his mouth. And beneath the smeared black grin, beneath the clownish facepaintāa man. A sadness. A fury so human it broke your heart.
His glassy black eyes swallowed you whole.
āDo you know what happens,ā he whispered, āto people who tell little boys Iām not real?ā
Your breath hitched. He rattled you, hard. Enough to make your teeth clack. You felt his claws press into your sides, not breaking the skinābut close. One more breath and he might snap you like a doll in his hands.
But thenāYou saw it. That tiny tremble in his jaw. The way his grip shook. His bottom lip quivered. He was angry. He was hurting. And beneath it allāhe was protecting Oliver.
Thatās when you acted. You reached upāfingers tremblingāand gripped his face.
Jack froze.
His eyes went wide as your fingers smeared white greasepaint from his cheekbones, your hands coming away streaked like youād dipped them in some kind of sick frosting. But under the paintāskin. Cold, clammy, too-pale skin. And real. Not a mask. Not an imaginary friend.
āYou did it to protect him,ā you whispered.
Jackās brow twitched, eyes wide.
āYou made his dad go away,ā you said. āDidnāt you?ā
His hands tensedābut he didnāt shake you.
āYou chased off the last babysitter. Because she was mean. You saw it. You saw what he needed. And no one else was helping him. Not even his mom. So you⦠you stayed. You took care of him.ā
Jackās mouth parted. His head tilted, glassy eyes flicking across your face like he didnāt understand what he was seeing.
āI get it, Jack,ā you whispered, still holding his face. āI know what you are. Youāre not here to hurt him. Youāre not a monster to him. Youāre his only friend.ā
His claws slipped from your sides.
āI donāt hate you, Iām not mad,ā you said, voice cracking. āI was just scared.ā
Silence.
For a moment, Jack stood perfectly still, arms trembling.
And thenāhis knees gave.
He sank to the floor, pulling you with him, but gently now. Carefully. Like you were something delicate and precious compared to moments before. His arms slid around you, pulling you against his lanky frame as his body curled over itself, shoulders shaking.
āI didnāt want to scare you,ā he mumbled, voice muffled against your shoulder. āI just wanted you to stay. You were good to him. You were good to me.ā
You were crying now tooāmaybe out of pity, but mostly from the adrenaline that was quickly crashing.
In the pitch-black of Mrs. Daltonās bedroom, cradled in the arms of something that shouldnāt exist, you held a creature that had killed to protect a child, and now clung to you like a broken toy terrified of being discarded.
Jack shuddered, āPlease donāt leave again.ā
Jack didnāt let go. Even as you gasped, trying to squirm backāyour breath still hitching with fear, your hands tremblingāhe clutched you tighter, curling around you like a spider weaving something precious into its web. His lanky arms wrapped around your shoulders and waist, his striped sleeves smelling faintly of old fabric and something sweet and rotting, like sugar left in the rain.
Your face was smooshed against the bristling ruff of feathers at his collar.
You shoved at him, fingers pressing into his chest. āJackāJack, let me go, IāI need a second, pleaseāā
But he only made a soft soundālike a whimper. And his hold tightened. He wasnāt trying to hurt youānot anymoreābut it was like he was starving for you.
His head dipped down beside yours, buried in your neck, and you felt the tremble of his breathāshallow, rapid. Desperate. The way Oliver breathed when he was on the edge of a panic attack. The way he had clung to you just hours before, his tiny fists gripping your shirt like you were the only thing tethering him to earth.
It was the same.
You froze.
And suddenlyāit all started to click. The way Jack reacted when Oliver cried. The way he went silent when Oliver was calm. The way his moods seemed to mirror the childāsālike strings pulling a puppet in the shadows.
āOh my god,ā you whispered, heart hammering. āYouāre not just his imaginary friend⦠youāre protecting him.ā
Jack didnāt speak. But you felt the way his breathing hitchedāa confirmation, quiet and raw.
āYou exist for him, donāt you?ā you murmured, voice barely above a whisper. āLike, a manifestation of his fearsāor something. A guardian.ā
His face, pressed near your cheek, nodded.
Your throat tightened. āSo when heās sad, or scared, or⦠when someone threatens himā¦ā
āI fix it,ā Jack whispered. His voice was softer now. Like wet velvet. Like a child defending a wounded pet. āI fixed his dad. I fixed the mean sitter. I made him laugh again. I keep him safe.ā
You swallowed, slowly easing your hands up between the two of you, not to shoveābut to gently, cautiously press them to either side of his face again.
āAnd now that Iām not a threat anymoreā¦ā you said, your voice cracking, ānow you want something else.ā
Jack nodded again, almost imperceptibly. āI want to be close,ā he said, and his voice broke. āLike he is. I want the things you give him.ā
You stared into his faceāpaint-smeared, cracked, but so achingly human beneath it all. His sharp grin trembled with something soft. His eyes, once pools of black malice, now glistened like a child about to cry.
āYou want comfort,ā you breathed.
His forehead pressed gently to yours. āI want you,ā he whispered. āAnd I donāt know why.ā
You shouldāve been terrified. But insteadāyou felt cold. Cold from the adrenaline, the fear, the leftover edge of what couldāve been your last night. And yetā¦
His arms were warmātoo warmālike a fever curling around you.
And for the first time⦠you saw him not as a nightmare, but as something made from one. Born of a childās desperation. Kept alive by love and terror alike.
So you let him hold youājust for a moment.
And in that moment, Jack went stillāso still you could swear he wasnāt breathing. As if the second you pulled away, he might vanish into the cracks again.
The room was dark except for the sliver of hallway light bleeding in from under the door, casting crooked shadows across the carpet. Jack was stillāunnaturally soāas if afraid a single wrong twitch would make you bolt. But then, slowly, his fingers twitched against your waist.
āIām sorry,ā he whispered, his voice a broken thread. āFor earlier. For scaring you. For being so⦠mean.ā
You didnāt speak. You werenāt sure you could. You were still sitting half in his lap, his arms loosely curled around your back like he was holding something fragile he didnāt know how to fix.
Jackās head tilted, the long arc of his nose brushing against your temple as he sniffedāgently, like he didnāt want you to notice.
āYou do smell like strawberries,ā he murmured, voice distant and dreamy now. āI told him you did. Oliver didnāt believe me.ā A smile crept into his words, soft and crooked. āBut I was right. I always know.ā
You felt your breath catch as his fingers slipped a little lower, curling lightly at the hem of your shirt. Not roughājust needy. Clingy.
āYouāre so pretty,ā Jack sighed, nose nudging into your hair. āSo pretty it makes me feel funnyāright here.ā One hand lifted, curled into a fist, and thumped lightly over where his heart shouldāve been. āIt tickles. Like butterflies trying to get out. Like Iām gonna burst.ā
You shivered, frozen in place. Jack noticed. His arms tensed again.
āIām not trying to hurt you,ā he said quickly, softly, almost pleading. āIām not! I promiseāI justāI didnāt know what else to do. I didnāt want you to leave.ā
You felt him shift under youāthen suddenly you were being pulled into him, lifted like a doll and placed squarely in his lap, your legs folded awkwardly over one of his long, gangly thighs. His claws were gentle, but firm, curling around your arms, keeping you in place. His face buried into your shoulder again, his striped sleeves brushing your cheeks like the wings of some grotesque moth. He was trembling.
āThey all like you,ā he murmured into your shirt. āAll the others. Charlie. Mr. Gumball. Even the quiet ones in the closet. They said youāre kind. That you talk to them even when you donāt believe theyāre real.ā
You blinked.
Charlie? Mr. Gumball?
Jack chuckled softly. āDonāt worry. They wonāt come out unless Oliver says itās okay. But they watch. And they like you. They all do.ā He pulled back just far enough to look at youāhis inhuman eyes wide and wet, paint cracked around the edges from where heād rubbed at his face. His lips were still stained dark, parted like he wanted to ask something he didnāt know how to say, his jagged teeth splitting the seam.
āBut Iā¦ā His voice hitched. āI like you the most.ā
You tried to pull backājust a little, just enough to breatheābut he leaned forward again, brushing his forehead against yours.
āI felt it,ā he whispered. āThe way you talked to Oliver. The way you hugged him. Youāre so soft. So good. I never had that before. I want it all the time, all to myself.ā
His claws flexed against your sides againānot hurting, not even tightābut possessive. Needy.
āI want you all the time.ā
And you realized, in that moment, Jack had no idea what boundaries were. No idea how much was too much. Because all he knew⦠was what Oliver gave him. And nowāwithout having to worry about the kidāhe was able to express those wants himself.
Jackās fingers twitched again where they curled around your waist. His breathing slowed, the chaotic heat of him ebbing into something that almost resembled peace.
But he stilled. And his hands moved.
In an instant, Jack dragged one clawed hand up the side of your torso, bunching the fabric of your shirt as he went. You gasped, trying to pull away, but he was already pushing the hem higher, exposing skin.
āWaitāJackāwhat are youā?ā you stammered, hands flying down to stop him.
āI hurt you,ā he hissed, panickedāhis voice cracking like a snapped piano wire. āI didnāt mean toālook what I did!ā His blackened fingers trembled as he hovered just above the faint red indents curving along your side, the shallow grooves from when heād gripped you too tightly. They werenāt bleeding. Barely bruised. But Jack looked horrified.
His eyes widened as he stared, claws twitching helplessly.
āI didnātāI didnāt mean itāI didnāt even feelāwhy do I always break things I like?ā he rasped, voice warping between a whimper and a growl. āWhy did I grab you so hard? Youāre so soft, I didnāt mean to squeezeāI didnāt mean to!ā
āJackāJack, itās okay,ā you said quickly, your voice soft and trembling as you tried to pull your shirt back down. āIām fine, itās nothing, I swearāā
But he didnāt hear you. Or maybe he did, and he didnāt want to believe it. His claws brushed the marks againāthen slid gently against your skin, tracing the curves of your ribs, reverent and curious. He sucked in a shaky breath.
āYouāre so little,ā he whispered, almost to himself. āSo small in my hands. I could snap you like a toothpickā¦ā
You frozeābut before panic could take hold, Jackās eyes darted up to meet yours again. āā¦but I donāt want to. I donāt want to hurt you,ā he whispered fiercely. āYouāre too pretty to break.ā
Your heart thudded in your chest. Jack tilted his head, eyes flicking over your face, your hair, the way your hands clutched your shirt in nervous fists. His lips twitchedālike he was smiling, but didnāt understand why.
āI like your skin,ā he said. āI like the way it smells. The way it warms up when youāre scared.ā
You tried to pull back again, flushing deeper, but Jack suddenly scooped you up.
āJackā!ā
He didnāt give you time to finish.
In one smooth, eerily graceful motion, he stood, lifting you effortlessly into his arms like you weighed nothing. Like you were a toy, something light and delicate he could cradle in his gangly, striped limbs. Your legs dangled uselessly, your arms half-wrapped around his neck in pure reflex.
He started toward the bed.
āYouāre way past bedtime,ā he announced, in a singsong voice that didnāt quite match the manic glint in his eyes. āToo many big feelings for a little human like you. You need to relax.ā
āIāI donāt need to sleep, Jack, Iām fine, reallyā!ā
But he was already lowering you onto the covers, setting you down so carefully it made your head spin. He crouched at your side immediately, looming with limbs that bent in all the wrong ways, his scruffy feathered collar brushing your knees, his black eyes locked onto you with a predatorās focusāand a childās confusion.
āYou make Oliver feel safe,ā he murmured, crawling a little closer. āBut now I want to feel that too. I want you to make me feel like that.ā
His hand slid over your knee, his claws curling over your thigh with a grip just shy of too tight. āAnd you will, wonāt you?ā he asked softly. āBecause you like me now.ā
The air was too thick to breathe. Too hot. Too sweet. Too close.
And all you could do⦠was nod.
Jackās claws didnāt stay still. They roamed. Fidgeted. Brushed the hem of your shirt, tangled briefly in your hair, crept over your shorts like he didnāt know what he was looking forābut was desperate to find it.
You shifted nervously on the bed, your hands trying to keep his at bay, but he was already pressing closer.
āI like it better when you talk soft to me,ā he said suddenly, his voice catching somewhere between a purr and a whine. āLike you do with Oliver. You donāt yell. You donāt scream. Youāre so nice.ā
Your breath hitched as his hands slid down your armsāgrabbing your wrists. āBut you left.ā His voice cracked. āYou left. You said those things. About me. To her.ā
āJack, I didnāt knowāā you started, gently.
āI didnāt want you to be scared,ā he cut in. His grip tightenedānot painful, but firm enough to make your heart jump. āI just wanted to show you I could keep you safe. Like I did for Oliver. Like I do.ā
He moved quickly. One fluid motion and you were beneath him, your wrists pinned gentlyābut unyieldinglyāagainst the bedspread. His lanky body stretched over yours, striped limbs bracketing you, hair brushing your forehead.
Your heart slammed in your chest.
āJack,ā you said softly, careful not to let your fear show. āLet me up.ā
āBut youāre here.ā He blinked down at you, wide-eyed. āYou came back. That means you want to be here. That means I can touch you.ā
Your breath caught.
āIt doesnāt work like that,ā you whispered, trying to sit up, but he pressed you back down againāstill not hurting you, but clearly not understanding the line he was crossing.
āBut you smell so good,ā Jack murmured, almost dreamily, long nose brushing along your cheek. āAnd you look so soft. I never got to be this close to anyone before. Never wanted to until I saw you.ā
You swallowed thickly, pulse thundering in your ears. āIāll⦠Iāll talk to you, Jack,ā you said, carefully, voice like glass. āIāll sit with you. Iāll stay. But you have to calm down. Youāre scaring me.ā
Something in his face twitched. His hold faltered. Just slightly. But he didnāt let go.
āI donāt mean to scare you,ā he mumbled, nuzzling clumsily against your shoulder, like a child seeking comfort in something they didnāt know how to ask for. āItās just⦠when you talk, and when you look at meāright there.ā His fingers brushed your cheekbone. āI get this⦠tight, fluttery thing in my chest. Like when Oliverās happy. Like when he hugs his bear. It makes me feel like Iām gonna burst.ā
Your eyes welled a little. You werenāt sure if it was fear or pity or the sheer strangeness of the moment.
āJack,ā you whispered, softer now, āthat feeling? Thatās⦠thatās called affection. Or maybeāmaybe even love.ā
He stilled. āLove?ā he echoed, almost awed.
You nodded shakily. āAnd if you want to show it,ā you added, breath trembling, āyou have to listen to the people you care about. You have to ask before touching. And let them go when they say theyāre scared.ā
Jack blinked down at you, still straddling your lap, still holding your wrists. But this timeāslowlyāhis claws released you.
You let out a breath you didnāt realize youād been holding.
āā¦Did I do it wrong?ā he asked after a long pause, his voice smaller now. āDid I mess it up?ā
You sat up slowly, touching your wrists, feeling the pulse still hammering through you.
āNo,ā you whispered. āYou just have to let me teach you.ā
And Jack, in all his mismatched limbs and smeared makeup and feathered ruff, nodded like a child eager for a bedtime story.
āā¦Then teach me,ā he said.
The silence that followed was heavyāsyrupy and thick like it was meant to trap breath in your throat. Jack sat cross-legged now, long limbs folded awkwardly on the bedspread like some gothic marionette, waiting for your strings to pull him into place. His eyesāhuge and shining beneath streaked face paintāwere locked on you, searching your face like he wanted to memorize it.
You swallowed.
āJack,ā you said slowly, brushing your palms down the front of your shirt, trying to ignore the heat still lingering where his claws had been. āYou canāt just⦠take what you want. People donāt work like that. You have to let them come to you.ā
His shoulders slumped, his striped arms wrapping loosely around his waist as he rocked onceātwice.
āI thought⦠if I held you right, maybe youād feel it too,ā he muttered, voice barely above a breath. āThe fluttering. The warm thing. Like the way Oliver gets when you tuck him in and smile.ā
You softenedājust a little. āJack, I do care. But you canāt scare me into staying,ā you said gently. āYou need to trust me to come back. Just like Oliver does.ā
That earned a sharp jolt through his expression. His head tilted, the bells in his costume softly chiming as he blinked. āOliverā¦ā
He turned his head suddenlyāeyes fixed on the hallway.
You froze.
āWhat?ā you asked, voice tight.
He sniffed the air. One deep inhale.
āHeās waking up,ā Jack murmured. āHeās crying.ā
You didnāt even wait. You were already scrambling off the bed, nearly stumbling into the hallway barefoot. Jack was behind you, eerily quiet despite his frame, close enough that his sleeves fluttered in the air beside you like shadows with feathers. Oliverās room was dark, but you heard the sniffles before you even touched the door. You pushed it open gently.
āOliver?ā you whispered, stepping in.
The little boy was curled beneath the blankets, arms tightly wrapped around his pillow, tears tracking down his cheeks as he whimpered softly.
āNightmare,ā he hiccupped. āYou⦠You werenāt here when I woke up. Jack was gone. I thoughtāā
āIām right here,ā you said quickly, sliding into the bed beside him. He immediately reached for you, pressing his face into your shirt, small hands clinging tightly.
āI was scared you left again,ā Oliver murmured, muffled. āHe got so sad last time. I got so lonely.ā
You looked upāand Jack was there, crouched beside the bed, half-shrouded in shadow. The glow from the hallway lit one half of his faceāthe sadness there was nearly human.
āI didnāt understand him,ā you said, brushing Oliverās hair gently. āBut I think I do now.ā
Oliver sniffled. āHe says he likes you.ā
Your throat tightened. āYeah?ā you whispered.
āHe says you make us feel happy.ā Oliverās lashes fluttered. āHe says you smell like strawberries, but I donāt think so.ā
You tried to laugh but it came out soft and broken. āIāll stay,ā you said quietly, folding Oliver into your arms. āIāll stay the rest of the night. Okay?ā
āOkay.ā
You felt Jack settle beside the bed, curled around the two of you like a skeletal gargoyle. He didnāt speak, didnāt reachāhe just watched, his limbs folded protectively under him, his eyes more calm now. As Oliverās breathing slowed, you felt a cold hand brush against yours under the blanketālong fingers lacing between yours like he needed to feel your pulse to believe you were real.
āJack?ā you whispered.
āHm?ā
You didnāt look at himājust kept your eyes on the ceiling. āā¦Weāll talk more tomorrow.ā
The hand squeezed yours once. Then came his whisperālow, skittish.
āCan you bring more ice cream?ā
āā .ā¦
The sun had just barely started to rise, stretching faint golden streaks across the cream-colored walls of Oliverās bedroom. You stirred slowly, blinking against the light trickling through the curtains, a heavy warmth pressed against your side.
Oliver was still asleep, curled into you with one small hand tangled in the hem of your shirt. His cheeks were soft with sleep, lips parted slightly as he murmured something inaudible in a dream. You exhaled quietly, slipping your hand from his to tuck the blanket up over his shoulder.
Clink.
The sound of keys in the door jolted your attention.
Careful not to wake him, you slid from the bed, casting one last glance at Jackās usual corner toward the closet. Nothing. No flicker, no feather, no eerie reflection. But the air was thick. You felt him. Watching. Resting.
Downstairs, the front door creaked open just as you reached the end of the hallway. Mrs. Dalton froze in the entryway, still dressed in her scrubs, her expression visibly softening when she saw you. āYouāre still hereā¦ā
āI stayed the night,ā you said simply, grabbing your jacket from the back of the couch. āHe had a nightmare.ā
Mrs. Daltonās eyes searched yours carefully, cautiously. āAnd you stayed.ā
āIām coming back tonight, too.ā
Her brows furrowed. āWait. Why?ā
You shrugged the coat on. āBecause Oliver needs me.ā
She frowned. āI know he does. But youāthis isnāt your responsibility. I shouldāve never let it get that far.ā
You gave a small, tired smile. āIām not doing it because I have to.ā
She opened her mouth to speak again, something deeperāmaybe the truth behind her eyesābut you were already halfway out the door. The cold morning air nipped at your cheeks, and just as you reached the sidewalkā
Fwwt.
A small feather, light gray and black-striped, fluttered past your face and landed by your foot.
You didnāt pick it up. You didnāt have to. Instead, you stepped over it, heart skipping, and walked to your car.
āā .ā¦
The sky had settled into its deep, navy blueāstars peeking out between the clouds as you walked up the front steps, a familiar white paper bag tucked beneath your arm. You could already hear Oliver inside, thudding softly around the living room, maybe looking for somethingāor someone.
You knocked once before letting yourself in, calling gently, āHey, Oliver?ā
The little boyās head popped over the couch, eyes widening when he saw the ice cream. His smileāreal and unfiltered this timeāwas radiant. It made your heart stutter for a beat.
āYou came back!ā he called, running around the furniture. āYou came back!ā
You caught him as he leapt into your arms, ice cream threatening to topple.
āOf course I did,ā you said, smoothing a hand over his hair. āI said I would, didnāt I?ā
He nodded into your shoulder, voice muffled. āHeās really happy.ā
You didnāt ask who. You didnāt need to.
As you stepped further into the house, shadows curled slightly at the edge of the ceilingājust out of reach. Like fingers brushing the walls. You pretended not to notice, but you felt itāthe way the house exhaled when you walked in. And the flicker of something behind you that didnāt belong to the light.
The night unfolded in familiar motionsāyet something had shifted. Subtle, warm, like the slow turning of a tide.
You and Oliver ate your ice cream on the living room floor, cross-legged, the television flickering softly in the background with an old cartoon. He babbled between bites, chocolate smeared at the corners of his mouth as he spoke.
āJack says strawberry is his favorite flavor now, not mint chocolate chip anymore,ā he said suddenly, licking the spoon.
āOh yeah?ā you asked, quirking a brow and handing him a napkin. āHow does he even eat it? He doesnāt have a tongue, does he?ā
Oliver laughedāreally laughed. The kind that crinkled his nose and made his shoulders shake. āHe does! Itās just black! And super long!ā
You felt your eye twitch.
āWell that makes sense,ā you said, leaning in conspiratorially. āBig clowns, big tongues, big appetite for ice cream.ā
He nodded sagely, like you were in on something sacred. āHe said you smell like strawberries again.ā
Your breath caughtābut you didnāt let it show. āThatās probably because of my lotion.ā
āNope,ā Oliver said simply, digging back into the tub. āHe says itās your skin.ā
You blinked. āGross.ā
More laughter.
The evening continued like thatāpillow forts, coloring pages, made-up bedtime riddles. And you answered all of Oliverās strange little statements like they were part of the game.Ā
When he mentioned how the other imaginary friends whispered to him at night? You told him to tell them to use their inside voices.
When he said Jack got sad when the window was closed? You cracked it an inch and said, āThere. For airflow and imaginary friends.ā
And when he curled into your side with a book, his eyes drooping, his hand clutching your wrist like an anchorāyou didnāt even hesitate. You read aloud. Soft, slow, your voice steady as his breaths evened. One page. Two. A lullaby wrapped in ink and warmth. Until his lashes fluttered and finally stilled.
You tucked him in gently, brushing his hair back from his forehead, and whispered, āGoodnight, buddy.ā
The hallway light flickered once as you closed the door.
You padded down to the living room and coiled onto the couch, arms wrapped around a throw pillow. The silence of the house was a blanket in itselfāone that buzzed slightly at the edges. Hums of something just out of sight.
Still, you let your eyes close. āJackā¦ā The word was soft, a half-whimper from the empty room.
Then again, more urgent. āJackā¦ā
You sat up slowly, breath held, listening. The house didnāt answer. No creak of footsteps, no flutter of feathers. Only a long, heavy stillness. You exhaled through your nose and pushed up to standāonly for something cold to slip over your shoulders.
Claws.
Long, jointed fingers, talon-tipped, coiling like ribbons of shadow. You felt them press lightly into your collarbones, grazing the top of your chestānot painful, but possessive, circling from behind you.
And thenāhis voice. Low. Fractured velvet. Warm like a whisper down your spine. āYou came back.ā
You didnāt scream. You didnāt move. Just sat, back straight, breathing shallow. The claws curled tighter.
āI was scared you wouldnāt,ā Jack murmured, his chin lowering until you could feel the weight of his presence against your shoulder. āBut he asked for you. Needed you. So I waited. I was so good.ā
You turned your head slowlyāhis feathers brushing your cheekāand finally looked at him.
Jackās face rested next to yours, chin tucked onto your shoulder where he stood behind the couch. Pale. Painted. Cracked like porcelain, streaked slightly at the edges from where your hands had once smeared him. His mouth, sharp and black, curled into something between a smile and a snarl.
āI was very good,ā he said again, almost pleading.
Your voice came quieter than you expected. āYou were.ā
He inhaled your scent like it grounded him. And thenāhis claws uncurled from your shoulders and slid down your arms, lingering at your wrists like manacles of silk and bone.
āDonāt go,ā he whispered.
With graceful ease, one long gangly leg lifted over the back of the couch like he was stepping over a fence, then the other, before sitting cross-legged down beside you. He faced you, head tilted like a curious, waiting beast, his black-tinted claws twitching with thought. His wide eyes flicked over your face, down your throat, to your hands where they rested in your lap, still and warm. The poor cushions nearly buckled under the weight of him.
āWhy,ā he murmured, almost to himself, āwhy does it do that?ā
You looked over at him, brows furrowing. āDo what?ā
His chest rose sharply, a frustrated mimicry of breath. āThis⦠fluttering.ā He pressed a clawed hand flat against the center of his chest. āItās like Iām hollow and full at the same time.ā
Your lips partedāyour brain stumbling to meet his intensity. āRemember what I said about love?ā
Jack blinked, confused. āLove.ā
āItās⦠complicated,ā you offered gently. āIt can feel really good and really terrible at the same time. It makes you care too much. Makes you do things. Say things. Want things.ā
Jackās head tilted, and he shuffled closer on all foursālanky limbs folding with unnatural grace. āWant?ā His voice dipped, that awful little smile playing at the corner of his lips. āI do want.ā
You leaned back slightly as he reached for you, his claws brushing your legs, your hips, then curling possessively around your waist as he pulled you into his lap again. You let himāmore out of dazed submission than invitation. His body was warm beneath all the feathers and fabric, and the way he tucked you against him made you feel like a doll, a thing made for touch.
āYou feel soft,ā he murmured, his hand smoothing over your back with surprising gentleness for something so sharp. āYou smell like the way I imagine dreams do. And when you talk⦠it gets louder in here.ā He tapped the side of his temple.
āI think thatās still love,ā you said softly, trying not to tremble as he leaned forward. You didnāt really think thatābut the way he looked at youāthere was little you could do to no appease him.
Jackās nose brushed your neck, and he inhaled like he was starving. Then, unexpectedly, he dragged the tip of his tongue up the line of your throatāinhumanly long, textured like velvet. Oliver was right, it was blackāand long. You gasped, clutching his arms.
His head tilted. āYou tasted⦠good. But not enough. Thereās something else Iāve seen people do. Something Oliverās parents did with mouths.ā
You flushed. āA⦠kiss?ā
Jackās eyes lit up like a light bulb flaring. āYes. That. Show me.ā
You hesitatedābut something in his expression, his wide pupils and fluttering lashes, made your chest ache. He was so brightādespite the monochromatics of him. There were wild colors and energy behind his sad eyes.
So you leaned forward and whispered, āItās when two people press their lips together. Gentle, sometimes. Or⦠not.ā
Jack didnāt wait. He surged forward with a suddenness that made you gasp, pressing his mouth to yours clumsily at firstālike he didnāt quite know how hard to push or how much to take. His lips were cold, but the space between you burned. And when he groaned softly into it, something cracked wide open in your chest.
It wasnāt graceful. It wasnāt delicate. But it was real.
And when he pulled back, body jittering with energy, his eyes searched yours like you held the answer to everything.
āThat,ā he whispered, claws trembling where they gripped your sides. āDo that again. Please.ā
Your lips tingled from the pressure of himāhis mouth too cold, too soft, and too eager all at once. The taste of him lingered like sugar laced with something acrid, like old candy or sugar water. His nose brushed yours as he hovered, barely breathing, barely holding back.
And he was holding back. Barely.
āDo it again,ā Jack breathed, his voice cracking with need. āPleaseāagain. Just one moreāā
You didnāt answer. You didnāt have time.
Jack surged forward, kissing you again, messier this timeāteeth knocking against yours in his desperation. One hand cradled the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair, tangling like he never wanted to let go. His other arm was tight around your waist, claws digging just enough to make you feel it.
You gasped into his mouth when his tongueātoo long, too strangeāflicked over your bottom lip, tasting you like you were spun sugar and heat. He moanedāmoaned, like he didnāt understand how else to deal with the rush curling through him.
āYouāre real,ā he whispered into your mouth, dragging you closer, your legs tangled where he held you in his lap. āYou see me. You let me touch you. You donāt screamāyou donāt runāā
āI was terrified of you,ā you said, breathing uneven. āI still kind of am.ā
Jack paused. His brows pinched. āThen why did you come back?ā
āBecause Oliver isnāt the only one who needs me.ā
With a shuddering sound full of teeth and snarls, Jack buried his face in the crook of your neck. He inhaled deeplyāobscene and greedyāand you could feel his whole body tremble beneath yours. Then his handsāthose long, strange handsāslid under your thighs, and in one effortless motion, he scooped you up.
You yelped, arms flying around his neck as he lifted you like you were made of nothing.
āJackā!ā
āShhhā¦ā he cooed, walkingāno, glidingāthrough the hallway. āI can only keep Ollie asleep for so long, sweet girl. We need to be quiet.ā
You squirmed a little, heart hammering, your voice caught somewhere between rationality and surrender. āW-We can sit down. We donāt have toāā
āYouāre warm,ā he murmured, cutting you off. āAnd when I touch you, it makes me feel good. I think⦠I think this is what people mean when they talk about loving someone.ā He leaned down, brushing his nose across your cheek. āI want to be good at it. For you.ā
The hallway was lit only by the dim nightlight near Oliverās room, casting everything in shadow and silver. Jackās body moved soundlessly, his boots not making a single creak on the old wood.
And then he reached Mrs. Daltonās room.
You stiffened. āJack, no. We canātāthis is her roomāā
But he didnāt stop. He pressed the door open with his footāwhich had a little bell at the top, jinglingāand carried you over the threshold, and nudged it shut behind him. He walked you to the bed like heād been there beforeālike heād waited for this exact moment. And when he set you down, he was slow. Careful. His claws ghosted over your sides as he released you, reverent, almost trembling.
āYou fit,ā he whispered, kneeling beside the bed like a knight before an altar. āI donāt know why. But you fit. And I donāt want you to go.ā
You sat there, breathing hard, watching as he tilted his headāthose eyes wide, flickering with too many thingsāAdoration. Madness. Hope. And something like love.
He didnāt lunge again. Not this time. But you knewāthis night, this quiet, this eerie stillnessāit wasnāt the end.
It was the beginningāof your doom, your loveāyou werenāt sure.
Jackās head tilted again, just slightly, enough for the bell at his collar to chime softly. The tiny sound filled the stillness between you like a warning, or maybe a plea.
āI donāt want you to go,ā he repeated, almost childlike, hands resting on your kneesāclawed fingers splayed wide, thumbs rubbing tiny, distracted circles into the soft fabric of your pants. āThey always go. All of them. After a while. Even when I like them.ā
You swallowed, your throat dry. āJackā¦ā
āI didnāt like the others like I like you. They didnāt make me feel like this.ā
He leaned forward again, feathered collar brushing your arms, the scent of sweets and wrapping around you. His face hovered close, and for the first time⦠he looked serious.
āI get big feelings when you touch me,ā he murmured, eyes searching yours. āWhen you talk soft. When you look at me like Iām not wrong.ā
āYouāre not,ā you whispered, reaching a cautious hand upāfingers threading through the messy dark strands of his hair. āYouāre not wrong, Jack. Youāre just⦠not like us. And thatās okay. Some people donāt deserve you.ā
He whimpered, the sound sharp and fragile as his hands suddenly moved to your waistāclaws careful but firm, gripping you like he thought you might vanish again.
āWhy does it hurt when you leave?ā His voice cracked, nose brushing yours, his weight pushing forward until you had to brace yourself back on your elbows. āWhy does it ache?ā
You didnāt have an answer.
You just let your other hand come up, smoothing over the side of his jaw, your thumb brushing a smear of dried white face paint. āBecause youāre learning to care. And that hurts sometimes.ā
Jack leaned into your touch like a dog starved for affection. āIs that what this is?ā he rasped. āIs this love?ā
You froze.
His claws slipped beneath your shirt again, up your sidesānot cruelly, but with that same aching hunger he didnāt know how to soothe. The pads of his fingers found the faint indents heād left the night before, and he shuddered, pressing his forehead to your shoulder with a broken sound.
āI didnāt mean to hurt you,ā he murmured, voice muffled against your skin. āI just wanted you to see me.ā
āI do see you,ā you whispered, unsure if you were shaking from nerves or something deeper.
He looked up suddenly, lifting himself slightly to meet your gaze again. āAnd you still came back.ā
āI told you I would.ā
Jack didnāt like that answer. His mouth twistedāunhappy, needyāand his arms curled around your back, pulling you forward until your body pressed against his chest, your legs falling open around his wide hips.
āYou wanted to come back,ā he corrected, nose pressed into your hair. āDidnāt you?ā
You closed your eyes. āI did.ā
Silence fell.
Then Jack giggledāsoftly, sweetly, but with something strained and high-pitched underneath. āI knew it. I knew you were different. That you werenāt scared like the rest.ā
āJackā¦ā
Thatās all it takes for his lips to be crashing onto yours, biting back a little whimper at the messy clash of teeth, of spit, because one taste of your lips and he was already so addicted. One kiss wasnāt enough, neither was two.
Your breath caught when he shifted his weight, a knee sliding between your thighs as he loomed over you, long hair falling like a shadowy curtain around your face. That enormous feathered collar fanned around his neck, brushing your shoulders like wings, trapping you beneath him.
āYou said love feels fluttery, right?ā he asked, voice rough, cracking slightly. āIt feels like you canāt breathe, like everything is spinning and hot and tight.ā
You noddedāyour throat too dry to speak.
āThen Iām in love,ā he declared, eyes glassy and intense. āBecause I canāt stop feeling.ā
He pressed his nose to your collarbone, inhaling deeply, then let his tongue graze across your skināwarm and impossibly long, like silk and static. You shivered, your hand instinctively grabbing at the front of his suspender shirt, fingers curling into that ridiculous fabric ruffle beneath his throat.
He smiled at that, manic and pleased. āYou like this, donāt you? Even if youāre scared.ā
āIām not scared,ā you lied, voice tight.
That earned a laughāsoft and delighted, as if he could feel the war in your chest.
āYouāre shaking,ā he said, claws slipping lower, curved around your hips now, pulling you flush against his frame. āBut not like before. Not like when you wanted to run. Now youāre trembling like⦠like I make your chest flutter, too.ā
You didnāt answer, but your body didāarching when his hips settled against yours.
Jesus fucking Christ. You felt the boneyness of his hips, the slimness of his torso, and the absolutelyādevastatingly, mouthwateringlyācurve of his erection against his hip. Your hips jerked immediately at the feeling, eyes shooting wide when you felt him grind down just the slighted bit. There was no fucking way.
Jack groaned low, almost surprised by his own reaction, his clawed hand catching your thigh and hiking it up around his waist. āSo little,ā he hissed, voice shaking with something deeper now. āSo small and warm in my handsā¦ā
His head dipped, tongue trailing up your throat, stopping just beneath your jaw. āWant to taste your skin again. Is that okay? You said I need to ask permission.ā
You managed a nod, your fingers still clinging to him. He pulled back just enough to look at you, and the manic glee that bloomed across his face was both terrifying and beautiful.
There was nothing gentle about it.
Jack kissed like a creature whoād only just discovered the act existed and couldnāt fathom living without itāwhich was mostly true. His mouth was hot and desperate, his tongue curling past your lips like he needed to taste everything youād ever spoken. He moaned against youāguttural, starvedāas he dragged your hips closer into his, arms caging you in completely.
The room spun, your senses burning, and when he finally pulled back for air, a string of spit clung between your mouths. His chest rose and fell like heād run miles, pupils blown wide with something that wasnāt entirely sane.
āI want more,ā he whispered. āLet me have more.ā Jack gasps, chasing hotly after your lips. Eyes half-lidded to watch the snapping of those delicate strings of saliva, āYouāreā youāre soāā And heās way too impatient to get out his words, licking heatedly at the slit of your mouth, over and over and over. āI canāt help it.ā
And the both of you are stuck on the way Jackās moving again, hips fucking up in jagged, mindless little grinds. Like he doesnāt even realize heās doing it, like he didnāt even feel the way his twitching erection was smearing along the insides of your thighs. Youāre erratic, entire body shaking every time the tip of his cock catches your clit through layers of clothes. How was this even happening?
āI rememberāā Jack started, tugging his hips off of you, leaning back, your legs still spread wide around his hips. āI remember what Ollieās parents used to do. I remember seeing it. I think that was the first time I felt like this.ā His voice is shaky, like heās barely containing something running rampant behind those stripes and monochrome.
āWhat do youāā
Jackās claws ran under your shirt, pushing the fabric all the way up until it bunched under your chin. You seized, hands letting go of his shirt and moving to cover your chest, bra slightly askew from all the prior movement. Jack didnāt like thatāhe wrapped a hand around your wrists, tugging them away with a huff. āI want to show you.ā
He pushes your shirt over your head, throwing it somewhere against the wall, before heās snagging one long, sharp finger under the main band of your bra. Your breath catches, hand wrapping around his wristābefore heās snapping it up.
Your tits fall free, bra bunched onto your chest, nipples hard from the chilled air and rampant energy of your body. You shuffle in embarrassment, pressing your arm over your chest, āJackāā
He stalks towards your trembling figure as if hypnotized, āOh, you look even prettier this way.ā
You donāt even have time to react. Jackās painted lips are latching onto one nipple, giant claw snagging the other. You can fill the pinprick of his jagged teeth against your skin, and it elicits goosebumps all over. Heās groaning, humming sweetly against your nipple as that bastardous tongue laps and snakes against the nub.
āJackāhahāoh godāā
His bright eyes meet yours through heavy lids, chittery little grumbles as he sucks and swirls and makes your head dizzy. Your hands curl into his hair, brushing the strands from his face as he pops off one tit and immediately locks onto the other. A thin ring of black circles your nipple, evidence of his dark lips that sucked a red spot onto your skin. You can hardly catch your breath, arching up into the feeling.
āTastes⦠so good. Youāre so sweetā¦ā he moans against you, licking a thick stripe across one mound, then to the other. But heās back up at your lips before you know it, slipping that tongue through your teeth and messing with your own. He forces his way into your mouth, dragging the muscle across your inner cheeks like heās trying to memorize it.
You feel him slipping down, dragging your hips with him in a firm hold, until you hear the thud of his knees hitting the carpet at the side of the bed. He smacks one, hard kiss across your lips before retreating down your jaw, then to your throat. You gasp out, craning your neck as he nips and sears his teeth across your veins.
Then you feel the tug of your pants, thick claws snagging the fabric and pulling them down your thighs. You try to maneuver, moving to grab his shoulders, but Jack retreatsāleaving your mouth and throat alone.
āO-Oh.ā
Jack settles between your spread legs, tugging your waistband down your knees and off your ankles. You have enough mind to lean up onto your elbows, unclasping your bra and tugging it off your chest before it becomes too uncomfortable.
Despite your thoughts, despite the way your heart hammered so violently in your chestāLaughing Jack looked so pretty when he knelt obediently at the edge of the bed. A thin sliver of sweat sliding down his temple, breaths coming out in heated gusts, clawed hands balling into a fist and shivering once you smear your legs open just a fraction more. Twitching, white-knuckled like he was forcing himself to not just ruin you right then and there.Ā
āLet me taste you.ā Jack said sternly, an edge of hesitation in his voice. āIāll be gentle, I promise. I know what to do. Let me show you.ā His words got faster as he spoke, frantic. Like if he couldnāt convince you in this moment, youād up and leave. Your thighs shook, mind dizzy between right and wrong.
But the sight of him there, claws sneaking up to brush against the inside of your calf as your legs dangled off the side of the bedānot your bed, youād have to make sure to tidy up. There was no point in stopping now.
āOkay.ā Youāre nodding, and the very action is enough for him to snap his eyes down where your cotton panties were starting to dampen and swallow. āPleaseāpleaseābe gentle.ā
With so much pent-up eagerness, Jackās lips twist into a sleazy grinācrawling himself the few inches it was to stuff himself nose-deep between your pretty legs. First it was the tiniest tug on your restless hips, then it was a sniffāand then it was a bite of his sharp, pearly whites over the waistband of your underwear. A throaty groan snarling through his teeth, āOh, sweet girl, I promise.ā
Quick as a flash, heās snagging his teeth on the flimsy fabric of your panties and all but tearing it off of you. Ripping to simply push its tatters to the side, Jack doesnāt even fully take it off before he was simply drooling.Ā
āSweet,ā he gasps out, tongue flicking past his lips to taste the air. You shrieked, gripping your fingers tight into the sheets, but he just smiled lazily, āSo sweet.ā
The fattened pad of his thumb sears down on your swollen folds and spreads you wide open, cock twitching at the deafening wet squelch that chimes.
āAnd mine.ā
āOhā oh fuckāā Youāre shrilling out a syrupy moan once his singing tongue flicks at your clit like a lollipop, taking extra care to press down hard so that it has you thrashing.
āThere? Sāthat good?ā Heās roaming his mouth over your puffed-up lips eagerly, yearning, not knowing what he was doing, just addicted. āYouāre so wet, sweetheart. Sāthis for me? A-All for me?ā
The only answer heās getting is a few soft gasps of oh! and yes! You couldnāt help but nod your head down and admire just how drunk Jack was as heās sucked away on your twitching clit. The hollows of his pale cheeks sucked-in, spit-glossed mouth wrapped snugly around your sensitive nub. āSo⦠so goodā¦ā
Your legs try to clamp around his head.
āE-Easy, Jackāā You mewl out in a tone that makes his tensed hips rut forward like an animal, immediately grinding against the firm base of the bedframe. You snake a hand down to intertwine with his messy hair, tugging the strands until his eyes snap up to meet yours. āEasy.ā
Jack nods against your cunt, lips bumping your clit and smearing your arousal across your folds. You try to tug his head off, just to give yourself a momentā
āI want it.ā He grumbles, popping off your clit, hanging his head back as he pants into the air. His eyes are so glassy, the tip of his tongue flashing across his bottom lipāuntil itās not the tip anymoreāwaitā
The curly, dark end of it stingingly slaps down on your thigh, Jackās tongue is so long enough that he can lace it all over your shivering leg and wrench them further and further open. You nearly faint.
āI want in.ā
And then it feels like youāre being split apartājust a few solid, thorough inches of Jackās slimy tongue burrowing past your puffy folds, keeping your jolting legs pinned firmly by his sharp claws digging in. Your head slams back against the mattress, hands taking a blinding hold on Jackās hair. Youāre being rendered utterly stupid by the jerky flicks of his pointed muscle stirring up your insides, wriggling in circular patterns around and around your gummy walls. Scarfing you down until his tongue reaches the very gooey bottom of your cunt and kisses your cervix so hard that youāre pushed up the mattress and heās forced to reel you back down again.Ā
āWhatā ohā¦oh my godāā Tears drip down from your heavy lids, wailing whimpers breaking off from your lips at every smack he left on that spongy end, further pushing aside your panties. Then itās retracting all the way back out, only to thrust in again. āJackā itās so bigā your tongueāā
He grumbles his agreement, smacking his lips back against your folds, sucking your clit. Heās slashing his tongue almost aggressively inside, knocking your g-spot in-between his journey to fuck you with his tongue. You could feel the ridges of his tongue, feel how it had to bend and curve to fit all of it inside of you. It angled to the shape of your walls, making you feel so full.
āN-ngh please!ā You could feel your resolve breaking, nearly hear the sound of your fear shattering and getting rebuilt into uncontrollable lust. You canāt help but rock into every second of his frenzied cadence, creeping down one of your hands to hook on the underside of his jaw, angling his head so that he could go even deeper, āI-itās so goodā donāt stop, donāt stop.ā
And the look in Jackās shiny eyes is the most raw glint of disbelief that youāve ever seen.
His thighs clench as he hits his erection against the wooden board of the bed and grinds, unwilling to yank the button of his pants down, unwilling to take his hands off of you for a mere second.
He throws your thighs over his shoulder, your trembly hands guided through his sweaty scalp, mouth hungry. You nearly scream every time the sharp ends of his fangs snag on your clit, tongue fucking into your sopping cunt like heās addicted to the mere taste and sounds of itābecause he is.
Your noises, your smell, your taste. How did he go so long without you?
āFuck- fuck, youāre making such a mess, Jack.ā
āMhmmmmāā
āI canātā I canātāā And you donāt know whether itās the sight of slicked saliva falling from Jackās mouth or the sheer overstimulation that has you jumbling up your syllablesābut itās enough to make Jack grin against your folds. āSātoo muchā hold onāā
Your brainās fuzzily numb by the time you finally recognize that familiar twist at the bottom of your gut. Blubbering out an unsteady, āH-Hold onā Just giveāaghā give me a minute.ā
āI knowā I know I know I knowā make a mess.ā Heās tugging his tongue out, letting a wad of saliva stream straight down your slit and licking it all up before he returns to probe your entrance fully, swirling every fold of his tongue until it was like he was stuffing you with his taste buds.
Tears pool from your eyes, hands jerks two thick strands of his hair and pullingāand your body absolutely shatters under him.
Jack picks it up immediatelyākeenly aware of the way your walls clamp down with a searing grip on his lashing tongue, flooding his tastes with such a sweet, sweet taste. You could practically see the fireworks exploding behind his eyes, eyelashing fluttering and lips twitching as he only shoves his jaw closer to your skin.
Your hips roll at the primal way Jackās prominent Adamās apple bobs with each eager swallow. Thin lines of sappy slick falling from the black, puckered corners of his lips and waterfalling all down the side of his throat.Ā
āGoodā Good girlāā His sopping wet tongue drags up and down your open folds to pull you through your euphoria, every lolling flick of the curled end jostling against your thoroughly-stuffed cunt. āThisā this is all for me?ā Heās crooning out, dazed, letting his jaw fall open with every quiver youāre instinctively clenching with your cunt, āAll for me. Moreā more, sweetheart.ā
The waves of absolute pleasure ran through your gut, through your legs, until it slowly fizzled into sharp, jerking twitches of your legs clamping around his head. Jack let you, too busy tasting your orgasm to worry about his head getting squished between your shaky thighs. He wasnāt stopping, his tongue making it a point to clean every inch of your insides, to taste every sweet drop.
His tongue kept thrusting, lips continually sucking on your weeping clit. Your eyes rolled back, hips jerking off the bed and slamming back down into the sheets with every curl of the muscle inside you.
It wasnāt until you were hitting your fist against his head and pressing the bottoms of your feet against his shoulders that he flicked his eyes up at you, catching the absolutely fucked-out expression that lay before him.
āJackā sātoo much, too muchāā
And heās perking his head up like the thought didnāt even occur to himāslowly retracting his tongue from your folds and back to his own mouth. His glistening tongue licks his lips, catching all the spit and slick that got absolutely everywhere all over his face. His eyes are locked into yours, despite you rapidly blinking away tears. He smiled, innocently, all sharp teeth and giddy eyes, āWas that good?ā
Your eyes flicked back and forth between his face and your bodyāyour inner thighs and center absolutely covered in smears of white and black facepaint. You could see where a black O shape circled right around your cunt, where his cheekbones has pressed right into the meat of your thighs. It was an absolute messāand that wasnāt even counting all the drool and slick accompanying it. But your eyes flicked back to his face.
Fuck. He was pretty.
Granted, you always saw him in the shade of shadows or in faint passing, but right nowāwith Jackās dark strands of hair hooding his half-lidded gaze, what little you could see of his eyes gleaming, chest rising and falling rapidlyāhe was dreamy.
One gangly limb after the other, Jack crawls back up into the bedāwell, grinds right between your legs so that heās putting pressure on your throbbing cunt. He doesnāt even look like he knows that heās doing it, not when heās gripping your flushed cheeks in one claw and puffing your lips together.
Looming over top of you, his other claw grips into the askew bedding near your head, face quickly lowering toward yours as he catches your mouth again.
Itās all spit and tongues and the taste of you on his lips. Youāre both panting into each otherās mouthās, his sharp teeth catching against your lips and making you hiss. He grinds down again, making your hands grip into his ruffled collar, rutting his hips and dampening the front of his trousers with your wetness.
Heās whimpering into your mouth, eyes clenched tightly shut as you feel the head of his cocktip smear through your folds over thin layers of fabric. Your hands move before your brain does, fishing for the waistband of his trousers and finding the metal clasp that holds the layers together.
Jack feels your hands against stomach, knuckles running across those bandages tight around his waist, and angles his hips upwards. He canāt figure out why he feels so warm, why the fluttering in his chest has traveled southābut when your fingers latch on and snag the clasp open, feeling as his length bobs out from behind the fabric and smacks against your belly-buttonāitās like he just touched a live-wire.
āWhatāā he started, popping off your lips to look at the space between you. His face is twitching, like he canāt pinpoint what expression heās supposed to have, watching at his cock twitches and smears pre-cum against your stomach. Itās only when you let go of the fabric of his pants, mindlessly darting over to swipe your thumb across a pearly bead of pre that glistened on his slitāthat Jackās hips jerk at the feeling, chasing your hand.
āO-oh.ā Jack grunts at the look on your gorgeous face once your hand wraps around the head of his cock, twisting slowly. His hips stutter, brow knotting as you slowly stroke your hand on his tip, smearing his arousal on his bulbous head. āNo oneās ever touched me like thisāhah!ā You pump your hand lower, gaping at the way your fingers have to separate to get a grip on him, jerking his cock lazily while you drool over the sight.
āItās okay, Jackā Mm, does that feel good?ā You hum, shuffling up to press a wet kiss against his jaw, his eyes still glued on your hand.
āYe-Yeah. Reallyāhnmāreally good.ā
āYeah?ā
Heās nodding frantically, rolling his hips until his tip is knocking against your stomach. Heās so long, so thick that you can see exactly where heās going to end up inside of you, see exactly where the tip of his goes past your belly-button. Your stomach rolled with excitement.
You push against his shoulder, minding the ruffles and feathers, and wrap your leg onto his hip, rolling the two of you over.
āOh.ā Heās gaspingāyou settle on top of him, legs bracketing his hips as his length sits heavy against the curve of your ass. Youāre completely naked above him except for the shredded remnants of your torn panties still hanging on. You couldnāt care less about them, not when heās panting underneath you, staring up with wide, anxious eyes.
āJackā¦ā Youāre sliding the curve of your ass gingerly against his aching hot length, shudders skittering down your spine at the sheer size of him pressing up against you. āY-youāre so big. I donāt know if itāll fit.ā
āFit? F-Fit where?ā Heās whispering, in awe. Watching with damply bated breath as you reach between your legs, gripping the base of himāfingers not even close to touchingāand dragging him to point that curved, bulbous tip right between your folds and sliding it up and down, collecting all your sweet arousal. Jack nearly snaps his hips up, if not for the weight of you on top of him.
āRight here,ā you purr, grinding your clit against his weeping slit.
āAmāAm I really that b-big?ā Heās panting at the first squeeze of his reddened, blushing tip against your entrance, his chittery voice wavers almost as much as his heavy eyelids, falling apart with just that first taste of your perfect cunt. āYou got itāuh huh, yeah, you got itāShow me how good it feels.ā Jackās voice cracks with a whimper at that snug resistance, āYou can take itāyou can take it. Iāll make it fit.ā
āOhāoh my godāJack, Jacā!ā
āIs it too big for my sweet girl? Hm?ā He giggles under you, claws latching tight onto your waist, pushing you down each and every time Jack jerks his hips off the bed and pushes just to fit in. āSweetheartāā Jack gasps as you throw your head back with a mewl at the sheer size of him, planting your hands into his forearms.
His painfully-aching cock was so big that just the mere first inch being bullied inside was enough to make your vision blotch with black specs. His rounded head was stretching your slick-flooded walls so bad it burned, āIām sorry, sweet girlā Māsorry Iām so big. But youāre my girlā my girl can take itā you canā¦you can take it.ā
You canāt even move, let alone think very hard. Where all your teasing was prominent moments ago, it all fissiled the second Jack learned what he was meant to do, realized he could feel good too. Youāre just limp in his hands down, stuttering fucked-out whimpers and tears dripping down your chin onto his frilly clothes. It was pathetic.
He had to be almost ināhe had to be.
Your heart nearly fell to your ass when you looked down, eyes cracking open just enough to see when the two of you were connectedāand realize he was hardly half way.
āJackā oh my godā oh my god.ā
āSo tight, so tight, soā so warmā tightāā
āMhmāā And youāre just letting out the cutest cry once he finally eases himself all the way in, practically impaling you. Your cunt gushes around him, thighs trembling as you feel both of your bodies untense.
Tenderly caressing your palm down his chest, you whine, āI-itās in?ā Your hitched tone makes his eyes flutter shut, and yet, heās fighting to bring them back open and watch as you grind against him. āItās in. O-oh my god, I can feel youā so deep.ā
āIt burns,ā he whines, clamping his claws tight around your waist as he begins to haul you up, the bells on his clothes jingling as he shifts you higher on his length. Heās stretching you so wide, rubbing against every curve and sensitive spot inside of you, making you dizzy. āNeedāa move.ā Youāre jostled ever-so-slightly on top of him as heās sucking in a deep breath.
One jerk of his hips has you falling forward, draping across his long body, youāre nothing against his over eight foot height. He takes advantage of the angle, wraps his gangly arms around your back, and thrusts.
You feel the wind knock out of your lungs, feel your spine arch at the sheer fullness that erupts your thoughts. āJackāā you cry out, gazing up to see his gleaming teeth on display, a feral snarl painting his features.
āSweet girlāā Planting a rattling thrust youāre feeling all the way in your chest, his twitching length is so widely thick that Jack has to bite down on his lips and manhandle you for his thrusts to move to and fro, fighting the sheer tightness of your walls.
āNghhhāJack! Fuck, y-youāre in so deepāā
He nods, painfully so, and reaches to wrap a claw around your jaw, forcing you to lean up to him. āKiss me, please.ā
āShouldāveā shouldāve done this soonerāā He hisses out through a narrowed pant, tongue flashing angrily across his lips as he pushes the tip between your lips. āShouldāa had you like this from the start.ā
āO-oh fuck fuck fuckāā The backs of your thighs ache after every slamming thrust youāre bouncing back into his bony hips, pounding away like he was crazed, every jackhammer only makes Jack grow more feral. The sounds, the absolute vulgarness of your skin slapping together.
His rummaging, fat-tipped shaft was so large that you could feel the way his ridged cockhead scraped your cervix, bumping against the end like he desperately needed to get deeper, impossibly deeper.
Facepaint practically smearing down his cheeks now, āShouldāve fuh-fucked you the moment Iāhnnghāsaw you. Shouldāve dragged you into that closetā sh-shouldāveāā Youāre squealing once his sharp claws dart down to toy and pull at the curve of your ass. āI knew from that first nightā Yeah, I knew itā Youāre perfect.ā
Oh, heās babbling.Ā
Cooing, you slither one of your hands through the tangled strands of his dark hair, āAwwwā itās okay, Iām here. Youāveāhahāyouāve got me now.ā
āYes.ā Heās seething, heaving thick swallows of air against your lips. Your smell was driving him mad, he canāt help but bite against your lips and pull. āAre you feeling good, too?ā
Pace growing sloppier by the minute, he barely even noticed when you nodded, too worried about tugging you lips open with his jagged teeth and shoving his tongue back into your mouth. Itās almost as if you didnāt know if it was you bouncing back on his cock on him thrusting up into you, only fucked dumb with every sharp jut. His cock curved just right, targeting your g-spot over and over with his bruising tip.
You could barely breathe, especially when his tongue was yawning in your mouth, pushing to the tightness of your throat. It took your hand on his face, pushing his forehead back before you could gag. āI-Iām so closeāā Youāre hiccuping through your salty tears, brows scrunching at the overwhelming coil at the base of your gut. āF-fuck! Jack māgonna cum.ā
āAgain? Hahā again?ā His response comes out guttural, and itās just so cute the way that heās forced to gnaw on his bottom lip to stop himself from shoving his tongue back into your pretty mouth.
Youāre nodding frantically, pressing your hands into his chest to raise yourself, fucking your hips back to match the unrelenting pace Jack was setting into your weeping cunt. The sounds had grown more lewd, slick and arousal coating your inner thighs, nails dragging along the bandaged wrap of his waist. Shocked, Jack sounds as if he could still barely even believe this was all real. āThat feelingā the, the fluttering,ā he whines, legs kicking out from under you like heās trying to get away from some foreign feeling, āItās worseāhahāit hurts, it hurtsāā
His claws sear against your skin, pace faltering as his brow twists with unease, eyes flickering to your face and your cunt with panic. You reach to grab his face, forcing his shaky eyes on you, your fingernails pressing into his white-coated face.
āDonāt stop. Jackāaghhā donāt stop.ā Youāre grinning like wild, tear-heavy lashes fluttering so fast your vision blurs with flashes of monochrome. āYouāre gonna cum. Insideā please, inside.ā
āAhāAlrightā Oh, sweet girl. Oh, goodness.ā You could feel the rumbling under his skin as his teeth pull back into a primal snarl, tear-glinted eyes locked permanently where his red, swollen cock was disappearing between your legs. āIt hurts, it hurts. Need it to come outāhahāneed it.ā
But between all of his babbling and all of his jittery movements, Jack doesnāt even realize itādoesnāt even remember to breathe the very moment youāre creaming all down his monstrous cock. Violent twitches take over your body as you shut your eyes and ride it all out.Ā
The sheer amount of slick that pools out of your cunt is mind-numbing, every drop coating Jackās cock for him to piston even faster up into you. You fall limp in his hands, your orgasm shattering every ounce of willpower you had left, reduced to nothing but a drooling fucktoy on his chest.
And, god, he cums. So thick, so much, straight into the gummy walls that constricted around him like a vice. He gnashed his teeth, claws scratching down your sides and gripping hard into the meat of your ass as he holds you there, forcing you to sit and feel every shot of cum that pumps into your cervix. Heās whimpering, teeth chattering so hard you were afraid heād pass out.
And youāre just tapering off from your own orgasm, finally mustering enough energy to look up at him, you slur your words, āDidnāt that feel good? Ahā good job, good job, Jack.ā
Heās not listening.
āAgain. Again, again, againāā Urgent, rapidly heās flipping the two of you immediately over to hover on top of you and rut like an animal. Youāre gasping once your back slams down on the soft bedding, heels struggling to cling onto Jackās slim hips until heās wrapping his long arms underneath your knees and hauling them over his shoulders. You feel your back bend, and bend, and bendā
He had you manhandled like some toy into a mating press. All the air gets pressed out of your lungs as your heels hook onto his shoulders, ruffled feathers on his collar tickling your bare skin. Youāre so open, so powerless, so⦠braindead.
āNeed to make you cum againāā Growling through the tiniest gaps of his grit teeth, he presses his forehead to yours, his striped nose poking against your cheek, and inhales that sweet scent of yours still permeating the thick air. The straps of his suspenders rub against your skin as he begins to move again, searing his hips back to thrust back into you again. He laughs, rough and low and tired, chittering his teeth, āI want to feel it over and over. Want to make my sweet girl feel good again.ā
He struggles to even focus his eyes on you properly, and Jackās teeth grit at the lead squelch your pussy makes once he sinks all the way back in, drools of cum and slick pooling onto the mattress below.Ā
He picks up a brutal pace again, planting his claws on either side of your head, your hands wrapping around his wrists as you try to hold on for dear fucking life. The angle, the position, the sheer force of his hips have your jaw going slack, eyes rolling into the back of your skull. Jackās length bumps into your g-spot so bruisingly that with only a few more strokes youāre cumming again.Ā
Itās only when you cry out, a shrill noise bubbling out of your throat, that Jack realizes it. A wide smile paints his face, every sharp tooth shining in the dim light as he watches every twist and turn of your expression, refusing to slow his pace even when fat tears roll down your cheeks. āYes. Yeah, yeah, yeahā Yes, sweet girl. Give it to me, give it to meāā
He canāt even finish the damn sentence before heās following right behind you, your cunt clenching so tight that he canāt thrust again before heās spilling into youāeven more. You can tell heās sensitive, can feel the way his hips fight his mind to pull out, whimpering so pitifully as he fucks him cum into the already stuffed cavern of your walls.
āSo good for meā so good. Feel how full you are, so full andā and warmā¦ā He was practically twitching, trembling. āItās so hot insideā¦ā
You couldnāt even move without feeling cum slip down the curve of your ass, spilling onto the bed. You prayed Mrs. Daltonās comforter was washable.
Yelping, your legs struggle to shut once his sloppy cadence turns even sloppier. Lazier. Heels slipping off of his shoulders and crooking onto his elbows. āO-one moreāā Jackās whining, black tongue lolling between his teeth, licking up the drool that pools onto his lips, āKeepā keep those pretty legs open fāme. Mābeggingā take it, sweetheart.ā
One claw wiggles its way under your back, arching your body off the bed and pressing your chest to his, face-first into the ruffles of his collar. The other claw plants at the top of your head, and pushes you down.
āJackā!ā Your legs were shaking so violently every snap of his hips made you weep openly. So overstimulated, you could barely even be touched without lighting cracking through your veins.Ā
āYeah? Feel good? Sāall for youā only for youāā Purposefully pressing up close so that your poor clit gets rubbed over by the wrap of bandages that stop at his pelvis, the rough fabric tugging the sensitive bud. He probably didnāt even realize what he was doing, totally focused on making you as full as possible.
He was fucking you like he couldnāt get enoughāwould never possibly be able to get enough. Every thrust had him pushing you down once more after the stuttering recoil, grinding your bodies against each other because Jack couldnāt bear to part. āYouāre never leaving againāneverāNeed you all the time.ā
You canāt help but nod, canāt even think straight, mind completely full of the skin slapping and the strong smells and the horrible way you knew you were going to be so bruised after this. This was going to hurt so bad tomorrow.
āCum. Cum on me, sweetheart. All over me.ā
āJackā pleaseāā you cry, mouth falling into an obscene O shape as you feel your legs going numb.
āNow.ā You could hear the grit in his voice, hear the absolute need. But more than that, more than his voice, you could feel the heavy tongue that slithered across your throat, across your shoulders, all the way into your mouth and to the back of your throatāchoking you.
Feel it as you squirt.
āYes.ā
Simply spraying him with a searing flood of your sweet, soaking juices. Jack has the mindless audacity to crane his head and look between you, wide eyes catching just as your wetness sprays onto his hips and trousers and just everywhere.
āFuuuckā¦ā You feel like youāve been dragged through the 6 rings of hell with the way your body absolutely burns. Gushing and gushingāitās almost embarrassing how much youāre leaking around Jackās creamy base.Ā
Jack didnāt seem to think so, though.
He was mesmerized, hypnotized. A glistening few droplets of drool slipped from the corner of his mouth as he just watched himself get drenched in all your gushing orgasm whilst he cums for who knows how many times.
āYes, yes, yes, yesāā Jack is absolutely losing his mind, every languid pump of his flinching cock sending massive shockwaves through both of you. He canāt even draw his hips back anymore, canāt even thrust, āYes.ā
He just grinds, just pumps you full again, this round of cum not even trying to fit into your cunt and just spilling out. Jack falls limp on top of you, muttering yes, yes, yes like a mantra, like his mouth canāt form another word. You both just lay there for a moment, all heaving breaths and shaky limbs, clinging to each other like you never want to let go.
āSo full⦠Jack⦠soo fullā¦ā You mumble against his chest, tears and spit staining the white fabric. He nods against your hair, taking deep breaths of the sweet smell of you.Ā
The room was still heavy with heat and haze, the air thick and sweet as your chest rose and fell beneath him. Jackās weight was heavy, his long, wild hair a curtain around your flushed face, his hands still curled loosely at either side of your head, claws twitching with the remnants of adrenaline.
You were boneless beneath him, throat raw from panting, lips swollen from being kissed breathless. Every inch of you felt claimedātouched, tasted, adored in that chaotic, frenzied way only he could manage.
Jack licked his lips, then leaned down to nose against your neck, humming softly to himself, as though delighted by the sheen of sweat on your skin. āYou were⦠so good,ā he murmured, voice thick with pride and possessive warmth. āSo warm. So soft. I didnāt know⦠I didnāt know anything could feel that good.ā
You swallowed hard, heart still hammering in your chest as you tried to blink the daze from your eyes. His tongue flicked out, dragging slowly along your collarbone, tasting you again. āJackāā you breathed, trying to lift your hand, but he caught it midair, pressing it to his chest like a treasure.
He slowly lifted his hips, pushing your legs open so he could ease out of you with the least amount of pain possible. It was useless, your hips still stuttered upwards when the head of him caught in your entrance, snagging a shrill cry from your lips that he immediately swallowed up.
His cum gushed out of you, thick globs of him pulling out of you and pooling onto the bedding below. You felt your whole body shiver, felt Jackās eyes rove over every curve and surge of your body.
āYou felt good,ā he repeated, more urgently now, almost reverent. āLike magic. Like you were made for me. Were you?ā
Your throat tightened. āI⦠donāt know.ā
āYou are now.ā He leaned down again, licking along the swell of your breast before trailing down your ribs, slow and unhurried, as though savoring the salt of your skin. His voice was muffled, cheek pressed against your stomach. āMine now. Canāt give you back. Wonāt.ā
You twitched when his tongue dipped a little lower, lazily tracing over the marks heād left. His claws gently held your thighs open as he worked, less frenzied nowājust curious, affectionate. Worshipful. He pressed the thick curve of his tongue through your folds, across your lips, careful not to let your hips jerk away from him.Ā
You squirmed under him, both flushed and too sensitive to bear it. āJackāenough, pleaseāā
He huffed, nuzzling your hip as if reluctant to stop. āBut you taste like strawberries,ā he whined. āAnd you let me, didnāt you? You let me do everything.ā
āI was trying to help you understand,ā you said, voice thin and shaky, though you couldnāt quite meet his eyes. āTrying to make sense of⦠whatever this is.ā
Jack blinked, resting his chin on your belly, his eyes wide and unusually soft.
āI donāt want to make sense of it anymore,ā he murmured. āI just want you.ā
There was a beat of silence.
āI love you.ā
You felt your throat choke up.
āI love you,ā His tongue moved easily, cleaning your inner thighs, cleaning your cunt, careful not to hurt you when he pressed the muscle against your entrance and into your pitiful walls. āI love you, I love you,ā he muffled against your center. You squealed, tears hot and heavy against your cheeks. But Jack held your thighs, swiped his thumbs over your skin in comfort, easy as he cleaned every curve and slope of your cunt. āMm love you.ā
When you felt lightheaded, when you didnāt know if you would be able to open your eyes every time you blinkedāJack finally let up, licking his maw, and planting one, gentle kiss against your spoiled clit.
His hands slid up, wrapping tightly around your waist, pulling you up against him again. You collapsed into his chest, exhausted and limp, your fingers curling into the soft, ruffled fabric of his shirt. Jack purred in his throat, the vibration sinking into your bones.
āIā hahāā you whispered. āI love you, Jack.ā
Jack hissed quietly, pleased by the mentionābut he didnāt stir you. He only curled tighter around you, his limbs tangling with yours like string and shadow, pressing soft, lazy kisses into your temple.
And as you lay there, sleep creeping in at the corners of your mind, you realized something terrifying: You didnāt feel scared anymore. You felt claimed.
āā .ā¦
The first rays of sunrise spilled through the curtains in delicate streaks of gold, turning the bedroom air hazy and warm. You blinked groggily into the soft morning light, eyelids heavy, body sore in all the places that had been handledāheld, touched, claimed.
But when you moved, it was with a jarring realization: Your clothes were back on. Neat. Clean. Smoothed over your skin as if nothing had happened at all.
The bedding beneath you was immaculate tooāfluffed and freshly tucked like someone had come in during the night and changed the sheets around your sleeping body. There was no trace of feathers, no smudges of face paint, no claw marks in the mattress. No lingering shadow in the corners.
No Jack.
You sat up too fast. A bolt of dizziness slammed through you, your legs swinging over the side of the bed on instinct, your feet hitting the floorāonly for your knees to buckle immediately, muscles trembling from the night before.
āShitā!ā
You pitched forward, panic flooding your chest, the carpet rushing up to meet youā
ābut something caught you.
Sharp clawsālong as branches, strong as iron. They snaked around your waist mid-fall and reeled you back up into the air like a ragdoll. You let out a yelp, twisting in surprise.
āCareful, sweetheart!ā Jackās voice cooed near your ear, syrupy with delight. āCanāt have you break yourself again so soon. I just put you back together.ā
You looked up, heart hammering against your ribs. He held you easily in his arms, your feet dangling slightly above the floor as he giggledāa glittering grin splitting his face beneath that mess of black and white scruff. His long nose brushed your cheek affectionately, lips pressing a hot kiss there, and then another at your temple.
āYou wore yourself out, silly thing. All that shaking and moaning and screaming my nameāā he grinned wider, if that were possible, voice practically a purr. His eyes gleamed, lids heavy with smugness. āIāve never seen such a generous girl before.ā
You flushed furiously, pushing lightly at his chest. āJackāshhh!ā
But he only hummed, spinning you effortlessly in his arms like a toy ballerina before cradling you bridal-style once again. āCome on then,ā he murmured. āLetās go see our boy.ā
With a gentle lurch, he carried you through the hall, humming a wilted lullaby that made the hairs on your arms stand up. And yet⦠you didnāt resist. You let your cheek rest against the soft feathered scruff of his collar, hands curled into the frilled edge of his sleeve.
The door to Oliverās room creaked open on its own as Jack approached, and he stepped inside with a kind of reverence. You could feel the difference nowāthis wasnāt just a childās bedroom. It was a sanctuary. A space Jack had claimed as sacred.
He placed you carefully on the edge of the bed, his clawed fingers brushing your cheek with startling tenderness.
You turned immediately to check on Oliver. The little boy stirred beneath his covers, his tiny fists rubbing at sleepy eyes. His hair was tousled, cheeks warm and pink from dreams, and when he saw youāhis whole face lit up.
āYouāre still here,ā he whispered, beaming.
āI told you I would,ā you said, smoothing his hair with a soft smile.
Oliver blinked up at you, voice quiet and dreamlike. āJack says⦠heās really happy now. He said he likes the way you smell when youāre sleepy. He said he wants you to stay forever.ā
Your heart skipped. You turned over your shoulderābut the room was empty. No creak of footsteps, no swish of feathers, no glint of a manic smile from the corner. Just the soft hush of morning light, Oliverās sleepy breathing, and the distant jingle of keys at the front door.
āā .ā¦
It had been just over a week since that first night backāsince the floodgates had opened. The days blurred together now in a soft, steady rhythm. Every evening, the sun dipped low over the Daltonsā quiet street, and you found yourself there, ringing the doorbell with your overnight bag slung over your shoulder. Mrs. Dalton had grown warmer, more relaxed around you. You understood her now, why she left so often, why her shoulders never quite fell from that constant state of tension.
The mornings were slower. You and Mrs. Dalton had even begun grabbing coffee at the little shop a block from the house before she left for work. She never asked questions, never made you explain the way your shirt sometimes looked hastily thrown on or how you wore the same dazed smile every morning. Maybe she didnāt want the details. Maybe she already knew with the way the energy around the house had completely shifted.
But tonight, something was different.
Oliver was already in his pajamas when you arrived, swinging his legs off the couch and grinning ear to ear.
āGuess what!ā he chirped, bouncing up to meet you at the door. You smiled, setting the bag down and slipping off your shoes. āWhatās up, bud?ā
āI made a friend at school!ā he announced proudly. āA real one! Her name is Ellie, and she has a pet lizard and everything.ā
Your heart bloomed with warmth. It was the first time Oliver had mentioned a friend who wasnāt invisible or feathered or from some half-imagined memory. āThatās amazing, Ollie! Iām so proud of you.ā
āWeāre having a playdate tomorrow! Her mom and my mom set it up. Sheās gonna come over after school.ā He beamed up at you with all the brightness of someone whoād waited too long for something this simple. āYouāll be here, right?ā
You nodded. āWouldnāt miss it.ā
Oliver hesitated then, tugging at the edge of his pajama top. Something in his expression changedāless excitement, more careful consideration.
āI think⦠I think I want you to keep Jack,ā he said softly.
You blinked, crouching down to be eye-level with him. āWhat do you mean?ā
āI think he likes you better,ā Oliver said plainly, like it was the most obvious truth in the world. āHe always tells me how pretty you are. How you smell like strawberries. And heās really, really happy when you stay. He used to be sad all the time. But not anymore.ā
A small, fluttering ache pressed against your ribs. āOllie⦠Jackās your friend.ā
āHe is,ā Oliver said, with a tiny, knowing smile. āBut now heās yours too. So you gotta take care of him.ā He wrapped his little arms around your neck then, tight and firm the way kids do when they want to say something big without using words.
You held him close, whispering, āIāll take good care of him. Promise.ā
Later that night, after brushing Oliverās teeth and reading through the last pages of Where the Wild Things Are for the fourth time that week, you tucked him in, kissed his forehead, and switched off the light. The house was quiet when you padded into the living room, curling up on the couch with a blanket drawn over your legs. You waited, like you always did nowābreath slow, heart expectant.
The air stirred. And then, gentle as a whisper, black claws slithered around your shoulders, a familiar heat blooming against your back.
Jackās claws slipped around your shoulders with slow, deliberate weight, his touch always somewhere between possessive and reverent. You let him pull you back against the solid press of his chest, feeling the faint ruffle of feathers brush your cheek as his breath ghosted along your ear.
āYou heard him, didnāt you?ā you murmured quietly, not needing to look. āOliver⦠he said I should take care of you now.ā
Jack didnāt answer at first. Just held you a little tighter. His long legs coiled beside yours as he crouched on the back of the couch, half-lurking, half-nesting.
āI heard,ā he said at last, his voice lower than usual. āBut Iāll still watch over him. Always. Even if Iām⦠with you now.ā
You tilted your head back to rest against his collar, smiling softly. āYouāre not gonna sneak around in my closet, are you?ā
Jack snorted, the sound bubbling out of him like a hiccupy laugh. āYour closetās much bigger than Ollieās. Iād have space to stretch out⦠but it smells like laundry detergent and dryer sheets. Not strawberries.ā
You smacked his arm lightly, and he giggled, his limbs shifting around you like a jungle gym. āMaybe I like the closet,ā he said dramatically. āBut I think Iād rather sleep in your bed.ā
You narrowed your eyes at him. āOh, would you now?ā
Jack leaned closer, feathered collar tickling your jaw as he pressed the side of his face to yours. āMhm. I like it when you get all squishy and warm and sigh real soft. I like your hair.ā
You groaned, laughing despite yourself. āYouāre so weird.ā
āIām yours,ā he replied easily, chin now resting on your shoulder as his arms draped fully around your waist. āThatās what Ollie said. And I love being yours.ā
A warm ache bloomed in your chest as he stepped over the back of the couch and sat next to you, pulling you into his lap like a ragdoll, curling himself around you like a giant predatory housecat. His weight settled, limbs folding over yours, as if making a cocoon.
The quiet stretched, and you leaned into him, no longer startled by his touch, by his presenceāby what he was.
āYouāre really staying with me?ā you asked, voice hushed.
Jack made a low hum in his throat, his clawed fingers tracing idle shapes into the fabric of your sleeve. āOnly if I get to sleep in your bed.ā
You rolled your eyes but smiled as your head rested against his chest, the rhythmic thrum of something not-quite-human but not entirely monstrous beating beneath your ear. Outside, the world was turning slowly toward morning. Inside, the couch creaked beneath two bodies tangled together, something real and strange and maybe a little bit of magic settling in.
Or maybe itās just your imagination.
This was a request from @valinpariss!
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Toby is the type of person to feel things deeply and on larger scalesātherefore he isnāt the type of person to have sex quite often. In fact, his libido is quite low. This can be attributed to his insecurities, anxiety and his internal struggles with allowing himself to become vulnerable with you. However, whenever he is in the mood for it he can go multiple rounds (make up any number you like), with his increased stamina and all.
2. Overstimulation Kink
Toby canāt feel pain whatsoever, a very powerful emotion and sensation. So, he often chases pleasure instead. Since he canāt feel the pain of being overstimulated, he finds himself continuing to thrust into you several moments after he reached his high. To him, the sensation of the pleasure blooming from his lower abdomen and his eyes rolling back into his skull is better than anything that heās ever felt, and thatās thanks to you.
3. Positions
His favorite is most likely spooning. Being able to hold and caress your body as he brings the both of you to the depths of pleasure as well as your climax is heaven for him. Being around you generally helps control his ticās, even more so touching you. The only downside is that he canāt see you too clearly from that angle (at least he can hear you). Other positions he might like are cow girlānever reverse though. Again, the near sight of you is calming to him. He wants to be able to see every expression on your face, the way for face contorts and stretches when you moan. In fact, heād love to have that image burned into his retinas if possible. Along those lines, he probably enjoys missionary and butterfly.
4. Before-care (foreplay)
The general consensus of Toby is that heās a munch. Along with that I feel like he would enjoy foreplayāmaybe even more than the act itself. Sometimes he gets so into the act of peppering kisses all along your abdomen that he forgets thereās something thatās supposed to come after it. If youāre AMAB, he likes to take your full length in his mouth, coiling his tongue around it. Heās especially careful about his teeth (no heās not going to give you straight teeth). If youāre AFAB, he enjoys fingering you while lapping at your clit (he knows where it is!!!).
5. Marks? Yes, no, maybe so?
Since he canāt feel pain, I donāt see a particular incentive as to why he would like it but I donāt think he would mind if your nails dug into his arms or shoulders for support. If anything, maybe it would become a game to see the aftermath of his body after heās done with you. If the marks are still there days after, he likes to run his fingers over them, feeling the indent that you left. If Toby were to leave marks on you they would not be purposeful. I feel like he would get lost in the sauce and get carried away when kissing your body and end up giving you a few hickeys here and there. Though, he does freak out afterwards and begins to apologize through his tics and stutters.
6. Aftercare
Due to his high stamina sex with Toby could end in 2 ways. One being that he passes out from overexertion or Two you canāt go on any longer. If itās the latter, heāll immediately pull out or stop whatever he was doing prior and gently kiss you, whispering apologies as he breaks the kiss for air. He asks repeatedly if he hurt you and after the sixth or seventh time of you saying no, heāll finally calm down. You two will lay down there for a little while before he offers to help you clean up. If you have a bathtub, heāll run a bath for you and settle you back into bed before taking a shower himself. If you have a shower heāll help you wash yourself down, wrapping you in a towel as droplets fall from his own wet body. If he doesnāt have to return to the slendermansion heāll join you in bed just to cuddle, kissing the nape of your neck between each sweet-little-nothing.
Some NSFW thoughts about Habit and his love for cameras ⤸
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š²źŖ This one is like... 94% nsfw. I mention somnophilia, recording without your explicit consent, and (very minor) bloodplay in here! Have something small until I finish my current Habit wip... I'll (probably) update my masterlist after I start posting actual fics again
Habit documents everything.
Some days, he feels like your own paparazzi with the way he follows you around, camera shoved towards your face. No warning, no preparation. Habitās just there, recording. Snapping photos of all your bad angles.
He swears the photos aren't blackmail, but they might as well have been.
There are at least twenty different USB sticks lying around. All with different storage limits and all full, tucked away in a cracked Tupperware container and kept at his desk. A good 80% of them are random, and frankly horrible, photos Habit has snapped; Mid bite of your sandwich, a really zoomed in one of how you were sticking your tongue out while playing a video gameāStupid things that make you a little embarrassed when he pulls them up.
Then there are the creepy ones, the videos that you tend to watch only once to satiate your own morbid curiosity. There are three or four videos taken in the cover of the night from the treeline, camera zoomed in as far as it can go to watch you and your friends through the living room window. The only audible thing in these clips is Habitās shaky breathing and slick, rhythmic noises. There are also clips taken in public from various locations, all consisting of you doing your daily tasks. Through the lobby window of your doctor's office, across the street from the bus stop, or in the back alley as he watches you pass by.
You donāt even want to think about the idea of hidden cameras, or if there are videos that remain secret for your own good.
Habit is a stalker, plain and simple. Somehow, that feels like the nicest crime heās subjected you to.
The other USBsāthe bigger, fancier onesāhave some more⦠Personal things on them. Theyāre stored in a different location, hidden on the floor of your closet underneath old clothes you rarely wear anymore. A lot of the photos are still bad, blurry and rushed like Habit was nervous. Some of the oldest ones are of you changing, taken through the ajar closet door. Half of them are with your shirt obscuring your face, jeans pooled around your ankles. The others are more explicit, often where youāre bending down or fully naked, although most of those are shaky and smeared.
As much as youād like to say that theyāre like that because Habit was scared about getting caught, you know that itās because he was jerking himself off and unable to keep the camera steady.
He, unsurprisingly, loves to film some home-made pornos. One of Habitās favourites was made after you had just finished a double shift. The sun was just starting to peek through the curtains, although you had just gone to bed, asleep on your back and all sprawled out in nothing but panties and one of Evanās old band tees. The camcorder sat on the edge of the bed and angled towards your body, sitting far enough to get what Habit really cared about.
He was gentle then, only to keep from waking you. Habit had to keep one hand on your hip to stop you from rolling over, the other pinning both of your wrists down into your pillow. Youāre quiet, not as silent as Habit, but he has to turn the volume way up to hear your soft whimpers and moans. Even with a slow pace, your sounds are all overshadowed by the slick sound of your cunt.
There are so many photosālike hundredsāof you covered with his cum. You donāt even remember Habit taking some of these. Some of them are facials given after a blowjob, others of your cunt on the rare occasion he decides to pull out. There are the questionable ones, like where your thighs are wet with a mixture of blood and his cum. If that blood is yours, Habitās, or an unnamed third party is unknown and better left that way.
Habit has a special folder named āTABOOā. It consists of the darker stuff heās convinced you to doāA lot of murder and mutilation, really. Maybe a few clips of him chasing you through the woods and what happens after youāre caught. He saves those videos for when he has that specific itch he canāt readily scratch.
He also likes it when you record everything, too. He even got you your very own camera, nicked from a random hiker who took too many bird photos. Thereās still some blood caked into the nooks and crannies, forever stuck despite your best cleaning efforts.
There arenāt nearly as many photos of him as there are of you. Most of the time, Habit smacks the camera away or looks way too creepy for it to be usableāHis smile way too wide and eyes too bright, reflecting as an animal would. A lot of them are also cut off at the neck, leaving just his body in frame. His hands or him distracted seem to be the topic of the majority of your photos.
But Habit doesnāt want to look at himself. Heās had to remind you several times that he wants you to film videos and take photos for him, not for yourself. Most of what you record are short vlogs of what you do when heās gone. Theyāre exported to a drive you both have access to; one Habit only goes to when heās away from you.
Thereās something about you just yapping. He knows that you know heās touching himself to these, but you look so⦠Oblivious in the videos. Habit loves it when you act ignorant to his disgusting behaviours. He loves it when you willingly indulge them, too.
If heās lucky enough, youāll send him some different videos. Maybe youāre in one of his button-ups, maybe youāre holding one of his knives and dragging the edge against the fat of your thigh. Consider him a happy man if you slip a nude Polaroid into his back pocket, wearing nothing but his Death-Proof cap and a grin.
He always sends something back, too. More often than not, itās a photo, a quickly snapped pic of how hard he is through his jeans. On the off chance that Habit can send a video, itās always in a dark location, and sometimes thereās a poorly hidden corpse in the background. The clips are quick and usually end right before he cums, groans poorly suppressed and the only thing audible aside from the slide of his hand against his cock.
Anyway, cameras have got to be one of humanity's best inventions. Habit doesnāt know what heād do without them.
Heād surely perish without your face in his pocket.
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today my husband asked me, "toby rogers or me?" which is so funny so i had to remind him, ābabe you ARE toby rogers." toby laughed but then he got blurry and the nurse walked in and forced me to take my pills