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pilot thing !!

i won't include any spoilers in this post but i loved episode 9. it had problems sure but it hit all the right emotional beats for me. as someone who can relate to a lot of the themes in the episode, SO many scenes hit me real hard and i cried for the last 10 minutes.

digital circus is THE most important piece of media in my life. i've been here since the pilot first dropped and this is no exaggeration, it became my favourite thing ever and carried me through life for the last 3 years. everything was shit (domestic abuse moment lol) everyday but i'd keep going to see the next episode, it meant everythinngggg to me. for that one half an hour every few months, i would be the happiest.

i got out of my abusive relationship and ended up finding an amazing human right before episode 8 dropped and for the first time i could watch the newest episode with someone. we ended up getting to meet the cast together and it was genuinely the best day of my life. we saw the finale in cinema together and it's so crazy to think how miserable my life was during the pilot days and through the majority of the show, to how amazing it is now as the show concludes.

i'm going to miss it more than any other show before. idc if this post is cringe or whatever i just really needed to write on final expression of just how much show means to me. i have a pomni tattoo booked in!

getting it all out of my system now (sorry she looks a bit wobbly head)