Thin & Thinner & Thinner

If I keep eating like I have been this will literally last me forever :) excited to try this teaaaa

It’s hard to start, but once you do it’s even harder to stop.

I go through phases where I can eat completely normal but right now I’m basically relapsing again but I know super heavy restricting just leads to binging so I’ve been getting coffee in the morning (never breakfast) then if I want lunch I’ll get a Starbucks tomato and mozzarella panini because it’s only 350 calories, or I’ll skip lunch and eat something small for dinner or skip. Basically I’m eating “normal” or “whatever I want” but only low calorie meals if that makes sense. The other day my boyfriend got me cheesecake and sweet potato fries and I got the lowest calorie cheesecake (that wasn’t suspicious) and when I calculated it it was 1,060 calories :( but then I didn’t eat anything else and he was suspicious but it was a good feeling. I dunno starting to restrict again and feeling good about it isn’t something I can tell everyone so here ya go strangers.