it's in the blood

i really love the detail that john isolated them from every hunter growing up. the only people who would know what the job was like and dad said no i’d like my sons weird and codependent. only family can protect eachother and he was right

watching sam in s2 isn’t enough i need to eat him

obsessed with sam sitting right at the open door to the panic room so he can be next to ruby who has to stand outside

lucifer’s apologetic certainty that sam is going to say yes to him. not that he can’t say no, but that the choice itself doesn’t exist. when lucifer isn’t hurt by his anger but accepts it, encourages it, wants it, even though he thinks it can’t change anything about what’ll happen. -> lucifer’s relationship with god. understand?

Because he is Sam's guard dog. That's his job.

it’s so funny that Dean is, like, an insane yandere brocon on main while Sam gets to cutely pretend he’s not equally off his fucking rocker because that guy did NOT give a fuck about getting an innocent person killed so Dean could live in s1ep12. Sam dies and Dean says yeah okay then let the damn world end; Dean gets a death sentence and Sam says I Literally Don’t Care Who Has to Die For You to Live. brothers! god. fuck

Sam and Dean trying bondage but they’re both so used to being kidnapped and tied up that the second they’re distracted even a little bit they automatically start working at the knots, untying themselves without even thinking about it. They give up after post-cage Sam dislocates a thumb on pure instinct to get himself out. He doesn’t flinch at the pain, honestly barely even notices what he just did, but Dean hears the crack and calls a stop to the whole thing. He helps Sam pop it back into place then has to go sit down in another room until his nausea lets up.