what doesn't kill you makes you owwwww :( owwieee

there’s something so gutwrenching about the fact that the female characters in obsession have real dreams and wishes but never get the chance to see them realized, while both male characters waste their wishes on short-term selfish satisfaction. they were complex, free-spirited young women who just wanted to create art, and they were destroyed by a man determined to confine them to his superficial perception of them. nikki wanted to be a writer, sarah wanted to be a tattoo artist and now neither of them will get to be anything at all

good evening. are u avoiding pain or seeking joy

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

Keep salting the wound I'm close

one day, i hope to be moved from your downloads folder into somewhere more deliberate

Does anyone care if the boulder is happy does anyone imagine the boulder to be happy? Or is everything about that other guy

(no drinks in) who wants me

don't be mean to yourself that's you

you live there

#mygapingwound #mychildhoodghosts #myfleetingexistence #myfatheadache #myunexploredidentities #myendlesshame

i am going to love life and stop caring i’m going to let myself be im going to be gentle to myself im going to stay soft and caring im not gonna shy away from the camera anymore when someone wants to take my picture for my smile is too beautiful not to be remembered forever im not gonna talk down on myself or get in my head im going to love others and myself life is to short to not be kind to myself “the world is cruel therefore i won’t be” and that includes yourself

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life