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annie bot had a lame and rushed ending but the first 90% of it was sooooooo so so so so so so so so well done and so deeply affecting and horrific 💕 really good!!

small delights. listening to the anniebot audiobook while crocheting, and annie notices a carved wooden yarn bowl at jacobson's house and remarks that it's a clever invention. i love you, annie.

anniebot is so viscerally horrific if you've ever been an autistic "woman" trapped in the abusive relationship loop of desperately learning how to please and assuage your abuser and getting really good at it only for them to find a new way to hate and resent you and use you as their punching bag but you don't see that you don't let yourself understand that because it's your fault and if you can just learn to be Better if you can just meet their expectations if you can just be less of a fucking IDIOT if you could just be a good normal girl if you could just do one fucking thing right for once then you could earn their love and you vould prove yourself worthy of it

started reading Anniebot on audiobook and it is really good and really horrifying so far!! also the first time i have ever heard a woman narrator for an audiobook deepen her voice for the male characters. this is funny because my constant complaints about male audiobook narrators pitching their voices up super high for womens' lines always comes with a quip that i have never heard a woman narrator do the opposite for men. well, now i have. it sounds bad.

ep4 of half man was so crazy im gonna jump off my ROOF and i will fall UPWARDS

there is a cavalier king charles spaniel puppy on this patio just outside this window whose size i would describe as microbial

is there any chance someone might take "we should take a full communication break for 3 months minimum" in stride? and maybe i could also find ten million dollars cash just chilling under my couch later this afternoon?

i've been seriously considering getting 2 cats so they could keep one another company and feel socially fulfilled when im not home (when i do get a cat or cats it will be far-ish in the future) and i have such a good time day dreaming about name combinations

big big big tattoo appt today but first brekkie and popping over to girl's house to get some good luck kisses and give her a chocolate croissant

[guy who badmouthed half man episode 1 voice] i'm SORRY

gnashing my fucking teeth

ruuuuuubeeeeeeEEEEEEEN