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if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âfoodâ labeling some good, some bad as i assign moral value to this grain of rice i might say ânumbersâ counting, measuring, tracking calories, sizes, BMIs allthetimecalculating everysinglething if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âbeautyâ complete devotion, idolization of the western standard begging for othersâ envy i might say âattentionâ desperately needing someone anyone, to notice me at all to see that i am unwell, to care if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âcontrolâ the sick, sick result of discipline gone sour a curdling obsession i might say âguiltâ over being too big too plain too comfortable too needy too me if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âangerâ hating the injustice of living hating everything, everyone including myself i might say âpainâ a way to transpose the scars of my soul onto the body aching for congruence if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âminimalismâ my mind whirls like a run-on sentence and i canât stand being wasteful so no thank you i donât need anything at all really i might say âself-righteousnessâ iâm parading the streets, declaring my holier-than-thouness because hey look! iâm better at dying than you if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âexpectationsâ iâve been naturally small my entire life and now, but now i lose myself when i grow i might say âchildhoodâ reverting to my prepubescent body no breasts and when sex was just a word muddled with giggles if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say âaddictionâ a habit that canât be kicked craving the buzz, the high of manipulating my insides i might say âdeathâ iâm not that happy anyway so why not drive my body to the edge, tempting it to quit? if you asked me what my eating disorder is about i might say nothing because i do not know itâs not like it matters because you donât ask because you donât know either
âi donât know, you donât know, no one knows // 01.22.18
Reblogging again so I dont lose it
Iâm not a person Iâm just 3 mental illness stacked on top of each other wearing a trench coat
Just a reminder to all you lovely people that today is Christmas Eve and tomorrow is Christmas and you deserve to enjoy it! I know it's difficult, but try to eat what you like, even if it's only a little, and don't punish yourself for it later.
Two days will not cause permanent weight gain, loves.
Just some random ed facts since I'm making questionable google searches rn
Eating disorders are among the deadliest mental illnesses, second only to opioid overdose.
28-74% of risk for eating disorders is through genetic heritability.
Less than 6% of people with eating disorders are medically diagnosed as âunderweight.â
20-30% of adults with eating disorders also have autism.
Anorexia has an estimated mortality rate of around 10 percent.
A study by the National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders reported that 5 â 10% of anorexics die within 10 years after contracting the disease; 18-20% of anorexics will be dead after 20 years and only 30 â 40% ever fully recover.
Only 1 in 10 people with eating disorders receive treatment.
Treatment of an eating disorder in the US ranges from $500 per day to $2,000 per day. The average cost for a month of inpatient treatment is $30,000. It is estimated that individuals with eating disorders need anywhere from 3 â 6 months of inpatient care. Health insurance companies for several reasons do not typically cover the cost of treating eating disorders.
The cost of outpatient treatment, including therapy and medical monitoring, can extend to $100,000 or more.
All I have to say is yikesđŹ

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⢠this blogger is never going to judge you for unfollowing ⢠this blogger is never going to hunt you down ⢠this blogger doesnât check who blocks them ⢠this blogger doesnât send anon hate ⢠this blogger respects your space
Do you think this is a pretty sight? This is the reality of having anorexia for 12+ years. The reality of what eating disorders can do to your body.
When I was in high school and then in college getting my bachelors degree, I spent more time in hospitals and treatment centers than I did out of them.
And then I found out
My organs failed. Permanently.
Last year, I needed major surgery that took about 4 HOURS, and after that I was admitted to the hospital for a week on heavy pain medications, being wheeled around because I couldnât walk.
I had tubes everywhere.
I had to medically withdraw from graduate school because I had to spend that time in doctors offices, infusion centers for IVs, in the ER, or admitted into the hospital.
Now I have a 6 inch scar across my abdomen and will be on medications for the rest of my life to help my heart and stomach function enough to keep me alive.
Iâve nearly died multiple times from the ED, but I had never believed that my organs could shut down and leave me to deal with that reality for the rest of my life.
That is not a way anyone should have to live life.
This is what an eating disorder looks like. Not the âthinspoâ everyone sees on the Internet. This is what you donât see behind those pictures and itâs not pretty.
WTF HOW DOES THIS ONLY HAVE 1,000 NOTES?? SIGNAL BOOST PLS
PLEASE BOOST
Eating disorders are perhaps one of the most dangerous unspoken killers. Theyâre so easy to fall into, and almost impossible to crawl out of.
This is why I post thinspo. So I can sneak things like this into it.
:(
I donât âzone outâ. Being zoned out is my default state, and I occasionally zone back in to check how things are going.
NEVER TAG YOUR EATING DISORDER POSTS UNDER "PRO RECOVERY"
People in actual ed recovery will find your post and might get triggered into a relapse, i know you want your post to be seen but stick to eating disorder tags, not ones for recovery, everyone deserves to recover and be happy and healthy, it's wrong to risk ruining their hard work and effort, please do not tag ED posts under recovery
I say this because one of my old friends relapsed due to the sheer amount of thinspo and body checks calorie counts etc in the ed recovery tag :(
Just a reminder that Iâm an Adult⢠and if that makes you feel uncomfortable feel free to:
unfollow me
ask me to unfollow you
block me
I wonât get mad or anything. Itâs important to make sure you feel comfortable and secure.

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how do i uninstall anxiety
control alt delete or smth
I wouldnât mind napping for like a year or 7
reblog if youâre a lesbian who supports bi girls, a bi girl who supports lesbians, or if you want all wlw to have a nice day
People spewing sĐ˝iŃ about eating disorders like they know whatâs up:
Me, not wanting to out myself:
True story.
pls reblog if youâre ACTUALLY an active edtumblr blog in dec 2020 pls my feed is dry :)

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i feel like iâm already tired tomorrow
donât tell me it ainât true tho
sorry but this pissed me off so i fixed it
in russia, eating disorders are not recognized. this has been a problem since the 90âs, maybe even longer. literally google âanorexia in russiaâ and read any link. âskinny russiansâ being a thing just shows how prevalent it is.
russian anaâs recieve no help with this hell. the ED therapy and âhelpâ in russia is traumatizing.
just because they are russian doesnt mean they arent people suffering through the same hell as us.
dont diminish an entire nationâs crisis with eating disorders to âskinnyâ when they have no help and are completley on their own.
Reblogging cause I didnât know this!!