Libby

Sun in 4th -> Many natives with this placement can get into fire-related accidents/ fire-like birthmark. They are the "chosen one" in their entire family. Dominant father or an early separation from him. Some likely possess physical items passed down from deceased relatives or from their older generation.

Moon in 4th -> Issues with mother is likely. At worse, emotional abuse from mother. They are the type to wakes up at 2AM and wanders around the house. When something breaks, they fix it themselves. All they want in life is peace.

Mercury in 4th -> These natives love history, their own history. Reserved in public and a chatterbox at home. You study/learn best when you are on the bed or on the floor. An accidental mimic - their accent changes with the neighborhood they live in/people they come across regularly. Sometimes, they sound exactly like their mom/ dad/ grandparent and even their phrases.

Mercury rx in 4th -> If they have a sibling, they can be estranged or become distant from family as they grow. Home devices glitch here and prone to live in flood/hurricane areas and if not, device repairs are sure. Signing lease docs, booking Airbnb can bring not so good experiences. Won't gossip but overhears convos and likes to watch/ hear others gossiping.

Venus in 4th -> At worse, these natives are obsessed with everything organic. They care about the environment and the type to research about a clothing company before buying a product from them. A partner marrying them is like marrying their entire family.

Mars in 4th -> You stomp around your home, and people exactly know where you are. Door slammer/phone breaker. At worse, domestic violence. Finds focus and absolute drive to succeed in the middle of problems. Could have been called troublemaker at home.

Jupiter in 4th -> Loves to live in a mansion like home. Some can have a big family. For some, mother can have different ancestry. If not afflicted, they may buy a home far from birthplace. They're either the golden child in their home or for the Universe.

Saturn in 4th -> Dysfunctional childhood for many, abuse for some from their parent. Silenced a lot at home and they are the type to say sorry for silly things, not wanting to hurt anyone - "Sorry, it's my fault." They can find who's at the door just by the person's footsteps. Poor souls.

North node/Rahu in 4th -> This can give secret affair to mom or a family member which can disrupt the native's life or change their perspective on relationships/love. More likely to marry someone their family doesn't agree with but will get accepted overtime.

South Node/Ketu in 4th -> Blacksheep of the family and know who is good and who is a scum since a child. They won't attend family gathering as they grow and the type who won't send their child for a sleepover. In fact, they themselves won't even stay at a friend's home unless forced.

Uranus in 4th -> Always wanted to live somewhere. Either immigrated to another place as a child or can immigrate as an adult but with their family overtime, depending on other planets in chart. These natives are the silent kids who snap some day and change their persona overnight. Generational curse breakers.

Neptune in 4th -> Environmental allergies for many. May live near a dirty pond/ river. People living around them can be dirty, messy - either themselves or their home. Physically present, mentally absent. Mental health issues for mother.

Pluto in 4th -> For some, secret sibling, stepsibling, adopted sibling, etc are possible. If not, a shocking truth about a parent will be revealed to them later in life. Abuse for some, by mom or mom's family. Should be careful with maternal Uncles, if they're a woman and is from a neglectful home.

Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part I

The sun: you may have received considerable attention during your childhood, or been around people who drew attention. I'm picturing a possibly lively household, where even little accomplishments were treated as milestones (picture family celebrating you losing a tooth). You may view your childhood as the most dynamic or important part of your life. Your "childhood" or "childishness" could have seemed to be protected by others around you and much importance is given to the life you were exposed to early on. Subsequently, I can picture an adult who seems to maintain their 'whimsy' or 'youthfulness'. One who may seem childish or even a little naive to others.

The moon: Similar to the Sun, there is a feeling of utmost safety and importance concerning your childhood/early life. At home, you may have been surrounded by 'homebodies' or people who were more reserved so you may also feel used to staying where you feel safe and sure. If negative aspects are made, you may have witnessed a lot of mood swings around people in your childhood or the home may have been dependent on the unpredictable moods of someone. It makes a person feel unsafe with emotional support once grown up. You may perpetually find yourself not letting go of your defences easily and waiting for the other metaphorical shoe to drop in relationships.

Mercury: A lot of random changes may have been present (not necessarily emotional changes, as is more likely with the moon). Constant changes of location, of school, a parent who worked far from home or who you never really knew when they were going to show up. You may be used to taking care of yourself, making your own decisions and embracing fleeting but fun experiences in your adulthood and probably would not be fond of people who try to box you in, or create unwanted structures in your lifestyle.

Venus: The topic of beauty or keeping up appearances may have been a common one in your early environment. This could, as all placements, manifest in a number of ways. It may have been vain, and harmful comparisons may have constantly been made between you and others to judge the way you look. Or people around you scolded or disdained you for not holding yourself "presentable" or "desirable". This placement could also have just made you someone who appreciates aesthetics and pleasing things. You may have grown up on the finer things in life, enjoying good food, good clothes, good perfume maybe? The grown up you would still have high standards in your material life, especially in relationships. And you would probably have a hard time compromising physical or even romantic ideals.

Mars: There may have been quite some high energy and maybe tension—of course that depends on sign and aspects. In a more obvious interpretation you may have seen violence growing up or been used to explosive reactions (not necessarily physical). This placement could also just mean there was a great deal of defensiveness and protectiveness around your home life, maybe by figures older than you and you ended up adapting that attitude. Your family may have been very physical with you, like playing sports or giving physical affection as well. They may have also been direct and encouraged you to be as well.

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Tw : mention of suicide, death and abuse.

I lost my father yesterday, he committed suicide. I don't know how life took this turn but after all the abuse we went through, we were finally getting on good terms since he was taking his meds.

My life may look really perfect from other people's perspective but it's anything but perfect. My father left a huge debt on our head and if we don't pay it off, we might become homeless after 3 months. My siblings are young and my mom is not in a good state to work. Since my father was the only one working in your family things are much more complicated.

The day before it all happened, I was upset with him and didn't pick up his calls. I was upset because of how our situation was, the debt, my father not working anymore, etc. i remember when I got home the only thing he said to me was "you didn't pick up my calls. Are you upset with me?" And I still didn't respond to him. I thought as soon as I woke up, I'll tell him why I was upset and how much i wanted to help him solve this problem. But I never got the chance to. And I'll never be able to forgive myself for this.

I had become the breadwinner of my family and my father was really proud of me for working. He found his hope in me, that maybe I'll be able to make the situation better. And to blame my fate more, i can’t stop working. I am forced to work even in this situation because of the circumstances and I am not complaining. I know that this is my responsibility. I have got to save up for the funeral and the debts.

I guess like is difficult and I have got to deal with it.

This is a request. Any kind of help you can offer would mean the world for me and my family.

their sun in your 1st house standing in your orbit feels like the first day of spring after a very long and grey winter. they look at you and the lights finally turn on because you embody the energy and the courage they have been trying to find within themselves for years. they wish they met you sooner because you give them the nerve to actually exist and your belief in them acts as a fire that keeps their own spirit from getting cold.

their moon in your 1st house this is the ultimate psychic homecoming. they pick up on the hidden rhythm of your heart before you even open your mouth and they feel as though they have known your face for a thousand years. there is zero emotional privacy between you and they wish they knew you back when they were at their loneliest. you carry the emotional scent of a sanctuary and they find their peace just by watching the way you move through the world.

their mercury in your 1st house you are the only person who actually hears the things they aren't saying. conversations between you feel like a high speed connection that never hits a dead end. they wish they met you sooner because you are the only one who doesn't ask them to translate their thoughts into a foreign language. you connect the dots in their head and they find their clarity in your voice and the way you listen to the static in their mind.

their venus in your 1st house they look at you and they see a masterpiece they have been trying to find in every song and every painting they ever loved. for them your presence is a sensory gift and they are addicted to the harmony you bring to their reality. they wish they had found you years ago because you show them that love can be a beautiful and tangible thing instead of just a difficult struggle. you are the aesthetic of their heart and they find their value through the way you look at them.

their mars in your 1st house you are a literal jolt of adrenaline for their spirit. there is a sharp and immediate edge to the way they feel when they are around you and you trigger a raw hunger for life that they had buried under layers of social rules. they wish they knew you when they were feeling stuck because your presence gives them the spark to finally move. it is a high stakes bond where they want to fight with you and for you and eventually merge their entire drive with yours.

their jupiter in your 1st house meeting you feels like a lucky break that the universe had been planning for a decade. they look at you and the world suddenly feels massive and full of possibilities again. they wish they had found you sooner because you are the one who reminds them how to take a leap of faith and how to trust the road ahead. you expand their definition of what is possible and your optimism acts as a lighthouse that guides them out of their own small minded worries.

their saturn in your 1st house a heavy weight of integrity settles in the room when you are together. they look at you and they realize they have finally found the solid ground they were searching for in everyone else. they wish they knew you sooner because you are the adult in the room and your weight makes them feel safe in a world of shifting sand. you bring structure to their life and they respect your grit because it matches the backbone they’ve been trying to build.

their uranus in your 1st house you are the lightning bolt that hits their social system and rewrites all their rules. they look at you and they realize that normal is just a lack of imagination. they wish they had found you back when they were trying so hard to fit in because you are the one who gives them permission to be completely strange and undeniably free. your presence is a sudden update to their soul’s software and they find their identity through your weirdness.

their neptune in your 1st house the boundaries between you are made of smoke and music. they look at you and they feel as though they are seeing a dream they haven't quite woken up from yet. you carry an ethereal quality that makes the physical world feel a bit too loud and they wish they knew you when the reality of life was getting too harsh to handle. you are the secret poetry they have been trying to read and they find their spirit through the blurry beauty of your connection.

their pluto in your 1st house standing near you feels like a total soul transformation that they cannot escape. they wish they met you sooner because they were busy playing in the shallows while you were the only one brave enough to lead them into the deep end. you trigger total annihilations followed by magnificent rebirths and they find their real power only after you have forced them to face the raw truth. you own the deed to their shadows and they stay obsessed because you are the only one who isn't afraid of their fire.

their north node in your 1st house your arrival is a signal that the universe is done waiting for them to move toward their future. they look at you and they see a map leading directly to the person they were born to become. every interaction feels fated and they wish they met you years ago because they spent so much time running away from the very path you are currently standing on. you are the catalyst for their soul’s mission and meeting you is the point of no return.

their south node in your 1st house the silence between you feels centuries old and heavy with unsaid history. being with you feels like revisiting a room they haven't entered in a different lifetime. they wish they knew you sooner in this life because they’ve been carrying a debt and a memory that only you could understand. you share a hidden baggage that needs no explanation and they find their peace in the realization that they finally found a piece of themselves that was lost long ago.

their chiron in your 1st house you put your finger directly on the spot that still stings when they breathe. they wish they had found you back when they were hurting the most because your presence is the only medicine that doesn't ask for a reason. you see the shame and the outsider feeling they’ve been hiding and you show them that their scars are actually their most beautiful features. you teach them how to be kind to their own shadows and they find their healing through the mirror you provide.